vonnie,half-coffee lover,half-panda lover and completely in love with my God.
I believe in living a life led by faith and hope.
Friday, November 28, 2008 @ 11:53 PM
feeling stressed?
feeling that things cant get worse?
yeahs. that probably sums up how i feel now. after taking my 3 papers in Uni.
The feeling is a little indescribable. The questions are.... oh my tian.
Which leads me to think whether all the studying was worth the time.
hahas.
Every single paper, i finished earlier than expected. which aint good news since everyone else was struggling to finish. HAHAHAHA. this must be a first for me. I have been forever struggling to finish my exam papers since the secondary days. Im quite surprised myself mans.
The feeling after the papers, neutral? I kinda feel bad when i think abt it on my way home, feels as if i just crashed my first ever uni end term examinations. But then again, there's this assurance in my heart. WEIRD.
Tiredness is all i can say. Exams seem so weird. studying for it is worse. Must be too long nv touch like the pen continuously. LOL.
hahas. I shall not think too much and carry forth my last 2 papers. ALL THE BEST MY friends. esp jun hui, angela and estee =)
Thursday, November 20, 2008 @ 12:39 AM
save me~~~~
its just barely a week from the exams, and i feel very STUCK.
its those kind of u know u have to and must study, so u draw up a study plan, very confident that things will go very well. Grades will come and you will feel satisfied.
But ahahahaha. reality is the exact opposite yo.
I cant find the enough motivation to cram history, genes, jap lang, econs and jap studies in my already shrinked brain since the a lvls.
Its alot man, far more than i earlier expected.
Plus, the fact that mid terms aint really positive adds on to that stress already mounting.
uni aint easy going mans.....
BUt all is not lost YET. hahahahhaas. i will find a way to redeem myself with the remianing days. I'm sure i will.
Everything aside. ASIA CONFERENCE IS GONNA BE A BLASSSTTTTTTT!! and i will be there! hahahahahaha. im excited already.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008 @ 12:37 AM
I am going to sleep straight after this post. promise.
hahas. so it has been quite some time since my last post.
But this post is a MUST since exams are like in what, 2 weeks time. hahas.
the previous week were MIND-BLOWING mans! the power packed week with services with Nick Vujicic and Pastor Kong really started to turn my life around. =)
Had dearest Jun hui with me on Nick Vujicic service! Words cant exactly describe how awesome the service was mans! Though was shagged after a whole day's lessons, the service thoroughly rejuvenated me entirely. He is truly a man of God. Its amazing how this man with no limbs, turns his life into one with NO LIMITS. he no longer stays in his comfort zone but steps out and use his disability and transform it into a ability to inspire others. Truly touching.
Pastor Kong's service was haha. AWESOME too =) Could really feel something change on the inside, there was more faith, more stength within i'm sure. :) Shall blog more about it after exams. hahahahas.
so, i just received my HY1101E project results today, hmmm. not the most fantastic grade, but definitely hit me a lil. yeahs... this was the project which required me to go to the ACM like twice? hahas. made me lose sleep over what to write, how to write and not go beyond the word count. ZzZz. Not an experience i wanna go through again i'm sure. Oh wells, i kinda rushed through it, put points like everywhere and anywhere. Lol. ONE MESSY ESSAY.
that probably means i have to chiong my finals. Which is even ZzZ. hahas.
Exams are going to be easy. YES IT WILL. hahas. 4th DIMENSION yo!
But before that, i hope my nihon-no oral interview will be ok. yes. hahas. im like first. amen.
Saturday, November 01, 2008 @ 12:22 AM
hello world.
yes. i have conquered the torturous week of endless deadlines and projects!
mainly. i just have these random thoughts floating everywhere in my brain.
just feel everything really comes to a naught at times, then you probably know its time to let go. =)
Hahs. super random.
Aniwaes! The upcoming week is like SOOOOOOOO EGGCITING!
there is Super awe-inspring NICK VUJICIC service on Tues and Wed. I really look forward to both days' services mans! when you feel that you are stuck at a point in your life, whr u don't really want to look back, but then again there really isn't anything for you to look forward to, it gets kinda DREADFUL. So, when you start to take a wider perspective and look at people who are living life to the fullest, you start to wonder what makes them go on in life, what keeps them strong and determined and not crumble to circumstances.
I believe many will get not only touched by Nick Vujicic, but something will start to change on the inside.
Woo Hoos! Its gonna be SUPER GOOD. =)))
Then then then, Pastor Kong's services is next! Along with Power House. Woahs! I have an exciting life. EXPAND!
last but not least, i would like to wish the very best to all my dear friends out there who will be fighting the Alvl monster starting Monday. Nothing is reeali too difficult, too impossible! Its gonna be easy! Goodie Luck!!!!