When love conquers all, when faith is still.

hello world.

It has been the longest time since I actually blogged, partially due to exam-phobia, laziness and just plain procrastination.

Life has been pretty exciting since the day I left the exam hall of NUS. Penning down my last full-stop on my script.

My hard work, all the encouragement from my leaders, my friends, my family-- thank you so much. This time round as i opened my mail to check my CAP, the feeling was different, I felt assured, that whatever the outcome, I knew that my heart would be glad. And surely yes, I did scored so much better this time round, salvaging my horrendous score last sem. It has been pretty much as emotional roller-coaster the days following Friday, happiness, disappointment, fear, nervousness. ahhahaha all mixed into one whole week.

Happiness spells for my results.
disappointment spells for my very lousy major module grade
fear spells for the near-loss of my wallet
nervousness spells for worrying whether I can cope with whatever that is given to me
And lastly, a tinge of sadness for feeling that I'm not a good friend.

I have been having the feeling that I am not doing enough, in my life, in my friends' life. And it gets me down when I just read through those posts.

Why? I have no answer.

But, don't get me wrong, this is definitely not an emo post, and i'm definitely NOT EMO :) life is filled with too much expectations,for ourselves, for our families, for our friends, and the list is never-ending. Its when these expectations are not met when we feel that our world is o longer how it used to be, we start to feel that the people around us are changing, no longer the same, no longer how we used to know them as. But these expectations are also what keeps us strong, strength to believe that change is just part and parcel of life.

this is really complicated.

on a lighter note,

praying that all my dear friends out there who are in the process of appealing, believe that things will work out, there's always a way out of everything!

hoping that chin chin and ben will enjoy their jobs

that people who have lost heart will find their way back :)

I believe that some things will never change, not tomorrow, not next week, next year or even in this lifetime.

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