vonnie,half-coffee lover,half-panda lover and completely in love with my God.
I believe in living a life led by faith and hope.
Friday, January 23, 2009 @ 1:16 AM
school has finally, seriously started. as usual bidding, balloting takes alot out of us. hahaha. but luckily by the grace of God, it went so much better for this semester. Now i just have to really pray that i can secure my very last tutorial.
Im really getting very blur these days, maybe there are just so many things weighing down in my heart, and there's no way to lessen the load or stop thinking about it. Its just complicated.
hope my ah ma gets better real fast, walk like normal, smile like normal. shoo shoo to all the pain and aches which refuse to go away. =)
D8 has really been a great joy, great laughter and i love them to bits! the guys are slowly enlisting, with gerald first on the list..aww... gonna really miss him mans. After which u can virtually see all the sr ppl ka boom, and into the bushes of pulau ubin. LOL. It felt pretty much the same with my jc classmates going into the army, but somehow, its a kind of different feel altogether. hahahahaha.
been planning and working round my time table pretty well, taking fewer wrong train rides, being more on time and doing my best to sleep earlier and of cos drink less coffee!
CGs are much more fun! with all the camwhoring (kudos to my cam, nxt best friend's cam and also my dear yuting's cam!) Its really hilarious i tell u whenever i browse through the most random, most candid shot ever.
all the fun and laughter inside, I just feel somehow the way i used to see some things is really starting to change, almost like unbelievably. the kind of attachment, feelings and bond seemed to have vanished. The many promises we used to make, the many 'things' that we always agree upon. Its no longer the same, i guess its just really goes to show how much something is worth. Choosing to close that part in my heart is probably the best answer to all the questions that are really bothering me. ah. its gonna be fine =)
Starting on my BRP has really raised the level of spirituality in me. almost like immediately.there's just a peace that fills me, fills my heart whenever i complete my quiet time. its not an obligation,not a habitual thing, but its becoming something that i long to do, something that keeps me going on. no matter how tough it gets. Its really the spirit of God that fills you to the brim and that strengthens our walk with Him. =)
okays. i have rambled quite alot. shall let some pictures do the talking.



