When love conquers all, when faith is still.

kudos to jun hui for the intro. BABY AND ME. is unbelievably entertaining with the cutest thing ever starring in the movie :)

maybe what i need to be is not a psychologist but a childcare teacher. LOL.

exams over and christmas is round the corner! can't wait, can't wait.
this year has been so eventful, that a part of me hope that the year ahead be a tad blissful.

not sure whether to say im relieved that the year is coming to an end but i know this christmas is gonna be so much more special :)

DV8 IS LOVE :D

i dunno what to blog any more. it must be due to a lack of brain cells.

SCHOOL IS STARTING SOON.

this song just touches me everytime i listen to it =)

Complete by Parachute Band

Here I am, Oh God
I bring this sacrifice, my open heart
I offer up my life
I look to You, Lord
Your love that never ends
Restores me again

So I lift my eyes to you, Lord
In Your strength will I break through, Lord
Touch me now, let your love fall down on me
And I will be complete in You.

Here I am, Oh God
I bring this sacrifice--my open heart.
I offer up my life.
I look to You, Lord.
Your love that never ends
Restores me again

So I lift my eyes to you Lord
And by faith, I will walk on, Lord
Then I'll see beyond my calvary one day,
And I will be complete in..

I look to You, Lord
Your love that never ends
Restores me again

So I lift my eyes to you Lord
In your strength will I break through Lord
Touch me now, let your love fall down on me
I know your love dispels all my fears.

Through the storm I will hold on Lord
And I pray I will hold on, Lord
Then I'll see beyond my calvary one day
And I will be complete in
I will be complete in
I will be complete in You


all is good, save for the fact that i simply cant leave my house due to fever.
Everyone is getting sick, and its stifling to be sick.

I missed:

1. BM
2. Leaders Meeting
3. CG

goodness. and the list just extends till i get well!
OMG. FOP IS ON FRIDAY! i just HAVE TO, MUST GET WELL.

till then.

life's unpredictable, it has always been this way..

i dedicate this post to my beloved ah gong...

to the person who has taken care of me for the longest time,

one who always gets up at 5 am just to get all of us young ones breakfast

one who would sit beside me to read the chinese newspaper

one who would always ask whether i have eaten

one who loves to sit in that same chair, in the same position eating porridge

one who loves watching chinese opera

one who i always see in the white cotten tee with shorts and a belt

one who is ever-patient and ever-loving

words cannot express the many years of love and care he has shown to this family and even to his friends..

i love you... rest in peace..

hello world.

It has been the longest time since I actually blogged, partially due to exam-phobia, laziness and just plain procrastination.

Life has been pretty exciting since the day I left the exam hall of NUS. Penning down my last full-stop on my script.

My hard work, all the encouragement from my leaders, my friends, my family-- thank you so much. This time round as i opened my mail to check my CAP, the feeling was different, I felt assured, that whatever the outcome, I knew that my heart would be glad. And surely yes, I did scored so much better this time round, salvaging my horrendous score last sem. It has been pretty much as emotional roller-coaster the days following Friday, happiness, disappointment, fear, nervousness. ahhahaha all mixed into one whole week.

Happiness spells for my results.
disappointment spells for my very lousy major module grade
fear spells for the near-loss of my wallet
nervousness spells for worrying whether I can cope with whatever that is given to me
And lastly, a tinge of sadness for feeling that I'm not a good friend.

I have been having the feeling that I am not doing enough, in my life, in my friends' life. And it gets me down when I just read through those posts.

Why? I have no answer.

But, don't get me wrong, this is definitely not an emo post, and i'm definitely NOT EMO :) life is filled with too much expectations,for ourselves, for our families, for our friends, and the list is never-ending. Its when these expectations are not met when we feel that our world is o longer how it used to be, we start to feel that the people around us are changing, no longer the same, no longer how we used to know them as. But these expectations are also what keeps us strong, strength to believe that change is just part and parcel of life.

this is really complicated.

on a lighter note,

praying that all my dear friends out there who are in the process of appealing, believe that things will work out, there's always a way out of everything!

hoping that chin chin and ben will enjoy their jobs

that people who have lost heart will find their way back :)

I believe that some things will never change, not tomorrow, not next week, next year or even in this lifetime.

have not been blogging for the longest time. here i am at an unearthly hour of 3.12 am feeling pretty lost.

school's been hectic, busy, nerve-wrecking and sleep losing.
i take back my words when i said this sem was going to be better than last sem. But above the chionging from mon-fri, with me totally sapped on wednesday and rejuvenated on weekends again, it really does take a huge part out of me.

drained. but not totally.

i still put on a smile from the inside, cos' I know my God will never give me things that are impossible to deal with! so I pray that in the next one month, I will hang on, hang on, hang on and wait patiently for my 3 mths HOLIDAY, so I can just serve more in church, be around my family more, spend some quality time with quality people and YES. I WILL WAIT.

the guys in D8 will soon be enlisting, probably ard 2 weeks time, really gonna miss having them around. hahaha. They have really been such a blessing and joy in D8, being so nonsensical at times, hugging each other, dancing with each other, doing the craziest stuff ever imagined, but behind all that lies a heart that cares, that loves. GONNA MISS THEM =)

to all my friends out there who are chionging your projects, reports, essays...
LETS DO THIS TGH! =)

for me, D8 CHALET is the NEXT BIG THING YO! hahahahahahaha.
this will really be a time of fellowship, living life under one roof for a day, doing mad stuff tgh, and just spending time time time!



Thank you God for everything...

on the verge of going mad.

just leave me alone

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