vonnie,half-coffee lover,half-panda lover and completely in love with my God.
I believe in living a life led by faith and hope.
Wednesday, May 30, 2007 @ 9:41 PM
life is nt really a big joy nw. at least till todae.hahs.
the gp paper was ZzZzZ. the intelligent yvonne expected at least one puny qn to come out based on environment, and ta-da as usual, it doesn't. so wat can i do, but make do with a random qn, i have nv tried before, hoping that things will work out fine. so paper 1 was over and i hoped that the next paper would b better..and another zZz.. INSTEAD OF MAKING ME MORE FEEL a lil cleverer it made mi more hungry. Lols. the passage keep talkin abt nagasaki and hiroshima, and the tired and hungry yvonne immediately thought of SAKAE SUSHI! lols.its a lucky thing i nv wrote ani sushi related stuff in my aq and summary. =x
yup things after that was dry. ate tgh with my class peeps, went for the most boring econs lecture of the century(i mean it) and having to go home after everything since i realised its a lil out to go out with 4 guys alone. hahas. i figured out i will go mad even b4 reachin suntec, somehow, my gut feeling told mi to go home and sleep. i guess i did the right thing?
the nest day, i chose to stay at home and be a reeli good girl, since the remaining days of the week will be spent outside. LOLS. i do plan for the future la. tml, there's EMERGE, followed by a probable blading session(unconfirmed), next day will also be EMERGE, sat will b great and special since its a combined service, and sun is EMERGE AGAIN!!! wow. im gonna b busy.
for nw i juz hope my prayers will be answered mans. the pile of work is reeli humongous la. its inhumane at all costs. sians.
Sunday, May 27, 2007 @ 8:47 PM
my dumb computer chose a v bad time to go haywire, leavin mi totalli sianned out the past few days. = ="
many many things have happened, so lets re-wind back to thursday! hahs
thurs was the soccer finals, and we were lyk the first batch to go towards the national stadium.dots. it was so so boring there that me, yvonne, and shu ting went to get some food of our own.wahahahas. and man the walk to macs was a killer.the weather was irritating and totally draining la! was perspiring even before i walked out can. yups so we got the food was happy and headed back, back in the stadium, it feels the same, just lyk a few years back whr i always didn't get a chance to sit up but instead i was always on the walkway below. reely brought back lots of fond memories. =) and so. the soccer match, though it was the finals was kinda boring.the fact that im nt a soccer fan of any sorts juz makes it worse. hahas =x actually i think i spent more time looking at how kopi and lucky plays with each other, using the plastic thingeys to hit each other in all ways possible. hais. they nv do grow up i guess.hahahahas.
after the match, we had to chiong down to VCH for the choir concert. and i tell u. this concert is unlike any that i've ever been to. first off, mi, shu ting and kenneth went to Raffles to get pretty flowers for the choir peeps, alas when we have settled everything, ready to go into the concert, the v intelligent me realised my wallet, which contains my ticket is with yvonne. = =" so, i waited on my own for iris and yvonne who couldn't get the cab at all. we ended up sitting separate seats, looking rather pathetic. sian diao la. and the concert was good, and i tink tk choir reaali stood out of the crowd. a big hugg to hui ling and li xian too!! it has been a tough tough period for both of u and im so happi and glad that it is finally over! no more tears ya, juz big big smiles. =D
after the concert, went towards BK for dinner.but hahahahas. it was closed liao, so we ended up wif cup noodles, a drink by the river. it was my first time sitting by the river mum mum-ing. cool sia, esp when u do it with ur friends. woo hoos. i love them all. =) of cos havin yvonne dere means photos are a must. but since im lazy, shall upload another day i guess.
went home super late, cabbed back wif dear iris, yi ming and another girl. Lols. super randomness. i was tired and juz boom and i fell asleep .
fast fwd to today, SundAy!!! EXCITIN MAN. we are finally going over to a BIGGER, BETTER place... and ta-da, its none other than SING-POST!!!
wahhahaha. though its lyk super far-off frm sengkang, i guess God will have plans for mi, so lalalala. my 3 bus hourney, HERE I COME!! its somewhat lyk goin to tk in the morning whr i get to sit lyk ONLY 3 BUSES MA.no biggie. im excited.
till then.
Sunday, May 20, 2007 @ 9:17 PM
and so.
the weekends are finally over, i have finally decided to blog erhemm, nt cos im free but i have a greater plan to accomplish. wahahahas.
the thought that the june hols are fast zooming in, and the start of a wonderful holidae, besides the thought of muggin lyk siao for mid yrs, reeli tend to make me feel reeli happy and ready to conquer absolutely anything. (including the dumb chem test tml = =" ) yupps. and i noticed my blog has been words words words and more words. so ya, a few pics will make it a tad more interestin.
here goes nth.



yupp. i dun really have the other photos, so gotta wait.so for nw, i'll show u how excitin my june hols will be!


hahas. dats just a short preview mans. june is gonna b so so so excitin. and nt to forget the zone event! im excited.
yups on friday had a fun time at amk hub wif shu! wahaha. i lil sua gu lehs, open so long and i haven been there, its almost lyk a neighbourhood vivo, just that the shops cater more to the youngsters i guess. and this SUPER KEWL shop sellin really cute panda notebooks. i was in love with them, though its a lil ex, i guess when i really fulfilled my BF i will go get it! so wait for mi.... =D
we walked rounds and rounds and LOL the v first thing i saw was NEW YORK NEW YORK. im sure my twin will b excited aint she. hahas. there's reeli alot of kewl shops and MONDO too. hahs. and the cinema is goin to be opened real soon. so i guess i just have to wait. cos of this i din manage to watch pirates 1 n 2 with my class peeps, but heys. im sure they did nt miss mi too much. hahas.
on sat i went on a full fledged madness, suddenly had this thought of cleaning up my room. which i did. and oh man, it was really one big mess.i filed all my ws, and did some tutorials, followed by slacking with a cup of coffee. welcome to my life.
on sunday, which is todae, i experienced a one of a kind service and realli felt His presence, it was impactful and heys, nw im realli motivated to pledge my best!! go yvonne! had bm todae, walked ard the whole church to clear the bins. haha. i dun even do it in my own hse sia = =" but it was reaaly enlightening to encircle the whole chuch! =)
for tml. im gonna have a chem test. wows. i guess i can at least pass. *prays*
the week is gonna be a great one
Tuesday, May 15, 2007 @ 8:52 PM
todae is excitin!! reeli, i mean it. though i was seriously fallin sleep durin maths and chem lecture, i thought my day was a goner. BUT hey GOd has much greater plans for mi! hahas. gp was darn borin, even without the cher ard. bahhs. she made us do a compre, AGAIN. and wah wah wah its difficult la.went to hide in the library wif my dearest hui ling, did complete some qns, with much smoking here and there. bleahs. and yah. i flung my maths test, flung my physics test which kinda lowered my morale to another lvl. =( when am i going to ever ever pass those 2 sub. when?
school work aside, todae was the fb exco elections. everyone was kinda filled with excitedness and anticipation,heard the speeches, votin was done and the ppl were chosen. a big congrats to the girls who got in, for those who didn't, its reeli ok yahs =)
after that, the v intelligent xy came over to tell us dat the girls needed to discuss with us abt the details of 'training'. LOL. they actually thought that we were so gullible ehs. so being nice seniors, we pretended we knew nth! hahahahahas.
outside the lt, they had a big cake prepared for us sittin on the table, and in their hands held crads for us. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
they are super sweet can. i was v v v touched, and joanna even cried. its nt reeli abt the cards, or the cake, but its the heart behind it all. though when we started teaching these grp of girls, we din reeli expect much in return, but at the end of the day, we got their respect, we got the biggest enjoyment of them all and also being able to play with them! when we receive the cards frm their hands ( mine was frm yi ling!) the feeling reeli cannot be described with words.all of us felt that the effort and time we put in was nt in vain and we were proud of them, for learning with a great heart, bonding with a great spirit and doin things with a passion. <3 all of them. took loads of photos with them, had a great laughter at several junctures and we sag a song for them!!! hahas . its rather malu-ness ya, but if they can do it, so can we!! =D
tml is like the last official trainin for them and also our official step down day, i have to admit its hard to let go now, but life still goes on i guess. I pray that all u girls will be great floorballers, keep your passion for fb strong and don't ever give up. Thank u darlings!!! <3
Saturday, May 12, 2007 @ 9:53 PM
phew i finally got the time to tell of my v great week. hahas. =) this week has been life-changing, mind-blowing, and totally excitin. at the start of the week i was seriously wondering howim goin to get past this week with all the things i had to do, SPA to get through with, the undone tutorials, sleeping through lectures,preparing for my duty and blah blah blah.. the list is nv-ending. BUT I DID and im v happy that my prayers were answered and my parents allowed me to attend both days of pst kong's seminar.huggs to them. =)
through the 2 days, i felt something stirring within me, i felt a surge to do things that i have always thought like doing, but nv reeli got down to doin. i felt something flowing out within me, it was so strong that i cried. i knew i had a life different frm others, and i planned on using this life to help ppl around me. i learnt to stand for what i believe in and pursue the worthy things in life. my life is not gonna be the same, ever since the day i opened my heart to him.
to my dearest friends who had just completed their syf, im so so proud of them. cos i know that their hard work and effort through these mths were nt wasted, they were tested and tried, but they have all overcome them all!! love them loads. <3
and of cos to both LEA YEE AND KENNETH (in advance),
hApPy b'dAe!!!!!!!!! of cos i ust mention that ly present is awesome. but he should refrain frm bringin it to sch. as for kenneth, hahahahas. yupps. may the two of u have a blessed yr ahead ya.
todae is a v v special day cos i got to celebrate mother's day and my mama's b'dae at the same time!!! wahahahas. we spent the entire evening together, sittin down tgh and oh man. i ate super alot of crabs todae can!! steam crab, black pepper crab and everi crab available on the menu. LOLS. took a walk along east coast beach, under the stars, and with the breeze, it reeli made my day and also my mum. it really has been a v long time that we can eat out tgh and nt worry abt anything. the feelin is nice. perfecto.
HAPPY B'DAE MAMA!!!!!!!!!!! =)
hahs. i wish my b'dae would come soon. it kinda soon, but nt reeli soon. hahahs. im in deep anticipation .
im left with revision for 2 tests and wows the teachers all say we must get above C or else it is unforgivable. LOLS LA. they are quite thoughtful la. use this kind of mtd to push us, i appreciate it but seriously i haven touch my books, which worries mi. and with all the pile of hw, i would b reeli lucky to have a sub-pass. =x
but im nt goin to let the above affect mi, im strong, my will is strong and everything is possible mans. EVERYTHING.
through the storms and raging seas
i will never be alone
though my hopes seems out of sight
i know u will shine your light
Sunday, May 06, 2007 @ 9:14 PM
an exciting day i hav. woo hoos. im all ready and started for another amazing week. =)
HAPPY B'DAE ANDREW RAJOJO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
have known this guy lyk since p sch. den somehow we ended in the same cca for 4 long years, den ahha. we also also ended in the same class for 3 yrs and still counting. hahas. im sure this is all part of His great plan ya. =) hope my buddy here will hav a great and blessed year ahead and probably really get down to what he wants to achieve in life! =))) lets take our sch tgh!! wahahahahas.
todae service was greater den usual, a vision popped up, a vision that i hav kept away for the longest of time, but ahha. its nv too late i guess. had pasta wif liane, cg and danielle! food was great. ppl were great . thinking abt it, the last time i ate at pasta was lyk durin x'mas dinner wif my 202 khakis. well that was lyk so so so so so long ago. u get my point rite?
hahas. the truth is that we hav indeed been spending less time tgh, less time sittin down to chit-chat, less time standing in one spot and start talkin as if we owned the whole area, less time makin a fool out of ourselves at toys r' us and less time eatin tgh. dat somes up to y so many of us are feelin tired, dreading the boring life we hav now. in an attempt to salvage the time we have left, the rubics cube and chinese chess decided to make a grand entrance. ahahahas. im nt sayin all these are boring, im juz nt the chinese chess type. in other words in tys language nt ching chong ching chong. LOLS. im sure 202 can do better den cc and a cube rite??? we gotta find back our identity soon b4 our books overwhelm us!!!!!!! =)
on a lighter note, i juz wanna wish the syf ppl and the a divs ppl a great BIG good luck and all the best ya!! yvonne, hui ling, lay shen, iris and shu ting!! my jie meis u all can do it ya!!! jia you jia you. <3
ok. i tink im a lil too high todae, my post is filled wif so mani exclamation marks. oh my gosh. but im happy, contented and can't wait for pst kong's seminar and MOTHER'S DAY!!! i juz pray that mama will let mi go for the 2 sessions.
for nw, im goin to plan my great weekend. wahahahahahas. till then
Saturday, May 05, 2007 @ 6:10 PM
hahs. e lesson sure was FUN. my goodness, i would seriously rather juz sit in durin lectures and do the chap on periodicity la. = =" lookin at the comp screen straight into the teacher's face is spastic and hilarious. im juz so not used to it. i decided to do the next best thing juz skim thru the slides. hahas. i did the right thing i suppose. or else i would b spending up to an hour plus lookin at the cher's face and hearing his voice. bahhs. e learning is stupid.
my initial plan was to wake up real early lyk at 9. but i guess i love my bed too much so i ended up wakin at 11. =x wasted alot of time in between jalan-ing in my room and living room. sians. BUT THNKFULLY. i managed to clear some of my tutorials and im felein contented nw. at least my day wasn't realli wasted. =)
tml will b the bestest day of the week and im lookin fwd. plus plus plus its rajojo b'dae. ahahahas. now he's reeli becomin old liao. =) for nw, im plannin nt to sleep and pia for my study rule. wish mi luckkk!!! =D
Love can never be taught for it is to be learned
love can never be bought for it is to be given
love can never be kept for it is to be free
love can never be old for it lives to last a lifetime
an amazing amazing day tml.
@ 12:27 PM
ahhhh! wat a boring week. boring boring boring.
been sleepin late, goin to sch half-awake,driftin through lectures(esp for quantum and sampling. BAHHHHS) huggs to iris who had to wake mi up most of the time! =) tutorials were done, but most with blanks here, there and everiwhr. tell mi how am i goin to pass my mid-yrs. mans.
hahs. i have been sleepin/nappin alot recently, what was meant to b a nap of 30 mins, turned out at 3 hrs! wows. and i rmb not sleepin in sec sch. whr's my life man. the worst part is i wake up feelin more tired. hahas.that's precisely why im here bloggin cos i juz woke up nt long ago. hahas.
dats my week. boring. and yeahs i managed to scrape thru chem test. though i know im so gonna flop my maths test. much thnx to my stupidity. LOL.
lastly, i juz wanna say how much i kinda enjoy trainings nw, the j1's have been great, super enthu and all. doin crazy stuff here and there and being reeli initiative. the j2's are touched man. =D cheerios to them. in 2 weeks time , i will b able to officially step down frm fb, somehow, i can;t exactly say im happy neither am i reeli sad. wat a confusin issue this is... for nw, i shall enjoy my last 2 weeks and wait for things to happen...
i need a miracle, fast. lastly.... here's something for someone.
HAPPY HAPPY B'DAE MAO TIAN!!!!! =)))))may u hav a reeli great yr ahead ! God bless u!! =) 06s202 rocks.
Wednesday, May 02, 2007 @ 7:46 AM
ITS LABOUR DAY - yayness.
the goodness of this one day 'holiday' is bein able to wake up later, eatin a proper breakfast. dats prob all.
hahas. the rest is lyk crap. y u may ask. cos there's maths test tml, bountiful tutorials and anithing school-related and i have a stupid headache.
bahhs. but but but i still hav my handy mp3 which managed to revive mi. LOLS. at this stage i wouldn't reeli mind goin to sch.
for nw, im slacking, doing a lil reflection.. and loads of other stuff. ppl ard mi alwaes seem to have so many worries abt this abt that, abt everything under the sun. and im worried abt them most of the time.. cheer ups. everything big or small, serious or not serious, mind-shaking and worrying will go poof soon enough. reeli it will...
juz keep believin, fighting on. =) lalalalalala. wat a random post mans.
those three words..