When love conquers all, when faith is still.

todae is a bad day.why is it so? cos i broke my own record of skipping my v first impt exam. RAWWWWWRRR.

i studied for the paper mans, and it was the ONLY PAPER that will hopefully pull up my grades. but tadah, my brain was nt functioning, my head hurts like ZzZz AND with all the giddyness and the want to vomit feeling, i missed my only paper 2 for maths. so i guess my maths is kinda like a goner. =( boos.

and so, i really shldn't think abt all the previous paper i had done, but one thing that makes mi slightly better is that i only left one blank for my physics paper, and i could do more mcq this time round! well, i see that as a lil improvement, though the rest is a lil crappy.

went to the doctors' todae to get my mc and lots of medicine, and the doctor v funny larhs.. he asked me lots of qn, and the funniest one was:' do u have DEPRESSION?' LOLS. i was stun tio lehhs. i din looked drpressed at all, i looked sick. hahahahahahas. and i saw this interesting poster which captions says : THE BEST TIME TO SAVE YOUR HAIR IS WHILE YOU STILL HAVE HAIR.

hahas. so maybe lea yee's approach was right, abt going to yunnan after NS, but lol la, that provided mi with some entertainment while waiting for my turn. for nw, i guess i have to treat myself first, b4 turning to my books. tata for nw

yipee! class bbq is over~~ hahas. which meant my mid-years is like in 2 days time?? LOLS.

though we did nt have full attendance ystd, i guess almost everibody was there!
didn't join the guys at east coast, so yupp, i bought the cake and some other random stuff on their behalf and headed down to hong zhi's house on my own.being the me who is nt v good in erhems jay-walking, i made dear shu ting fetch mi!! and hz brother is reeli v cute!! =)

practically the ppl in the hse were busy bathing and of cos my jie-meis hug mi in their nt so glam state. LOL. settled down with mango tropicana and NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM. the monkey was cute.. and im sure my twin was v delighted in the midst of watching the monkey!! hahas.

the fire was started soon and blah blah blah. we did the usual stuff and cooked the food. i dun rmb eatin alot, but hahas thnx to the ppl who took/cooked food for me.and yvonne, the marshmellows were nice!! a big hug to u! and of cos meow meow and lucky who stuffed me with lots of jia pa lang food. =)

we spent lots of time taking lots of photos, but erhems cos a certain person haven been online, i can't post any for nw!! =x and i hope the small fishy in the 'ocean' haven died of fan poisoning... haha but then again, its nt reeli my fault larhs... the cat just couldn't leap and catch it!! tsk tsk.

so time reeli flied, and it was kinda late... hong zhi mama was busy keeping us full and all!! v v sweet of her. hong zhi himself was a good host too, forever entertaining us and of cos being our photographer and being in our photos!

we celebrated for the june babies, but there was one person missing though.. =( yupp and we continue eating after that... lallalalla... so soon it was time to head back and the v nice li xian offered to send mi and jun gang to kovan! thnx to her too, reeli saved lots of time on the journey.. i was dead tired and i tink jun gang was more tired den mi. he was barely awake when i was talking to him larh. =)

and so that marked the end of a v fantastic june holidays. i have done many many wonderful stuff, learnt many useful things, made new friends, met up wif my class peeps and just doin crappy stuff with them, and of cos studied! but dats like the least i did. the days ahead are goona b horrible with all the cramming of words, sentences, definitions and watnots into my puny brain, but i'll get through it. im sure i will. and here's wishing my whole class and friends out there who tink that their coming 2 weeks are going to b horrible, everything will b fine! don't give up ya. lets chiong tgh mans!!!!

today is a v v v special day!!! ta-dah

a very HAPPY B'DAE SHU TING!!!!

this da jie of mine arhs.. lil blur, lil scatter-brain and a lil of here and there, but she's also a friend u can count on,look for anytime of the day!=D

shes fun to be with, v v nice to talk to and in simple, a friend u have to have! i love her mans! =)

hahas.so yups todae the bulk of us met at bedok to kia for our bbq stuff, and yupps i was the latest. paiseh ahhs for all the unresponded messages and missed call! =x
yupp we headed to HONG ZHI hse after dat. and OH MY MAMA, his house is humongous.reeli larhs, im nt exaggerating.and of cos mi and yvonne also a lil sua gu, woah here and woah there even b4 we reached his hse.LOL.

we din wan to lose so my twin and us toured his house, and took photos!!! hahahahhas. kenneth,terence marinated the chicken, and my twin was in charge of adding the pepper! =) tasted quite nice i guess.

after everything, we headed to CARTEL to mum mum and celebrate shu ting's b'dae!! din reeli eat alot, but i rmb eating lots and lots of roti. practically downin bread the entire process.LOL. couldn't drink frappucino, cos erhem erhems din allow mi =x
and its like todae i realised how niceeee my twin and shu ting are. so sweet of them lehhs...tsk tsk.

so ya we did nonsensical stuff at cartel and finally left... and so the rest of the day doesn't reeli need any elaboration. yupps.

so yahh. i tink i wun be bloggin so soon yet, thnx to MYE. yahhhs. i figured out i dun really have time and im usually slacking ard. i must jia you mans.

the last and only thing to look fwd to for class bonding is CLASS BBQ HAHA. its goin to b a reeli fun day, with no worries and all, and just spending time tgh. i look fwd to it.

RED RAIN WAS A BLAST!!!!
though i only managed to attend the sunday session, it was fantabulous i tell u!!! rock's nt really my kind of genre, but there's something in the music that moves ppl's heart, stirs those domant feeling within.

the time was well-spent, and i dun regret it at all!! i love red rain mans!!
yupps, i had new friends and integrations all ard mi, so i was feelin reeli v fanatstic. hohoho. with music and friends, there's so much more to life at that moment.

so my sunday was fantastic, and excitin, but err... somehow the monday din turned out too well. din accomplish much studying todae, but i finally cleard my songs in my mp3! hopefully with a new variety of songs, i will study more!! hahas'

my head is spinning nw, and i banged my head on the stupid dryer todae! siannnn.. it was super painful can, who knows, maybe the dryer itself is spoiled! = ="

yupps, so i guess it home for mi tml, gotta feel myself recovering b4 i fall even sicklier. so yups. i guess dats all for nw! 2 more days!!! =D

here's my little gift for my dears!


I NEED TO STUDY. LYK NOW.

1 pathetic week left, and yada-yada its lyk wat i experienced the week b4 block tests. i had 1 month,and nw 1 week to complete wat i have learnt for 2 years. the ratio aint exactly fair, but rawrrr!!! im goin to get through this entire mid-year.

goin to b a full-time mugger. at least for this coming week.

a joke cos i have 2 more events to get thru the week...ZzZz

I NEED A MIRACLE, A BIG BIG ONE. but i know when in need he's always there. so yupp, i'll stay strong for nw.

had loads of fun during my cousin's wedding todae, the tea ceremony was lyk super funny, my relatives were lyk queueing up to sip the tea, a hilarious sight. and my cousin is lyk super zai, though totally dressed up and all, mans, she is my idol can, walk in through the day loudly exclaiming she needs the toilet first. LOL. its unglam, but who reeli cares. LOL. here's wishing her a v splendid wedding.

this had me meeting like the whole world, and i dunno 3/4 of the ppl there. there were many uncles, aunties and of cos cute cousins!!! jevon is lyk the cutest thing, not knowing wat the commotion is all abt, eating his delightful crabstick. so cute !!!! awww.. i love him alreedi mans. too bad his mama and papa and his 2 other cute brothers are away or else they would make a cute threesome! =D

went home happy, reeli wanted to mugg...but then again, the wedding experience dun reeli blend with integration, so ya, i guess i would mug at night instead! hohoho.

i pray....

here's one of the excitin days, one of the exciting ppl in 06s202!

HAPPY HAPPY B'DAE ALVIN LIM MEOW MEOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahas.we'll probably get u more cat food in the future, maybe WHISKAS? lols. hohohoho.

so yupp, happy 18th b'dae and may u have lesser flus, lesser of all the bad things!!! =D

im currently on a vitasoy high.drinking too much makes my stomach queasy, macham i at the high seas. HOHOHOHO.


nt that im addicted to it, just found that after drinking, it kills your appetite. yups so i wun run ard the house searching for food lyk a person who have not been eating for the past 10 hrs.LOL.

yupps. there are so many special days coming up man. excitin.


on a sidenote, i finally linked the ppl i have been wanting to link for ages, tsk tsk anna cui mi to link de larhh.. lols. she's sad that her link is nt on, so i tot i will cheer her upp!! =D


heard some rather depressing news frm her. yeahs, i guess we are slowly being forgotten, or maybe we are nt even remembered in the first place. GAHHHHHS. the harsh realities of LIFE. sian diao yi ban. but then at least we have each other in this walk. things aint that depressing. so cheer up my dear!

and yay-ness i have finally geared up a lil on my revision, did so much more today, though the progress is a lil-- slow, but heyys. its a good start.

whoever says studying is easy? who who who!

its nt in the least bit easy.after just staring at books, u feel lyk u are going to have a brain disorder or somesort v soon.

u feel like ur brain cells dun continue growing, they just seem to shrink ! hais.

so sorry im suffering frm the after-effects of STUDYING.

but i will still try v v hard to study. im still keeping by my promise! =D

i will study hard after this post. i promise.

hahs. todae was ok i guess, except the not-so-long queue at the stupid ICA building. RAWRRRRR!!!!!!!! I WASTED like close to 3 hours of my time there. sian yi ban can.and there went all my plans to do stuff. = ="

woke up slightly earlier todae at 9? hahas. yupp, slacked ard for a while b4 deciding to collect my passport at lavender. gosh at least i made the right decision by meeting yvonne and shu ting and the rest in school first. Went lunching tgh, was super uper full and dragged myself to lavender.i shld have brought something to kill my time dere.i shld have. im so dumb.hahahahas.

and so my queue no.was 3128, and mans, the no when i went into the center was was 1000 plus only.*faints* i jalan here,there and everywhr. and the toilet is disguisting. LYK SERIOUSLY.even after touring the building, i was still so far away frm my turn. hais. the place was v noisy, little unbearable too. i msg my twin, and being the v nice her she suggested that i listened to my mp3. LOLS. ok la, i survived , but the mp3 filled my ears oni can.

when i finally got my passport, i just zoomed out of the place, just v happy that i finally wouldn't have to wait. sheesh. yups the wait just drained all of my energy, i fell asleep on the train, when i got home and that explains y i shld work hard after posting this post. YUPS. hohohoho. im goin to b a mugger. at least till the end of mid-years. =D

for nw, im rather busy, prep for this and that and hahahaas of cos for the 2 v special ppl. its gonna b an exciting june, and i tink they will find out soon!!! BEWARE!! the nxt BIG thing is REDRAIN! hahahahahahas.im excited.


for more details, check out their webbie at : http://redrain.sg =D
if u need any tickets, can feel free to contact me!

here are some random random pics.

for my dearest da jie (if shes reading)




nt forgetting that LOVE is what we need!we'll show u how to do it!


hahahas. randomness.

nt to forget.

HAPPY B'DAE NICHOLAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yupp. may u have a v blessed b'dae and smile more!




woots.i finally finally met up with the buly of my classmates ystd! but eh ehs. iris is still MIA-ing! boos. i tot i will see her... =(

the first part of the day was practically spent in dreamland, with me having a dream which was realli funny..lols. i woke up shortly, and fell asleep soon. =x sat 3 long buses to reach katong to meet up with shu ting, my twin and their doggie, which needs no introduction! LOLS. yups, so we kia katong, disappointed that the bowling alley was closed, and im so sorry, cos i was in sch u, so yahhs.. the rest couldn't play pool. we contemplated just ktv-ing in the open air ktv material shop, singing some ancient song. Lols. that would be hilarious, but us being moderately mature decided against it. and hahs. the slightly kiddish kopi suggested the above! = =" aint he lame. and wows his mum has a shop at katong! LOLS.


shortly after that, the rest of the guys came, stood at the entrance indefinitely to decided on dinner as usual. hahas. by the time they have decided, it was time for mi to go le. yupps. of course i was v excited, cos it was the v first session of SCHOOLS' SEMINAR. it was an enlightment, met rebecca too! (i saw her AGAIN todae! it must b fate)yupp, i have learnt alot, of which i will definitely apply. =D pst joakin was great, the way he speaks makes the hearts of ppl stir, and its really amazing. its like u know nth is impossible.nothing.=D IM GOIN TO GO AGAINST THE FLOW!

and so, lets continue, when the seminar was over, i rushed over to parkway to meet up with my class peeps for awhile. and gosh, they went to JACK'S PLACE. lil unexpected i guess.hahas, i tink lil hard for them to talk and play w their food as they usually would..hahas, but still they were a lil retarded. = =" went home first after that, kenneth was v nice to let us tompang can w him!! hees.yupp i was dead beat when i reached home ZzZz.. I PLANNED on reading up a lil of phy b4 consultation...But I STILL fell asleep. hais.

nxt morning i woke up late, and of cos i was late for consultation. BUt mi and da jie reached same time!!! HOHOHOHO. which meant we left poor yvonne in sch alone. for some special reasons, she was super early todae..lols.physics consultation was a lil effective, with many mcq and a lil queries cleared, but still i feel insecure abt the subject. hahas. y? i have found the answer, and i promise i will work it out. =D
turned out that mr gohel was also at katong the day b4, tsk tsk, he claimed that he was alone eating, but who knows man.=x yupp, afetr consultation, went to tm to mum mum and kia kia a lil, trying to find our wallets.. went to wallet shop, but the selection was limited so ya.. ate at long johns' chit-chat w shuting over lunch and went home contented! =D its nice hanging out with them, cos they know wat u're thinkin and share the same topics! lols. went home a contented girl, slacked a while b4 completing my SR! =0

PROJECTION DUTY IS ON TML AND IM SO EXCITED! my v first duty @singpost and i cant wait. service is gonna b awesome man.

coming up nxt week is REDRAIN, ZONE EVENT. woootts. its gonna b amazing amazing amazing!!!! im excited alreedi. tickets are still available, feel free to contact mi, if u feel that ur life right nw is nth but studies!! wee~~~ here we go.

my exciting life!





rawhhhhh.

my mind tells me to study,and my body tells me to just go sleep.and its so irritating.

as it is, i know i don't have time left and still my pace is slowwww...how how how?

but lucky thing is, i finally completed the fairytale series! hahas. that's lyk the most productive thing i've completed so far. bwahahahahas.here's a sneek preview!



HAHAS. this is ta=da d2's slide! yupp. if u wan to see the others, feel free to tell mi! =D

and so, i felt a tinge of erhem when i nv went out on tues with my class peeps. =( it has been a long time since i last saw them and yup. it seems lyk a reeli long time.but! i will b goin out with them SOON. hahas. the class bbq is going to b great, at least we will make it better den last time! =D manicure, lots of shopping (window) and lots of studying to come! BRING IT ON!

and i really think my class gys are a funny lot. here's why.i had a random conv with ly just the other day and he proclaims that he was fighting against HAIR LOSS. bt hey,there's nth wrong with that. the funny part was the grp of them are goin to YUNNAN after NS. see the contradiction?
the fact is they are facing nt hair loss, but having NO HAIR at all. LOL. aren't they funny?

yup. this is so random, but the days ahead are gonna b great, with red rain, ze AND SCHOOLS'SEMINAR, my life ain't boring.

whoosh. wat an excitin week i have man. its so excitin.

this week is truely a week of 'first-times'. hahas.


hahas, attended my v FIRST emerge conference.EMERGE was great, though i missed out on some of the sessions, i still dun regret a single bit, gettin up early, sacrificing my mornings to receive more den i will ever have. =D and my goodness, the maths olypiad qns answered by ppl far younger den mi reeli put alot of us in shame. LOL. for a moment, i wondered why i was able to sit for an a lvl exam if i couldn't even figure out those maths qn. but thinking again, i was nv made for maths. lyk reeli. =x

after emerge, lets fast fwd to today!


my mama actualli dragged mi out of bed at a v early 5 30 am to make my passport, which was supposedly misplaced.and so, i was in the queue at 7 . lyk oh my goshie. and the queue was enough to form a human barrier ard the ICA buildin. SINGAPOREANS.haish. so i had to stand, was v v bored till 8 finally arrived. den the stupid person actualli say my photo cmi, quality no good. but HEYS. it was taken in sch lahs. so they are tryn to tell mi that our sch photos are cmi, and we are wasting money. bleahs. when we were finally done, i had to go home on my own. sian.

met pangker at the tamp station and woots, his gf was with him! gotta tell iris soon. =D yups so my morning was rather boring and mundane, rawwwr.i plopped straight into my bed when i reached home. and slept till abt 2 and off i went for service!

we had our v first service @SINGPOST. our home for the nxt 3 yrs! excitin.todae was pledge day, and i felt so strongly during the song.i took the first step and pledged my v FIRST amt for my FIRST building fund. LOLS.

the way back home was sian zi bua, since my leg was aching, and the bus was lyk taking forever to come, forever to reach seng kang and was v stuffy.maybe i shld juztake the train nxt time. i'll consider it.

for nw, i tinnk i reeli gotta start on my revision, go on the long-awaited manicure cum shopping trip wif my dearest 06s202 jie meis. i totalli totally missed them,inside out, outisde in, u get wat i mean lah. yups. feel lyk we haven been seein each other for mths. though its oni a few days. shu ting will b coming back real soon , so ya, i will wait.

the coming week is excitin. with fairytales, schools seminar and blahs. it just realli makes mi go beyond wat i can do. i will do it, i can do it. i will sacrifice for my friends, and HIM.i will. i love my friends!!! =D

Adele Teo Alvin Anna Audrey Calvin Leong Cheryl Chan Christine Dexter Dominic Esmonde Eugene EveLyn Fifi Fiona Garrett Hui Ling Iris Ivan Poh Jacelyn Jia Jie Jian Xin Joyce Tan Joyce Chua June Jun Hui Kai Sheng Kelvin Low Kenneth Lay Shen Liane Lynette Ming Rong Nicholas Noel ShuYi Theresa Wan Ding Wan Chin Wendy Neo Yassy Yin Yong Yuting Yvonne Char Yvonne Low


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