vonnie,half-coffee lover,half-panda lover and completely in love with my God.
I believe in living a life led by faith and hope.
Friday, August 22, 2008 @ 12:44 AM
its now 12 44 am.
Yvonne is tired of seeing Jap Jap and more Jap.
For the first time, she values the cheena language. yes. (im not bluffing lahs)
lets talk abt school.
NUS is very different frm JC.
it requires the massive use of brains, strategy and time.
And its good to know that BALLOTING and BIDDING are the best of friends in NUS.
the creators of both of them are really intelligent.
You can possibly understand the above if you are currently in NUS. YUP.
Time table is quite retarded, but i guess i should take what i hae and just really make the best out of the worst. I have faith that nothing, NOTHING is impossible with God. Have been feeling pretty frustrated, irritated... and possibly the mix of feelings to go crazy, but really after talking to my dearest leader Shu Yi about it, I felt all of the above just fade away.
Pastor's sermon the other weekend jst really left such a deep impression in my heart. Most of the time, as we live each day and b exposed to people's view on us, we start to get infuenced -- most of the time negatively. Things like 'you are stupid', 'you shouldn't try so hard', 'you can't make it',,, and the list goes on... and the sad truth is, even though we know it is all false, but somehow this bad thoughts just start to fill our minds, occupying precious space in our brain bandwidth. We start to get upset at the way we are, at the way things just don't go your way, at all the failures.
But if we start to add the God factor in us, and start to push out all these negative thoughts and comments and put in faith, believe and good things, not only will we feel confidence seeping out, people will start to feel that there is something subtly different about you. You smile more often, your steps are no longer heavy, even though life still doesn't always go your way, but you know you can conquer it. I have seen too many times in my life such circumstances ad I know it feels horrible, cos I have been through it too...
Friends out there i you happen to stumble across this ulu blog, i assure you that when you start to look at your life and live it in a positive light, that is the time where you will see youself growing out of all the dismays, disappointments, emo periods in your life!
thats all folks.