When love conquers all, when faith is still.
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vonnie,half-coffee lover,half-panda lover and completely in love with my God.
I believe in living a life led by faith and hope.
I love my life, my friends and my family.
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I wish for that special one, just joking.
Wednesday, July 11, 2007 @ 7:42 PM
all my results are in. i really feel like crying.
do u know how it feels like to really put all your hopes on a sub and totally flunk it? well, i have been through that kind of scenario too many times in my jc life.far too many times.
it was dumb thinking that i would have at least 1 pass. at least, and i tot it would be chem, i guess i was pretty wrong. the disappointment was slightly higher this time round for mid-years... so the tally is U U U U S.
well maybe almost the whole lot of ppl had almost similar grades to mine, but still that does not make me feel better. am i just dumb or slow? i can't figure that out yet. thnk goodness my tikamed essay for gp got a just nice 25 marks, or else i would really have just admitted that im stupid.
the number of ZERO on almost every sub is reeli too many to count manually, in fact its quite horrendous. i just din want to even count my marks, to check for errors on marking. it would have taken alot of errors for me to pass can.
but im nt going to give up. so nt like me. i have grown stronger, able to hold my tears back better, smile more even when i fail, hiding the depression well. maybe the doctor was right yeahs? i am suffering from depression.
i guess i have lots of time to spend with the pile of TYS-s and tutorials and yada yada. but stll have wat people called LIFE. nw, im sure i can do it. for nw, indulging in ferreros and coffee takes away all my troubles.... MmMmMM
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