When love conquers all, when faith is still.

AND AHAHAHA. chansey is cute.really cute can.even my twin agrees!!!

and this is CATERPIE. =)

it is called BUTTERFREE. LOLS.
the spastic and retard.


charmander! (mi + shu ting fave; he so cute larhs.)

squirtle (iris is totally into him having no hair.lol)

bulbasaur.(Ly's fave)

pikachu and togepi!!! <3

POKEMON. =)



there's always a first as the saying goes. i have been to the GO for lyk dunno how many times pei-ing my twin to hand up chem, but somehow, as i stepped in todae i was super nervous.

my friends who saw me walking back to sch, were surprised. like seriously. And so yahs, after returning da bao phone to shu ting, i walked to the office with my mama, on the journey to sch, i was fearful, subsequently, it all disappeared. and can i say the VP is a v nice person.. hahas. she could see how nervous i was, and ahhahaha, the best part is she had all the answers my mum wanted.

i saw the worrisome expression on my mum's face, and i started having red red eyes, and nt so long after i cried. im sorry for making her worry, and i promise i will nt disappoint her the nxt time round. =) i <3 u mum.

and so, after the vp and my mum shard their life stories, it marked the end of the parents' session. and i hope there will nt b a nxt time.=)

huggs to the girls who were there for me, thnx xie xie arigato. i love all of u.

first off, i almost fell while climbing the overhead bridge

next after doing physics i felt totally retarded

the blow came when my ct told me my parents, me, and the P will be having a friendly chat over a cup of coffee.


i knew my results were bad. i knew la. but i just din expect it to b so bad until i had to drink coffee with the P. i broke down cos i feared, and i was disappointed with myself. the 2 guys walking beside me was telling me 'dun worry'. i wish i wun have to worry, but i could almost picture the whole scene.

i couldn't eat though i was super hungry, food just taste plain bland.
ever since i came to MJ, i have broke manyof my personal records, in less than a yr. wows.

im goin to love physics like nv ever before, make connections with econs, bond my life with chemistry and formulate my life like maths.


oooo... seems exciting isn't it.

friday 13th.

i have never believed in such things till ystd. a day of tears, a day of holding on, a day which i hope will never repeat itself.

lets stay strong and believe that things are going to be alright.

life's a gift, so lets just treasure it, treasure the things we have.

to my dears, its going to be ok, no matter what happens, u know we will always always be here for u!

and so harry potter was kinda ok, maybe dats cos i read like gazillion pages of the book which is now compressed to just a 2 hr plus show.

so i bought my kiap kiap, headed down to PS, and found out that our tickets were given away. rawwrr. heng-ness we managed to get seats at cathy.

so yeas, dats probably the best thing that happened ystd. =)


all my results are in. i really feel like crying.


do u know how it feels like to really put all your hopes on a sub and totally flunk it? well, i have been through that kind of scenario too many times in my jc life.far too many times.

it was dumb thinking that i would have at least 1 pass. at least, and i tot it would be chem, i guess i was pretty wrong. the disappointment was slightly higher this time round for mid-years... so the tally is U U U U S.


well maybe almost the whole lot of ppl had almost similar grades to mine, but still that does not make me feel better. am i just dumb or slow? i can't figure that out yet. thnk goodness my tikamed essay for gp got a just nice 25 marks, or else i would really have just admitted that im stupid.

the number of ZERO on almost every sub is reeli too many to count manually, in fact its quite horrendous. i just din want to even count my marks, to check for errors on marking. it would have taken alot of errors for me to pass can.

but im nt going to give up. so nt like me. i have grown stronger, able to hold my tears back better, smile more even when i fail, hiding the depression well. maybe the doctor was right yeahs? i am suffering from depression.

i guess i have lots of time to spend with the pile of TYS-s and tutorials and yada yada. but stll have wat people called LIFE. nw, im sure i can do it. for nw, indulging in ferreros and coffee takes away all my troubles.... MmMmMM



i would like to tell the whole world that im a v v v happy and blessed girl!! =)

that super cute and retarded panda notebook i have been eyeing since eons ago...i got it todae, frm my lovely leader shu yi!!! LOVE HER like anything . she remembered how much i was in love with the panda and tadah she bought it, went all the way to amk hub lehhs. I LOVE U SHU YI!! =)

and ahahahahahas. nw i have lumpy and stitch to play peek a boo tgh!!im sure they will b great friends.and wahaha. i have this v cool fan to keep mi COOL! and nt to mention the v pretty necklace fifi gave me!! =))))

i just thank my lovely leader, my lovely cg mates for making this b'dae so so memorable. have been feeling a lil down just the day b4, and they reeli turned my world ard. =) i love them.

so far, i know why i gained weight, i ate a total of 4 cakes just this week : strawberrie short cake, chocolate cake, black forest and mango cake! aint my life wonderful?

and so. i have a VISION. and im sure nth realli stands so tall in my way nw, im goin to speak to that BIG BIG mountain called Physics and the nt so big mountain called maths, make friends with them and talk to them lots!

everything is possible.








you're amazing
never changing
always with me
enthroned within my soul

wee! im finally 18!!! =D

here's a big hugg to all the ppl who wished mi !!! of cos mr MONG was the first!!! LOLS. of cos the v nice b'dae song over the phone, the big big stich whom i can play peek-a-boo with, the teddy necklace, the so so many cakes, esp with the cream stuffed pikachu and v cute bear!!! =0

todae was a seemingly long day, with kinda depressing results announcements and all, i was starting to feel kinda depressed. i din feel exactly happy, or over the moon in a sense bahhs. BUT heys things started to b better after PE.lols. and so my height is yi bai wu shi er, without the dian wu, which is sad. and my weight increased lyk omgoshie. = =" i tink i reeli stop growing, reeli reeli confirm. hahahas. im in kayaking with the rest of my class peeps!!! wee~~ but i dunno how to swim, hope its gonna b fun!

and so, we stoned for a seemingly long time at the canteen b4 deciding to just go home, i was tired sort of. just dazed throughout the bus journey, slept when i reached home, felt life aint that v nice.

upon waking up, went out to celebrate, and hahahaha. things started to reeli make me feel better, warmer on the inside. AND. i received a personal b'dae card frm Pst Lia and Pst How!! i reeli felt loved,nth reeli seems to matter, nt even my results.LOL. =) I LOVE MY PASTORS.

on a last note, i would reeli want to thnk my pastors, leaders, friends who have been there for me unconditionally, reeli love u guys . <3

and to my jie- meis sorry for making u all mag at me everiday to nt drink coffee, nt drink cold milo, and b a more good girl. i will try de!! so yahhh.. no worries. this yr is gonna b great mans.

so here's some shedding of my life.

















wee~~~ this is my 100th post!! and ta-dahs its also a v special day tml!!!

first off i will like to say a BIG BIG HAPPY B'DAE to my fellow july babies shi yi and chun han!!! =) hahahahas. hope that the yr ahead for 3 of us will b wonderful!!! hohohohos.

yays.its finally the end of the exams, like FINALLY. 30 mins b4 the end of the exam, u feel as if it is a futile attempt to fill up every blank. lols. so yeahs i even ponned econs lecture =x but u see i reeli was nt in the mood to even write, so i figured out i will b happier nt being in the lecture.

of cos i have to thank my dears and the guys who pei-ed me the whole day todae!! though it isn't exactly my b'dae, but yeahs, the feelings there alreedi! hahas.thnx for the presents,the cake,the time and the laughter( erhems esp lim meow meow )todae! reeli enjoyed myself. hahas. the food was fantastic, haven eaten in pizza hut for the longest time, so yeahs, was v full at the end, had cream on my face and of cos, poor jun gang also had some. =D

movie was after that, yeahs, i grew up reading nancy drew books, so watching the movie is reeli like another alternative to fill up all those times i used to have.. but u see, nw im more involved in ad-as diagrams and atomic structure to have the time to read leisurely, suddenly i miss those times. the movie was great, and having stitch with me kinda helped, actualli, its oni his ears larhs.. lols, good for shelter at intervals, and to ly, it has a tail okaysss. LOLS.

so alvin just had to do something out of the box, though unintentional, i reeli couldn't tahan animore mans, its like so zheng dian can. super funny. thnx meow. =D

so we jalan-ed ard, din noe whr to go, hang out at spots, blocking traffic flow as usual b4 landing at toy'r'us to check out the stuff there. lols. for the first time, i dun tink we are exactly childish when a grp of older guys were running ard the whole place, with horses and swords pretending to b in a war. piang ehs, they like playing counter strike larhs. lols. and yeahs, time passed v fast and we decided to juz siam home.

i was in the mood todae, so decided to sit 3 with jun gang, mans, it took 1 hr, and i even sat till PUNGGOL PLAZA. i felt lost in there sia, like being in jurong that kind of feel.lols.but the v nice da bao pei mi wait for 83. so u see, i fulfilled my promise in pei-ing him go home. =)

so nw, at the end of the day, im a happy happy girl, with a big head,small body stich, a bear necklace, tired feet and a happy soul,physics and maths tutorial seem to have lost its place. tatas for nw!!! =))))

here's a last thnk u and a big hug to my 6 jie-meis, jun gang, tys, lim meow meow, kopi zheng, lucky ching, kenneth, nicholas and alan!!

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