When love conquers all, when faith is still.

Hellos. i have been blogging too much... which means..im slackin more. this week ar..lets see, nt v fantastic with a few unhappy moments here and dere.

on thursday i rmb gettin flustered over wat seems like nothing. my temper nt v good dat day i suppose, it was crappy esp in the mornin, which is weird, cos im v much a morning person. BUt i suppose its due to tiredness, im tired, so v tired. im nt tired of my life, its just the ongoin lectures and 'dunno-how to do this and that' feeling dat makes me tired. i have been sleepin later and later, getting up earlier. bleahs..

luckily, my mood changed for the better after just 1 hr plus. yayness. so sorry to the ppl i argued with ya, reeli not purposely de. sorry! that was probably the worst thing that happened for this week i tink. i hate bein in a bad-mood, it is irritatin, u become so irrational, not thinking right and feeling super irritated, almost anything that dun go ur way will piss u off. im sure everibody agrees to that.so... i'll try to b in a good mood lo. LOL. hopefully.

on wednesday, after trainin i felt happy, happy for the j1, happy for ourselves and happy that we have done something that is of worth. the j1 were reeli fantabulous, they reeli enjoyed the trainin and all, in the midst of all the dribbling and funny indian dances they were united. they did their push-ups tgh and all and that touched us alot. i feel deprived all of a sudden. =x

and i must mention that i FINALLY saw my er-ma aka WENDY!!!!! LOL. has been the longest tme since i met her, and she's in TJ SOCCER!! nt bad ah.. even scored a goal. that's the wendy i know.. always on for any ball games. lala. unlike mi. =x i reeli missed the time just simply talkin, eatin fish-ball noodles wif lots of chilli in it in the canteen, talkin abt stupid stuff and sittin bus 12..which is lyk super long. talkin to her was still the same i guess, the feeling just flows back. i miss my non-biological family so much!!!

and since i had a great start to the week, somebody called lucky ching decided that i shld hav A excitin end too! of all days, of all timings, of all ppl he spoke chinese to mrs suresh. mans. thnx ar! my utmost gratitude and thnx to him. bleahs...

so dat is my week, wif chem spa over and done with, and physics to face + the two lecture tests comin up, i'm off to mug mug mug. hopefully the remainin g part of the wk will b great. =)

TUESDAY. besides it bein the second day of the week, the day whr i hav 2 borin gp periods, but it is the most cursed day for mi and my twin!

believe it or not, for 3 consecutive week, something weird and extraordinary ALWAYS happen on the day itself. the first time, it made us wanna kill the birds in jurong, second time we started to suspect. and todae, we re-affirmed it. LOL LA. in the mornin my twin had a funny epi wif chun han. durin pe she pass mi frisbee and i fell cos my shoe came off. =x lol. wah then best in the canteen suddenly her legs got tangled up and she almost tripped. and bein me, i started laughin. not long, my legs got tangled too! can u believe it.

dat was nt the climax. thinkin dat everithing would b fine once i leave sch, i decided to buy pen refill at pop. and on the way up, something caught my eye. it was the signboard of the v v first neo print shop in WHITESANDS! LOL. i tink we were reeli too excited, too enthu and far too happi... and there goes our plan to reach home early and MUG! at the shop we found out another excitin thing..it oni cost 4 BUCKS. WAHAHAHAHAHAHA. that was wat reeli drove us to the max.

in the process of takin the shots, not knowin how to control the buttons, not knowin what the machines was speakin and not knowin whr to look at..it ended up..well.. in v funny photos. of which are for us to see. hahas. we had one each. fair and square.

havin laughed enough, lamed enough and lookin at our erhem v nice pics... we headed home!! hahas. todae is such an excitin day man. totally took mi out of boredom. thnx my twin!!!! i promise i wun laugh. =)

<3 yvonnes

todae mornin was super hot. den it was super duper cold in the afternoon. bleahs. the weather not reeli friendly nowadays eh?

lols. i realised that mj infrastructure resembles that of a 20 yr old buildin. even when u tink u are sheltered, u are not. my goodness even walkin on the corridoors u can get wet can. lols. everiwhr ard the sch is leakin.

and ya ya ya. something creepy happened in the toilet. man. it managed to freak mi out a lil. and when i finally reached home, all the lights were off. much thnx to the thunderstorm. AND out of this entire rainy episode, do i realise i , yvonne ng hav a ONE OF A KIND maid!!!!!!!!!! lols. when she told mi wat she did durin the period of the thunderstorm, i swear that it was reeli the BIGGEST, LAMEST, NONSENSICAL thing i hav ever heard. lols. i was almoz rollin on the floor frm laughter mans. she reeli is special ya..so special until sometimes i reeli buay tahan. wait till i tell the girls abt it... oh man..

todae is such an excitin day!! and i forgot to blog abt this the other day... these few days, nehw ew era derob, ew troser ot niod hcus ffuts! dna ipok gnehz can nv figure it out. =)

i tot todae was a reeli fine day, besides the mornin episode, it was a fruitful day at least. =) connect grp was great, service was enriching, and shoppin at hougang mall was kinda ok i guess.. spotted this pretty nike shoe..!! i wan to buy BUy BUy.*hints to my mama*

dat aside, i know there's still physics and maths tutorial pleadin futilely for mi to at least start on it.. =x im reeli sorry, but i reeli do find it easier to do chem rather then any of the 2 above.





unusual reactions. unusual feelings.

phew, i survived the 'buyin floorball stick' process. LOLS.

as in i did not dread or regret pei-ing the j1's to buy their sticks, just that maybe there's a change in role as we end up waitin for them instead takin our time to choose sticks.it feels lyk juz ystd when we were gettin all so excited that we were able to own our v own sticks and all, buyin this and that, reeli blowin our purses away. dats how i got to know my fb friends altogether, those were the times i guess.

reeli had fun talkin to joanna abt almost everything. a superbly nice person to chat with! hahahas. im so sorry for ps-ing my class peeps at the soccer match.. din expect the girls to take up to 3 hrs to choose their sticks man. they took twice the time i used to take. hahahas. but there were close to 20 of them? so its nt their fault. they are just typical girls!!!!

so midway we were reeli bored, shagged and tired and nt to say HUNGRY. thnx to KFC for bein located so near to us, of cos we went there to replenish our empty stomachs.. haven eaten kfc for quite some time alreedi, and juz bein able to go there again brought back so so many memories. of cos i felt weird cos in my days i rarely saw mj ppl in kallang kfc. its weird man.=x

we ate our fill, went back..and ....alas..... THEY WERE STILL STILL NOT DONE. lols. i guessed it would b liddat alreedi.. and so we sat down and started chattin.. and oni did i realise how bad and irritatin some ppl in my se sch were. *rofl* of cos they can b related to mj lahh! the links were so obvious can.

after a long long wait, mi and joanna decided to leave first, as she had something on. and yeahs went over to boon keng to sit nel.. lets see i haven taken a train frm there since eons ago.again, i was so reminded.

i went to places which links mi back to the past..bringin back memories so sweet, memories that still are v much with mi...

sometimes i reeli wonder whether i fillowed my heart or juz my brains when i make my choices,...but thinkin abt it, there's prob juz dat one regret.... JUST one...hahas.

right nw, i can't seem to do my tutorials, which is lyk one super bug pile frm everi single sub. * pengs* its enough to take away my weekends lahhs. sigh. this is life man..pls pls let mi concentrate, im nt goin to think so much, goin to be dumb. yesh.




im so over it.

wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. im goin to ny. its almost confirmed. yay-ness man!! but the catch is...i will b gone for 2 weeks!! *pengs* its super long can.. i will confirm chop chop miss everibodi in singapore! awww~~

we may b transittin to canada too.. hahas. its gettin so excitin. and it will b winter.... im happy cos i hav nv ever been to a ctry with winter..its always the big big sun. =) but i guess i will kinda miss it when im in ny?

wif that it would mean 2 weeks less time to spend wif my cg, church,class peeps, my friends and alot ppl. hahas. which kinda dampens everithing.

and i bet i will suffer frm wat is known as LAG TIME. as if im nt laggy enough... bleahs.

for todae, i lost my wallet, but even when i lost it i was still laughin. a big thnx to the j1 girl who brought it back to the go. i din noe it was so confusing to deacribe my wallet: ' panda, black white' ..hahas. i was laughin cos of dat la.. super funny. den the person at the counter tot i was crazy... LOL. i found it and im a happi girl... hahas.

todae durin compass did this ws thingey which let mi realise how i managed to get such vomit-inducin results. its true i slacked... and im goin to b a mugger..soon. hahas.

and i FINALLY passed my sit and reach.. thnx to ly and iris!!! my whole body aches can. wanna wish my twin good luck tml for her sbj!! jia you!! u can do it de. =)

this has been an excitin week besides havin oni 3 floorballs for trainin on mon i guess? LOLS its such a joke can. gonna go wif the j1 to get their sticks tml!!! reeli brings back fond memories..




why do ppl change? its scary a times but i hav faith... i muz b dumb

todae is free ice-cream day at ben and jerry's!!!! wahahahaha. i got to eat chocolate brownie fudge!! yum yums. the queue was horrible though...super long.. but wif the rest's company, time did pass v v fast! managed to buy 2 pairs of earring wif vonn and iris!!!! bwahahaha. now im reeli happi!

todae had my 5 stations.. for the first time in my record... i oni did 5. YES 5 PATHETIC INCLINE PULL UPS. its sianned out and unbelievable, since i nv had a prob wif it. shuttle run was fairly ok, i managed to pass my jump and sit-up. alas when it came to sit and reach... i din pass. i oni had 31 cm. LOLS. its kinda expected la.. but after a lil cheatin here and dere, i tried again and got 40!! bwahahaa. aniwaes im still gonna re-sit on thurs to pei my twin!! u gotta pass kaes!!! JIA YOU!

its dumb la, ppl shldn't worry abt their 5 stations. it seems all so mediocre in our life, but in jc they make u go thru it AGAIN.

haha. and i must mention that i hav met quite a few dumb ppl in my life, one on monday, another is the one online nw. man. he is an idiot. he is none other den KOPI ZHENG . YES. there's no doubt he's dumb. =)

todae on 15th april 2007 i experienced the second round of my discipleship. im nt upset, nt furious, but instead i felt peace, felt that i have learnt and dats prob enough to get me through.

thnx dawn for all that she has done todae and i reeli wanna sincerely apologise for makin her so worried todae. i did put in effort but i know its still not enough. im not gonna get depressed and emo over it ya. im v sure i gonna do so much better the nxt time round.at least im gonna make sure things are done, completed and flawless. dat i promise myself. thnx to wayne too.. he din even eat his lunch todae. =x i guess both of us learnt alot and it juz makes us grow more and more!

yay-ness i completed that study rule of mine with much last-minute work. i felt that i had duties in life to complete and i shldn't always give excuses or wat so ever to bluff through, dat i tink would b so cmi, so nt lyk wat i shld b.. so yup. nxt week is gonna be so much better! at least i'll try to exceed those study hours of mine.. cos...i intend to secure my ny trip. LOL.

todae was v beneficial cos pst touched on the topic of letting go.. in my life there are probably so many things that i cannot let go at the moment, im tryin to, learning how to, and maybe just one day all will b laid aside. i put all my worries, all my anxieties, and all my burdens to Him cos i know that he will take care of all those things in my life. probably seeing ppl departin taught mi how to treasure my life, no matter wat im facing nw.... things will get better! =)




and to my dearest friends... esp the girls... dun tink i will giv u all the chance to alwaes beat mi ya!! wo hui hao de la. lols. no worries!


and last but nt least.....



I WANT TO PASS MY SIT-AND REACH!!!!!! *prays*

im in a good mood todae, despite a lil bad news and hiccups here and dere.

firstly i hav to say that pw results were satisfactory, and wat makes it better is that the rest of my grp members, eddie, sheldon and fred all got A as well!!

just a year ago, we were all afriad that we would nv make it. Having to travel to chinatown to get interviews, tryin reeli hard to appreciate CHINESE, going ard and understandin the pain of not havin ppl respond to your pleas to take your surveys, getting rejected over and over again in sheldon's case. *hints* few mths later we were runnin here, dere and everiwhr tryin to complete our written rpt which somehow gone haywire after marking by the pw comm. not to forget OP which was the last component. bUT i'm glad to say that all 4 of us survived, and thru these mths of camping out at sheldon's house, admiring his lobsters and gettin frustrated over wat to write and say, WE ARE FINALLY FREE!!! LOL. those few months will probably b sumthing i will rmb and sumthing i can bring on in life. juz wanna say a big thank you to the 3 guys in my grp for nt pang-sehing mi most of the time and for bearing with my crappiness!!! =) u guys rock!

i also lyk to congratulate the rest of my class peeps who also did well, regardless of the grades, i tink its the process that reeli counts ya. cheers to one and all!

pw aside, i finally managed to get a slide done by myself. not wanting to alwaes depend on trusted noel animore i guessed it was time i did something. =) it may not look v fantastic, but i reeli did put in effort and all, juz hope that in future will b able to come up wif much more nicer slides!! yay-ness.

and my mama juz told mi i can go NEW YORK with her most prob at the end of the year! just the 2 of us, no-one else. SWEET!. im rather excited, nt at the thought of shoppin, but rather at the fact that i hav NEVER gone to america b4, and i guess it would b fun! wee~~ my twin is gonna b excited.

for nw, i guess i shld at least mug and complete the study rule of mine and prob read up on psalms! =) till then.




juz wanna tell u that i will always b dere for u, hang on and don't give up kaes...

hellos. my dearest da jie lai shu ting is back!!!!
3 days wifout her ard was somehow different, quieter, less crappy and all. u get the gist. we 6 must b tgh!! LOLs. its a weird theory but sumhow it exists in our lives at least. =) so happi and glad that she's back wif us, back to her norm and all. al least there's someone to eat toast wif yvonne!

this week has been awesomely tirin, somehow i get tired so easily, sleepin doesn't reeli help and im tryin real hard to survive a school day. within i noe im dyin out soon. hav been gettin those pain attacks every now and den. but bein the yvonne ng dat i am , its almost absolute that i juz shrug it off. i will b fine i guess. i hav a great God with mi, nth else reeli matters now.

i totally hav no mood for tutorials and i hav yet to complete my study rule. todae juz got back my result slip.. and its probably the first time in my life that i am scared of passin it to my mama to sign. its reeli kinda horrendous, horrible, everything bad mixed tgh. i tot mash potato and cookies would make mi feel better or at least more consoled, but it didn't.

well, it nt lyk mi to wallow in despair waitin for someone to help mi up. i used to need that, but not nw! i will reeli work hard, be a full time mugger cum on-fire christian . i can do it man! life is gonna b excitin!


i realised that my mood for bloggin is dwindling. there's no time, no feel and probably nth to blog abt i guess. everyday's abt the same. sian rite. dat is precisely why im so so glad that i at least lead a diff kind of life =)

ok. enough slackin. gotta settle lyrics and stuff nw. tatas

life is pretty strange huh.





besides its ups and downs




flips and flops




happy moments and sad moments






coming and leaving






hellos and goodbyes







tears of joy and tears of sadness






what makes it whole is that when u come, u know one day it will b time to let go and leave.
in my life i saw ppl come and go. imprints left within. by no means easy but its just life many say.


take care my friend. we will alwaes be ur support and comfort.

ITS AN AWESOME EASTER!!!!!!!!!!!

when i used to b young, easter to me was reeli abt receiving eggs, both real and fake. dats probably all added on to the fact that Jesus died for us. yupp.

todae i had a whole new revelation and todae i found myself touched by something within, its reeli amazin how it came and go. leavin mi v certain that He exists and he has alwaes been there for me. I no longer doubt, no longer refuse to believe.

was finalli able to hav a proper cg dinner wif daniel, shu, vera, soo, liane,jerome and noel!! and till todae did i realise that i look funny when i eat fishballs. LOLS. i am a fishball lover and prob for 17 yrs of my life i din noe i look weird at least while eatin it. gosh. =X

just last night i was confused, din noe wat to think and wat nt to think. while i was reeli tryin to help ppl out wif their v big confusions, i din noe how to help myself. fret nt. cos i hav a v powerful God!! lols. he gave mi my answer this mornin . so yupp. im fine nw.

tml is monday, a school day, another great day wif tutorials , another day whereby i pray that i wun sleep durin lectures , and hopefully another day of acceleration... im reeli excited! hahas. im mad.




Cos i found you and you're everything to me








it was oni the day after the movie marathon at our v own college dat i realise how lousy i am at sleepin late, or mebbe nt even sleepin. =x

after juz 2 movies, it took its toll, and dere i was sleepin beside my twin! not to say i was coverin my eyes throughtout the second part of the horror movie and of cos watching how my freshies climbed the school gate? it reeli is funny lookin at them man! they take such a long time unlike kopi zheng who juz miraculously jumped over! well i guess mebbe he is trained in dat aspect? LOL i better nt say, lest he come bash mi. =x

in the end, vincent climbed over, gerold got hur and all of them were tired. as for mi and iris, we had a great laugh. =) ohs. i wanna thank gerold for his bag of chocolates! but i probably wun be able to eat it until im well. =)

hahas. did i mention how funny the movie marathon was? of cos im nt referrin to the movies, but the ppl ard mi... lols. mi and iris were doin a report analysis as usual and yup, the info is confidential. LOLs.

sometimes, i do find myself driftin into my own thoughts, goin into the stoning mode and gettin super emo. well, i've found my answer and probably the solution as well. Negative thoughts more den often get to me especially when im tired and dun feel lyk movin along wif wat the world has.. but my heart tells mi not to.. bahs. and it is irritatin in a sense i can't do anithing effective, can't do anithing without losin patience and i hate it. i oni manage to snap out of that imaginary world when i start to realise its all too good to be true. diaos rite.

but for nw, God, my cg and my leaders and friends hav made those occurences lesser and shorter.. which is definitely something good. one day i may even stop all those wasteful stoning sessions !!

many question wat life is reeli all abt, wat they hav been workin hard for, wat they live for and alot of others... ya u get my drift. and all i wanna say is u can find all the answers this weelend!!! =)

last but nt least... i hav to exclaim...


WHY IS EVERIONE GETTIN EMO!!!! lolS


dats all for nw. tatas. easter is gonna b great!!!

todae is a great day!

dats besides the fact that lectures were reeli awesomely boring. i managed to dozed off quite a few times, easily observable by iris who was beside mi. hahs. she dozed off a lil too bahs. =)

fb meetin was a breeze, with all the plannin and talkin done wif food! hahahas. its juz nice bein able to not worry abt playin fantastically well, being healthy enough for each trainin and all. though i hav forgone something i once worked hard for, i guess its all pre-arranged, so yups im gonna b contented and happy wif things now and juz do my best! =)

on my way to church say my classmates! obviously they were surprised that my cca ended so so early, well, i oni had a meetin, how long would dat take? hahs. and yups my twin and derrick had yummy doughnuts to eat. im gonna get one of those these days man. =)and did i mention that i finally gave up on my non-antenna phone officially. its sad la. and dumb of its owner. hahahas.

movie marathon is TML! gosh i haven told my mama abt it at all, and now she's nt at home, im kinda scared she wouldn't allow mi to go. i hope she will. i will b a good girl for a week. =) tml is gonna b another great day, i know it.

the oni thing i wanna do now is PASS sit and reach. im a failure at this man, the nitemare has come back after such a long wait. hahs.

easter is lyk a few days away and im so excited!!! goin to boil those eggs nw!! tatas. would u lyk to join mi on this adventure?

a new week, new day and a new start. yupps. dats wat i told myself, oni to b awakened by my v nt up to standard results. everything was ok, gp was quite a pleasant surprise, econs was the norm and then the ultimate came. PHYSICS. the paper i knew i will fail for sure, but still the marks was reeli too much of a coincidence.ta-dah it was the exact same marks as my MATHS. i went stunned for a while at the coincidence and somehow it made mi sadded lyk big time.

failin is no big deal at least for block test. i hav now officially gotten over it and will move on in life. Yup. i will lead a wonderful life frm now onwards. to ppl out there, do not fret or worry excessively cos things will work out fine eventually ya?!! jia you everibodi!

this week is lyk packed wif stuff-- frm follow up, training, og outing, MoVIE mArAtHOn. and of cos EASTER!!!!!!! this is week is excitin, would u lyk to join mi on this jorney then??? =)

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