walk with me

2009-12-13T01:46:00.002+08:00

kudos to jun hui for the intro. BABY AND ME. is unbelievably entertaining with the cutest thing ever starring in the movie :)

maybe what i need to be is not a psychologist but a childcare teacher. LOL.

2009-12-11T18:37:00.002+08:00

exams over and christmas is round the corner! can't wait, can't wait.
this year has been so eventful, that a part of me hope that the year ahead be a tad blissful.

not sure whether to say im relieved that the year is coming to an end but i know this christmas is gonna be so much more special :)

DV8 IS LOVE :D

i dunno what to blog any more. it must be due to a lack of brain cells.

2009-07-29T17:36:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL IS STARTING SOON.

this song just touches me everytime i listen to it =)

Complete by Parachute Band

Here I am, Oh God
I bring this sacrifice, my open heart
I offer up my life
I look to You, Lord
Your love that never ends
Restores me again

So I lift my eyes to you, Lord
In Your strength will I break through, Lord
Touch me now, let your love fall down on me
And I will be complete in You.

Here I am, Oh God
I bring this sacrifice--my open heart.
I offer up my life.
I look to You, Lord.
Your love that never ends
Restores me again

So I lift my eyes to you Lord
And by faith, I will walk on, Lord
Then I'll see beyond my calvary one day,
And I will be complete in..

I look to You, Lord
Your love that never ends
Restores me again

So I lift my eyes to you Lord
In your strength will I break through Lord
Touch me now, let your love fall down on me
I know your love dispels all my fears.

Through the storm I will hold on Lord
And I pray I will hold on, Lord
Then I'll see beyond my calvary one day
And I will be complete in
I will be complete in
I will be complete in You

all is good, save for the fact that i simply cant leave my house due to fever.
Everyone is getting sick, and its stifling to be sick.

I missed:

1. BM
2. Leaders Meeting
3. CG

goodness. and the list just extends till i get well!
OMG. FOP IS ON FRIDAY! i just HAVE TO, MUST GET WELL.

till then.

2009-06-28T21:10:00.002+08:00

life's unpredictable, it has always been this way..

i dedicate this post to my beloved ah gong...

to the person who has taken care of me for the longest time,

one who always gets up at 5 am just to get all of us young ones breakfast

one who would sit beside me to read the chinese newspaper

one who would always ask whether i have eaten

one who loves to sit in that same chair, in the same position eating porridge

one who loves watching chinese opera

one who i always see in the white cotten tee with shorts and a belt

one who is ever-patient and ever-loving

words cannot express the many years of love and care he has shown to this family and even to his friends..

i love you... rest in peace..

long long post

2009-06-03T00:53:00.002+08:00

hello world.

It has been the longest time since I actually blogged, partially due to exam-phobia, laziness and just plain procrastination.

Life has been pretty exciting since the day I left the exam hall of NUS. Penning down my last full-stop on my script.

My hard work, all the encouragement from my leaders, my friends, my family-- thank you so much. This time round as i opened my mail to check my CAP, the feeling was different, I felt assured, that whatever the outcome, I knew that my heart would be glad. And surely yes, I did scored so much better this time round, salvaging my horrendous score last sem. It has been pretty much as emotional roller-coaster the days following Friday, happiness, disappointment, fear, nervousness. ahhahaha all mixed into one whole week.

Happiness spells for my results.
disappointment spells for my very lousy major module grade
fear spells for the near-loss of my wallet
nervousness spells for worrying whether I can cope with whatever that is given to me
And lastly, a tinge of sadness for feeling that I'm not a good friend.

I have been having the feeling that I am not doing enough, in my life, in my friends' life. And it gets me down when I just read through those posts.

Why? I have no answer.

But, don't get me wrong, this is definitely not an emo post, and i'm definitely NOT EMO :) life is filled with too much expectations,for ourselves, for our families, for our friends, and the list is never-ending. Its when these expectations are not met when we feel that our world is o longer how it used to be, we start to feel that the people around us are changing, no longer the same, no longer how we used to know them as. But these expectations are also what keeps us strong, strength to believe that change is just part and parcel of life.

this is really complicated.

on a lighter note,

praying that all my dear friends out there who are in the process of appealing, believe that things will work out, there's always a way out of everything!

hoping that chin chin and ben will enjoy their jobs

that people who have lost heart will find their way back :)

I believe that some things will never change, not tomorrow, not next week, next year or even in this lifetime.

2009-03-29T03:09:00.002+08:00

have not been blogging for the longest time. here i am at an unearthly hour of 3.12 am feeling pretty lost.

school's been hectic, busy, nerve-wrecking and sleep losing.
i take back my words when i said this sem was going to be better than last sem. But above the chionging from mon-fri, with me totally sapped on wednesday and rejuvenated on weekends again, it really does take a huge part out of me.

drained. but not totally.

i still put on a smile from the inside, cos' I know my God will never give me things that are impossible to deal with! so I pray that in the next one month, I will hang on, hang on, hang on and wait patiently for my 3 mths HOLIDAY, so I can just serve more in church, be around my family more, spend some quality time with quality people and YES. I WILL WAIT.

the guys in D8 will soon be enlisting, probably ard 2 weeks time, really gonna miss having them around. hahaha. They have really been such a blessing and joy in D8, being so nonsensical at times, hugging each other, dancing with each other, doing the craziest stuff ever imagined, but behind all that lies a heart that cares, that loves. GONNA MISS THEM =)

to all my friends out there who are chionging your projects, reports, essays...
LETS DO THIS TGH! =)

for me, D8 CHALET is the NEXT BIG THING YO! hahahahahahaha.
this will really be a time of fellowship, living life under one roof for a day, doing mad stuff tgh, and just spending time time time!

Thank you God for everything...

2009-02-06T22:57:00.000+08:00

on the verge of going mad.

just leave me alone

2009-01-23T01:16:00.003+08:00

school has finally, seriously started. as usual bidding, balloting takes alot out of us. hahaha. but luckily by the grace of God, it went so much better for this semester. Now i just have to really pray that i can secure my very last tutorial.

Im really getting very blur these days, maybe there are just so many things weighing down in my heart, and there's no way to lessen the load or stop thinking about it. Its just complicated.

hope my ah ma gets better real fast, walk like normal, smile like normal. shoo shoo to all the pain and aches which refuse to go away. =)

D8 has really been a great joy, great laughter and i love them to bits! the guys are slowly enlisting, with gerald first on the list..aww... gonna really miss him mans. After which u can virtually see all the sr ppl ka boom, and into the bushes of pulau ubin. LOL. It felt pretty much the same with my jc classmates going into the army, but somehow, its a kind of different feel altogether. hahahahaha.

been planning and working round my time table pretty well, taking fewer wrong train rides, being more on time and doing my best to sleep earlier and of cos drink less coffee!

CGs are much more fun! with all the camwhoring (kudos to my cam, nxt best friend's cam and also my dear yuting's cam!) Its really hilarious i tell u whenever i browse through the most random, most candid shot ever.

all the fun and laughter inside, I just feel somehow the way i used to see some things is really starting to change, almost like unbelievably. the kind of attachment, feelings and bond seemed to have vanished. The many promises we used to make, the many 'things' that we always agree upon. Its no longer the same, i guess its just really goes to show how much something is worth. Choosing to close that part in my heart is probably the best answer to all the questions that are really bothering me. ah. its gonna be fine =)

Starting on my BRP has really raised the level of spirituality in me. almost like immediately.there's just a peace that fills me, fills my heart whenever i complete my quiet time. its not an obligation,not a habitual thing, but its becoming something that i long to do, something that keeps me going on. no matter how tough it gets. Its really the spirit of God that fills you to the brim and that strengthens our walk with Him. =)

okays. i have rambled quite alot. shall let some pictures do the talking.

2008-12-31T00:43:00.002+08:00

Today was FUN FUN FUN.

Yeahs we had a CG baking session @Shu Yi's house. I tell you we were quite close to bombing her kitchen with the uncontrollable electronic mixer and lots of batter flying everywhr. LOL. tiring but nevertheless hilarious!

Cheeri, calvin, wan chin, ding jie and me worked on the cookies. Proud to say with the agaration of or chief Chef, Calvin Leong, Cheeri and my endless laughters, Wan Chin endless giggles and trying to siam the whisk in my hand, and ding jie who shakes his head in utter amazement, the cookies turned out GREAAAAAAT!

Kudos to the ppl watching pirates in the living room, testing our batches of cookies! HAHAHAHAHAS. they made us feel better when they ate up all the cookies mans!
What was the supporting role in the whole day?

It had to be TORTALLY JELLY MIX
Hohohoho. The jelly thankfully got rid of all the chocs floating in our stomachs i tell u! It was a relief to eat something else other than chocolates! =)

did pretty designs for dearest fifi and dom and also Pastors! hahaha. although its a lil teeny weeny bit out of shape, its still NICEEEEE =)

Yahs, bidding officiallY starts today, but for me, it will start on 2 Jan. What a way to start the new yr. Safe to say i have 1 module already, and the er efficient dpt has even put up the READINGS. i am in utter awe.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAK!!!
I nv reeli took the time to thank my caretaker of many many years, 16 to be exact. I thank her for the love, care and everything she has given these past 16 years. Her cooking is reeli awesome lahs, it has won the hearts of my friends. ahhaa. She already is a grandma. can u believe it.
I prob talk to her the most, tell her good things, rubbish things, good results, bad results. hahaha. EVERYTHING. =) I loveeeeee her!

So as the year comes to a close, I really look back on this yr, a very eventful year indeed. The year which saw many hellos and many goobyes, many great friends met, many joys and nevertheless sadness. But I have really grown so so much this year. So much that I cant really believe it.
But I believe the year ahead is gonna be a BLASTTTT. And I know all that's in my heart will come to pass too.
D8 has really been GROWING. and the people in it are really awesome. The year ahead is gonna be eggciting with most of them going into army, serving the nation, I know they will stay strong, even stronger than before. D8 IS LOVVVVEEEE =D

We can start to dream and know all our dreams will start to come to pass when we put our Faith in Him. =)

2008-12-22T00:26:00.002+08:00

Harlows!

Alvin the meow says i say hellos lesser these few days, so hahaha i shall say it more!
Christmas is just around the corner mans. the past few days have really been a blast. Holidays are great mans!
My yue hui with fiona has still not come to pass, i shall make it happen pretty soon!

I have been going on endless outings with churchies, classmates and random ppl. hur hur. ECP was FUUUUNNNN. the bike idiot me, finally rode a single bike without crashing into any tree or bush! But still all the very nice guys were amazed at how i braked.LOL.

Cheeri came for service just last weekend! I tell u, she's still as hilarious as ever~!
Celebrated Shu Yi's b'dae too! Hope she really enjoyed herself, the card, the present and the company! Mun khay and Julian were all there!!! WOO HOO~~

the next few days, will be really be the greatest mans. put aside the release of results, i can't wait for christmas!!! its my favourite time of the year lahs! =)

Im off to do my cards. till then. HOHOHOHOHOHO

2008-12-06T01:17:00.002+08:00

hellos world! Im FREE from exams. ahhahahaha *dances around*

actually it has been a few days since the end of last paper! JUST that i felt i had to make up the lost sleep which the exams took away. hahahahaha. im quite sure i have rested enough lahs!

=)

was bored, so did these questions!
haha =)

1. wishing: to sit comfortably with a cuppa coffee and a nice romantic novel. Haha.
2. after this: dream of the wonderful b&j i will be eating this weekend
3. talking to: Shu!
4. fetishes: good food and good music
5. some favorite movies: Phantom of the opera, Moulin Rouge, Midnight Sun
6. something you're looking forward to: reaching 270!
7. last thing you ate: tea leaf egg. Haha. Got craving ar!
8. something you're afraid of: anything that moves except humans (this is seriously true)
9. some favorite foods: prawn mee, pearl milk tea
10. something -or someone- haha. PHYSICS (but im so over it liao), my churchies and my friends
11. miss someone you haven't seen in a long time: Fiona teo mei shan. Lol.

in the last 24 hrs have you:
12. cried:nopeee
13. bought something: arty materials and food
14. sang: be exalted, worthy (practising for service yo)
15. eaten: yeahh.. tea leaf egg?
16. been kissed: nopee
17. felt stupid: nahs. I choose to believe im intelligent.
18. wanted to tell someone you love them, but you didn't: nopie
19. talked to an ex: nahs
20. talked to someone you have a crush on: nah nah
21. had a serious talk: aint that serious
22. missed someone: defnitely
23. hugged someone: yupp!
24. argued with a parent(s): nahs
25. dreamt about someone you can't be with: nah nah. I think I was still awake. Hahs.

Do you:
26. like candles: yupp. Esp those with pretty colours
27. like company: definitely, but some alone time is alwaes great
28: believe in soul mates: yupp
29: believe in love at first sight: nope
30: believe in forgiveness: yesss
31: want to get married: in the bright bright future
32: want to have kids: yup!
33: ever want to adopt kids: let me see…

personal:
34: who is your role model: Jesus Christ, Pastors, Leaders.
35: ever liked someone you can't be with: its all history. haha
36: ever wanted to get revenge on someone cause they hurt you: nopes
37: cried over the opposite sex: hmm. nope
38: your favorite physical appearance: I think I look pretty normal in all?
39: are you happy with yourself: yupps. But I dun mind being happier =)
40: what plans do you have for the future: psychologist… but that depends. haha
41: who's your most trustworthy family member: the heart of God church.
42: deep secret: haha. shhhh
43: embarrassing moments: all on singapore’s wonderful transport system. = =”

social life:
44: best girl friend(s): Shu Yi, Fiona, Iris, Hui Ling, Yvonne, Li Xian, Shu Ting
45: best guy friend(s): mr rajojo, Clarence, Jie mei? Haha (this is tough lahs)
46: boyfriend/girlfriend: n.a
47: pager/cell: cell
48: are you the center of attention or a wallflower: ehhh
49: would you rather be with friends or on a date: that depends!
50: job: ring ring.
51: like being around people: yes

Describe/Tell :
52: three words that sum you up: im just yvonne
53: jewellery worn daily: ehh..dun have
54: wallet: the one my jie meis bought for me
55: coffee: ALL KINDS =) (im a hopeless coffee fan)
56: shoes: slippers, comfortable pumps =)
57: cologne/perfume: vanilla
58: clothing you have on: top and bottom?hahs

yeahs. i must be pretty bored.

ITS CANDY WEEKEND

Have BEN AND JERRYS and LOTS OF CANDY FLOSS. =) OOOOOO. the kind of life i like. sweet and simple.

im just really happy life seems so much brighter now, with all the church events, great company and everyone pretty free from whatever exams. ahahahaha.my heart is ready, very ready =)

2008-11-28T23:53:00.003+08:00

feeling stressed?

feeling that things cant get worse?

yeahs. that probably sums up how i feel now. after taking my 3 papers in Uni.
The feeling is a little indescribable. The questions are.... oh my tian.

Which leads me to think whether all the studying was worth the time.
hahas.

Every single paper, i finished earlier than expected. which aint good news since everyone else was struggling to finish. HAHAHAHA. this must be a first for me. I have been forever struggling to finish my exam papers since the secondary days. Im quite surprised myself mans.

The feeling after the papers, neutral? I kinda feel bad when i think abt it on my way home, feels as if i just crashed my first ever uni end term examinations. But then again, there's this assurance in my heart. WEIRD.

Tiredness is all i can say. Exams seem so weird. studying for it is worse. Must be too long nv touch like the pen continuously. LOL.

hahas. I shall not think too much and carry forth my last 2 papers. ALL THE BEST MY friends. esp jun hui, angela and estee =)

2008-11-20T00:39:00.002+08:00

save me~~~~

its just barely a week from the exams, and i feel very STUCK.

its those kind of u know u have to and must study, so u draw up a study plan, very confident that things will go very well. Grades will come and you will feel satisfied.

But ahahahaha. reality is the exact opposite yo.

I cant find the enough motivation to cram history, genes, jap lang, econs and jap studies in my already shrinked brain since the a lvls.
Its alot man, far more than i earlier expected.
Plus, the fact that mid terms aint really positive adds on to that stress already mounting.
uni aint easy going mans.....

BUt all is not lost YET. hahahahhaas. i will find a way to redeem myself with the remianing days. I'm sure i will.

Everything aside. ASIA CONFERENCE IS GONNA BE A BLASSSTTTTTTT!! and i will be there! hahahahahaha. im excited already.

2008-11-12T00:37:00.002+08:00

I am going to sleep straight after this post. promise.

hahas. so it has been quite some time since my last post.
But this post is a MUST since exams are like in what, 2 weeks time. hahas.

the previous week were MIND-BLOWING mans! the power packed week with services with Nick Vujicic and Pastor Kong really started to turn my life around. =)

Had dearest Jun hui with me on Nick Vujicic service! Words cant exactly describe how awesome the service was mans! Though was shagged after a whole day's lessons, the service thoroughly rejuvenated me entirely. He is truly a man of God. Its amazing how this man with no limbs, turns his life into one with NO LIMITS. he no longer stays in his comfort zone but steps out and use his disability and transform it into a ability to inspire others. Truly touching.

Pastor Kong's service was haha. AWESOME too =) Could really feel something change on the inside, there was more faith, more stength within i'm sure. :) Shall blog more about it after exams. hahahahas.

so, i just received my HY1101E project results today, hmmm. not the most fantastic grade, but definitely hit me a lil. yeahs... this was the project which required me to go to the ACM like twice? hahas. made me lose sleep over what to write, how to write and not go beyond the word count. ZzZz. Not an experience i wanna go through again i'm sure. Oh wells, i kinda rushed through it, put points like everywhere and anywhere. Lol. ONE MESSY ESSAY.

that probably means i have to chiong my finals. Which is even ZzZ. hahas.

Exams are going to be easy. YES IT WILL. hahas. 4th DIMENSION yo!
But before that, i hope my nihon-no oral interview will be ok. yes. hahas. im like first. amen.

2008-11-01T00:22:00.003+08:00

hello world.

yes. i have conquered the torturous week of endless deadlines and projects!

mainly. i just have these random thoughts floating everywhere in my brain.

just feel everything really comes to a naught at times, then you probably know its time to let go. =)
Hahs. super random.

Aniwaes! The upcoming week is like SOOOOOOOO EGGCITING!

there is Super awe-inspring NICK VUJICIC service on Tues and Wed. I really look forward to both days' services mans! when you feel that you are stuck at a point in your life, whr u don't really want to look back, but then again there really isn't anything for you to look forward to, it gets kinda DREADFUL. So, when you start to take a wider perspective and look at people who are living life to the fullest, you start to wonder what makes them go on in life, what keeps them strong and determined and not crumble to circumstances.

I believe many will get not only touched by Nick Vujicic, but something will start to change on the inside.

Woo Hoos! Its gonna be SUPER GOOD. =)))

Then then then, Pastor Kong's services is next! Along with Power House. Woahs! I have an exciting life. EXPAND!

last but not least, i would like to wish the very best to all my dear friends out there who will be fighting the Alvl monster starting Monday. Nothing is reeali too difficult, too impossible! Its gonna be easy! Goodie Luck!!!!

2008-10-17T20:53:00.002+08:00

dear diary...

hahas. weird. i dunno how to start with HISTORY museum PROJECT. so i tot i just practise here first. LOL.

The past 2 days, i have been on an INSECT EXTERMINATION expedition.
Yes. Xiao Qiang and Xiao Ming decided to drop by to visit when my maid is not around.

Sheesh. I squatted for apprx 30 mins waiting for it to reveal itself.
I HATE INSECTS.

hahas. the week ahead is gonna be SO BUSY. with all my deadlines. isogashi desuyo!

thats all.

a little bit more

2008-10-09T23:52:00.002+08:00

yvonne is tired.

but she will push on no matter how difficult, how tiring it is.

Cos she has an AWESOME God that keeps her going on.
I know my God is here with me every step.

so my museum trip thingey is not over yet. the guide thinks we are super hardworking and focused...actually.... NO Lahs... lol

Mid terms are over. Final year soon. I just want this sem to end.

Besides all of that, the upcoming month is going to be A BLAST. like literally.
There's like NICK VUJICIC. Pastor Kong and lots and lots more. Sounds more exciting than school? It definitely is.

Cant wait for Nick Vujicic service. Cant wait cant wait cant wait. I'm sure many lives will be touched, many hearts moved. If Nick Vujicic can live life even with a greater capacity than all of us, it just shows nothing is reeli ever too difficult. It shows the value of life, value of people around you.

I CANT WAIT. just the thing i need to pump my tank up to the fullest before a period of stretching!

I LOVE MY LIFE.

2008-09-28T00:24:00.003+08:00

WOAHS.

time really do past.... VERY FAST.

Its mid terms like in a few days. The stress is different. To put it simply, im back to studying. =)
Im finally feeling better frm my dreaded cough! Amen.

I really do treasure time much more nowadays. Time in church, time with my cg, time doing admin, time studying, time spent with my friends, time spent with my family...

God has really been stretching me, in all directions and ways. Life is VERY EXCITING now. serving so much more, not just ministry, but also working around my leaders. LOVE IT.
Its not easy and by no means easy peasy, but its with the tough things in life that we start to grow rights? Yupps.

I have faith nothing is really too difficult, to hard to overcome. ITS GONNA BE EASY.

To half of the world who's preparing for the BIG O's and A's. ALL THE BEST!! =)

It's gonna be overrrrrr pretty soon!!!

Cheers.

2008-08-22T00:44:00.002+08:00

its now 12 44 am.

Yvonne is tired of seeing Jap Jap and more Jap.
For the first time, she values the cheena language. yes. (im not bluffing lahs)

lets talk abt school.

NUS is very different frm JC.
it requires the massive use of brains, strategy and time.
And its good to know that BALLOTING and BIDDING are the best of friends in NUS.
the creators of both of them are really intelligent.

You can possibly understand the above if you are currently in NUS. YUP.

Time table is quite retarded, but i guess i should take what i hae and just really make the best out of the worst. I have faith that nothing, NOTHING is impossible with God. Have been feeling pretty frustrated, irritated... and possibly the mix of feelings to go crazy, but really after talking to my dearest leader Shu Yi about it, I felt all of the above just fade away.

Pastor's sermon the other weekend jst really left such a deep impression in my heart. Most of the time, as we live each day and b exposed to people's view on us, we start to get infuenced -- most of the time negatively. Things like 'you are stupid', 'you shouldn't try so hard', 'you can't make it',,, and the list goes on... and the sad truth is, even though we know it is all false, but somehow this bad thoughts just start to fill our minds, occupying precious space in our brain bandwidth. We start to get upset at the way we are, at the way things just don't go your way, at all the failures.

But if we start to add the God factor in us, and start to push out all these negative thoughts and comments and put in faith, believe and good things, not only will we feel confidence seeping out, people will start to feel that there is something subtly different about you. You smile more often, your steps are no longer heavy, even though life still doesn't always go your way, but you know you can conquer it. I have seen too many times in my life such circumstances ad I know it feels horrible, cos I have been through it too...

Friends out there i you happen to stumble across this ulu blog, i assure you that when you start to look at your life and live it in a positive light, that is the time where you will see youself growing out of all the dismays, disappointments, emo periods in your life!

thats all folks.

2008-08-09T21:25:00.002+08:00

O- WEEK 08

finally orientation has come to an end. It was great having such an awesome og-- SCOOBY DOO, with happening ogls and councillors and also exciting og mates!

felt bad that i missed certain parts of the orientation, but yeahs, the days that i went were really enjoyable mans!!

i cant rmb the details of each day mans, so i'll cut short to the part where i stayed over in NUS!
yeahs, angela didn't stay, so only me and jun hui were there. at the finale whereby all the house ic-s went up to give their speech, i felt really touched. Somehow i was just reminded of the great great times i had when i was an ogl in mj, the friendships made, the madness we did and all the chit-chat and talking crap sessions, that period of my life was probably one of the most memorable ones i would say. so after that watched the video that Carol made, ate supper at some prata shop *the ice coffee was....GREAT GREAT GREAT.=D and that was prob one of the things that kept me awake till 6 am, whilst talking to jun hui . hahahahahahhaas. had girl talk with jasmine and kai qi too, but of cos they slept first and that left me and ah hui. Obviously we were super happy that we settled our bidding thingey and got our courses. YOu could have imagined how relieved we were after kana-ing outbidded for the most ulu-est courses. = ="

so we chit-chatted till the wee hours b4 deciding to rest our brains for rag day in like a few hours time. It wa cool seeing all the floats, all the faculties and the performances too. and after that i totally zonked out. i went peng on the bus sia. even when jolene left the bus, i didn't even say byes to her. oops. =x

so school is officially going to start on Monday and guess what the first lecture is.... ??? yes. its ECONOMICS. im rather excited to see the peeps on monday, but as for the lecture part, i guess its half half.

so i guess that agar agar sums up my orientation week. till then.

2008-08-04T18:05:00.001+08:00

i am goin mad. this bidding thingey has the ability to make ppl jump for joy/frustration.

im optimistic that i will get my modules. i pray that this ends SOON. like now.

thats all for now. tatas

2008-07-29T21:59:00.002+08:00

While I'm enjoying a cold cup of latte (courtesy of NUS), I decided to post something before my orientation officially starts in 2 days' time.

So NUS is far, much further than new tech park, much further that TK. It takes 2 buses with travel time of close to 2.5 hours to reach.GAHHHHHHHHHH.

yes, 151 is a straight bus, it only passes through CJC, Hwa chong Institute, Nanyang Girls' School, Singapore Poly, Ngee Ann Poly and even SIM. woah seh. left NTU only can. = ="

i tried to sleep, but it just didn't work. so i peeled my eyes open, big big to see my future 4 yrs' worth of bus route. hengness angela will be with me!!! exciting mans. So orientation talks went on and on. ECONOMICS, PSYCHOLOGY, JAP STUDIES, COMMUNICATIONS AND NEW MEDIA. sounds pretty good. the rest of the time, i was practically stoning since i woke up at an unearthly 6 am.

orientation is starting soon. hahs. we have everything, as in EVERYTHING planned out already. shhhhh. =D so, out of pure COINICIDENCE, me, angela, jun hui and estee will be in the same house and same group. lols. we are like SUPER UPER HAPPY. trust me when i say the above.

saw many familiar faces in FASS, said my hi's and ahhhhhhhh v long time nv see you greetings like close to ten times. so.... u can figure out just how many ppl i know are coming here.

Me is excited, tired and exhilarated at the weeks' events!

orientation
FESTIVAL OF PRAISE
bidding of modules ( i will pray for this mans )
USHERING!!!!

actually its not much, just that orientation is going to deplete all outer energy and prob half of the inner energy. BUT. i will go strong, for FOP =)

till then.

2008-07-24T11:24:00.003+08:00

Countdown: less than 2 weeks to the start of SCHOOL

well.... my long holidays are almost coming to an end. So i'm goin to say bye bye to super late nights, long hours on the comp and prob welcome the books!

I'm pretty excited about goin back to school, just that this time round, its no longer MJC, its just NUS. No longer 06S202 but stepping into maybe not even a class. Went for my med check-up not long ago, and met a girl named Connie =) and yeahs she knows who is ALVIN LIM WEI XIANG. lols. this just goes to prove how small Singapore is yahs.

so, whats left is orientation, orientation talks and super alot of things to settle, life is gonna change, but I know its gonna change for the better! =) am a lil scared abt the new school, but gahhh, I know I will do fantastic in there :)

Throughout these long holiday, I have really learnt many many things not only in the work place but also in church! Have begun to do more not only in my ministry, but also in my cell group. Amazingly, though I do feel tired at times, I got the 'i can conquer the world' feeling. lols. its weird I know, but God works in the most miraculous ways.

So besides all school and all, there are super duper exciting things that are coming up!

1. TK Band Homecoming (which I wun be able to make it, but i'm sure it is super exciting)
2. FESTIVAL OF PRAISE (its even more exciting cos I'm on usher!!! yay yay yay
3. O-Camp
4. Discipleship class
5. BMT (B)
6. Big brother is finally enlisting =)

hahas. my life is busy busy, but amidst all that busi-ness, i find joy and excitement in doing the things I do =)

Loving life =)

2008-06-24T13:17:00.001+08:00

updates updates updates.

so my life is really great now, with a lil ups and downs here and there. Before i start on anything, i would like to dedicate this post to my dear friend.. yes. she's none other than Lai Shu Ting.

Shu ting aka bang bang + da jie + ah ting and probably many more is more than a friend, more than a school mate more than a classmate. 2 years, and i thought friendships will be like passing clouds. But she proved me wrong. Always smiling on the outside, always doing kuku stuff with and without the other girls -- she never really fails to surprise all of us. Words don't have to be spoken for her to know how you're feeling. She just clicks with you in and out, its amazing and absurd, but she does it so easily. Through all the good and bad times, she was there. Through the monstrous a lvl's she was also there. Thanks for being our love, our support and such a dear friend. And if you happen to read this, i just want to tell u how much you have done in our lives, big or small. Many loves. =)

That aside, felt disheartened somewhr along the way, but i know probably i shouldn't expect so much, probably things were always like that. and it will be like that in the future. there's really so little i can say.

But above all, I know that my heart is assuredly His. No longer will insecurity ever overwhelm me, because i live for a much bigger cause in life. During Pst Joakim's school's seminar what he said really touched me.

'by leading an other's lifestyle, the price is higher but the rewards are higher too.'

It may be difficult at the start, but as you start making that constant effort to be a part of someone's life, learning to think for others even if it means sacrificing yourself or that you will be at a disadvantage.. you know that you are really changing on the inside. Its a growth that many ppl will start to notice. I'm taking all i have to start sowing into the lives of many. Even at the end of the day when i'm battered and tired, i will walk on.
3 statements that moves,

others' people will triumph over impossible situations
others' people will have the favor of God over their lives
others' people will dream BIG and see their dreams come true

Lets lead an OTHERS' lifestyle!!! =)

2008-06-16T19:52:00.000+08:00

life has been really awesome so far.

Not so long ago......

i graduated from bmt
amazingly managed to travel to keppel harbour AGAIN when i wanted to go bras pasar
watched KUNGFU panda, of which i waited 6 months for
got my admission to NUS settled
went out with the peeps from keyence
celebrated like super alot of b'daes
packed 1/4 of my room
celebrated papa's day
had a hair-cut which really left me = ="
had yakun toast with my lovelies
mind-blowing services with Pst Tan, Pst Che Ahn and... Pst Joakim =D

i'm making a really loud noise now... and i am really inspired to just run this marathon for Him and of cos with all my water-stops in between. Lets all take our schools!!! yipee.

and of cos, mr raharjo will be leaving real soon to join the land of kangaroos and koalas.. going to really miss his forever funny face, his funny jokes and of cos his laughter. This time round, if we do send him at the airport, we'll make sure NOTHING goes wrong! hahahahahas.

so till then. =D

2008-06-16T19:16:00.000+08:00

heys everybody =)

i have changed my url !!!

hahas.

yvonnelovesdreaming.blogspot.com

2008-06-14T11:06:00.000+08:00

HAHAS. i have moved on -- yvonnelovesdreaming.blogspot.com

2008-04-16T20:26:00.000+08:00

What a week.... so many things just happened, felt that things can never be the same, felt time suddenly went back to a few years back, felt a big block being taken out of me.

That aside, went to support the band on Sat... unexpected results but rest assured cos 2 years later, we will come back even stronger, better than ever!! =D

So service on Sunday just really made me feel like I can conquer the world any time, all my fears, worries just seemed so insignificant at that moment.

To all my friends, Live strong and nothing is really impossible =)

He dispels ALL my fears

2008-03-30T20:58:00.001+08:00

So i finally settled down, chose my uni courses, did the payment and all. Now, I can only have faith that everything goes well! =)

So the past few weeks have been really hectic and all, and so i took the day off to just pamper myself... stayed at home, rested like the WHOLE DAY? LOLS. hahahas. so im goin to be reeli energized, hopefully for the upcoming week of work. the da lao ban is goin to be back frm Vietnam, which = no slacking.

YEAHS. so i have reeli set my mind on doing LOTS of uncompleted stuff, things i wanted to do and the things that i've nv tried doing. so im goin to make my life a super exciting one. =D

and here is something i just felt made something in me move:

to see, you must first believe. i guess most probable people usually act the other way round. they usually want to see miracles to believe that it can really happen. But for me, i choose to have faith, and trust that things will work out, somehow, someway. This way I wouldn't live my life hoping a miracle would pop out frm the corner. Instead, i know my miracle will come, someday.

and so a small miracle that really happened is that MR patchamuthu kolanchiyapan is finally coming down to my company!!! 3 cheers. btw, he's a ri ben ren =D woo hoos. u have no idea how excited I am now!

so till then.

2008-03-22T20:30:00.000+08:00

so these few days ony one word sums up everything.

tiredness.

yeahs, i find myself wondering why i do the things i do, why issues i have nv thought of before just suddenly occured to me.

i guess probably many things are like hanging around, unsolved waiting for me to do and all. and there are just so many unsettling stuff that is lyk flying here and there, over my whole life and ahhhhhhhh.. i guess i just need to let it out and all.

to the group of friends that have always been there for me, with me, be it when i collected my results, when im too scared to take bus or even when i wan to buy stingray at TAMPINES, i know it has been really a roller coaster ride for all of us, be it for those working or serving the nation. But i know, something in my heart tells methat this friendship is something worth holding on to, something that i can bring with me in life and probably share with my children a million years later that its these friends which have walked, ran,cried,screamed together with me.
TO: yvonne,shu ting, iris, hui ling, lay shen, alvin, lea yee, kenneth, yong huang, frederick, terence,jun gang and jian xin. thnx for leaving such beautiful memories in my life. Love all u guys. =D

so, i'm just readjusting my life now, and im sure things will clear up somehow or the other and i really want to thank my friends who were all so ever patient with me, my leaders for just being there to sort out my clogged up mind.

messy things aside, things have been rather great the past few days with EASTER and lots of stuff going on in church. found a new partner in yu ting and hahahahaha, i found an yvonne-look alike. coolness. =D

so i abt to finally embark on my uni admission and all. LIKE FINALLY.
lols.

last but not least.....

HAPPY HAPPY B'DAE JIE MEI!!!!!!! =D

2008-03-10T20:41:00.000+08:00

All the waiting the past few months,mugging for 2 years , yes it has finally come to a closure with the results. It wasn't fantastic, neither was it horrendous. But it was the disappointment that was unbearable.

But i have not lose heart, and i know He has GREAT PLANS for me. I will walk in faith.

on the other hand, i felt so so happy for them, cos i know all of us have worked hard together, chionging back to school during the hols, booking like super alot of consultation slots, going crazy after doing lyk countless topics and qns, and watever model papers.. and we know that come what may all of us are winners in our own way. cheers to all my study pals, 'teachers' and of cos the ppl who managed to teach me something called PHYSICS. yes. PHYSICS.

results aside, END TIMES BIBLE STUDY was a BLAST. its mind-blowing and beats whatever concepts that i have learnt in econs. lols. and the next thing up will be ZONE CHALET!!!! =)

its of cos the first time i can't spend the March hols as a student, but still.... i'm taking LEAVE. =)
its gonna be A-M-A-Z-I-N-G. =D

In Your strength will I break through Your love dispels all my fears. I love You.

2008-03-02T22:48:00.000+08:00

on sat i had the most AMAZING ,EXCITING,THRILLING WALK around the not so big suntec city. and i have no fate with yvonnelow, i was using heart connection to find her in the mang mang ren hai zhong..but aiyahs, it didn't work. =(

the already blur me, finally crawled out of suntec...BUT. it was not the end of the story. i actually forgot to ask how to go to 85!!! = =" i want to unblur myself soon..maybe starting from now! even mr henry says i not 'shou' with my house area..which is not really true can.

and so, with much faith and strength, i FINALLY reached home, and i felt like i have already conquered SUNTEC CITY. cheers.

2008-02-18T22:10:00.000+08:00

ooo.. and so many ppl are gan jiong-ing, guessing when the A's results will be out. OF cos, im no exception. yeahsss..i noe it will be out pretty soon, and im starting to get really uneasy. RAWRRRR... they should just stop keeping us in suspense mans!!

and nw i finally understand why my headaches are so frequent at the worst time of the years, feel awfully cheated. bleahhs. nth new has really happened, except that my twin yvonnelowchewfang sits beside me in the office now!!!! whahahahahahahas. and..she seems so much busier den me, which is weird. LOLS.

so tml we are going back to MJC.the excuse is to take our testimonial, but both of us know that probably forms only 1% of the real reason why we will be going back. =) and so...im feeling quite EXCITED now.

when we are in sch, mugging like everyday, hoping that everything could end like NOW, time really does pass super fast and ta-dah u no longer need to
-wear the sky blue uniform
-trying ur best to not fall asleep during lectures
-completing ur tutorials
-MUGGING for tests that seem to take place everyday
-have the principal questioning u what ur future will be like
-reaching school at 7 25
-eating cai fan as a class
-do sit and reach
-worry abt stupid physics and chem spas
-hugging each other when we get back our results
-getting scolded for not doin our econs essay
-being mistaken for another person by ur chem cher
-going to the toilet ever so often for no rhyme or reason
-bathing after the dreaded 2.4 run with papaya bathfoam
-eating the yummilcious chocolate swiss roll
-buying possibly every coloured marker on the shelf
-ka chow each other during our mock test
-wear different coloured socks
-planning our monthly birthdays
-playing pokemon on each other's phones
-going for endless consultations
-making fun of each other
-jumping ard in the classroom
-eating waffles with bubble tea at a particular spot

and the list just goes on and on....

but still we must always look forward, and not one day would i ever be able to forget the wonderful and awfully malu things we do together. hahahas.i miss my class. =) the day whr we see each other will be SOON.

so, pastor have been preaching abt the LOVE series, and that got me thinking alot. and i realised, there were so many ppl ard me who i love and loves me. and i thank God for having them in my life, they piece my life tgh. loving is really going the extra mile, doing what others would see as stupid and foolish, loving them for what they like, sharing their burdens and to nv abandon them. LOVE MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND. cant get any truer =)

love people,love life. =D

2008-02-08T00:02:00.000+08:00

i have finally found the strength to blog about something. =)

CNY is here, but somehow without the usual 12 yrs of school cny celebrations, it kinda feels weird.
life has been pretty much of work, work and work. at times will get to meet up with the dearest girls, and finally my band mates, and not to forget the botak guys!!!

went over to videoworld just the other day, found out lots of stuff, video world is gonna be closed...yeahs, the small shop whr i ate cup noodles with green tea for 4 yrs of my sec sch life will be operating on its last day. seeing the uncle and aunty welcoming us so warmly, while i sit facing a girl who chews on a strawberry sweet, ahahahhahahahs, brings back LOTS of memory.

yes, the girl above i was mentionin is none other than fiona teo.lols. it feels really nice to be able to sit there and talk nonsense with her, no boundaries at all. somehow, she is always able to read my mind, understand the nonsense i was communicating to her and play ard with the dangly stuffs on her handphone pouch. yeahs, its definitely her, no mistake mans. =)

=)

and not many of us were there, but it felt great to eat cup noodles there again!!

and yahs, i dunno wat to write nw, so dats all for nw =)

2008-01-08T21:31:00.000+08:00

gahhhs. my dumb comp had currents running through it, and ta-dah the cpu was damaged.

looked at some stuff here and there, and suddenly the whole feeling of not being anywhr, feeling out of place just pops up. im not emo lahs, its just that some things are realli hard to control,but i know im not alone.

time with hui ling was reeli great. yeahs.somehow things just felt better with her, and we talked,ate, met w one kuku survey person, shared some stuff, actually alot of stuff. thnx my dear friend.love u lots. =) u do brighten my day mans!

so yupps, din manage to go malaysia, knew they had loads of fun, were glad that they had a safe trip and all. yups. thats all i can say for nw.lols

started work just this mon, and oh mans. my ears hurt lyk super alot. hahas. todae candid lahs, i got to translate my script to cheena, yes cheena. super difficult can, i sounded ridiculous. the people at the workplace are reeli friendly, and somehow they kinda loosen the super quiet atmosphere. yupps. do i enjoy my job? i find it ok, nt that i dread it, but it can get rather repetitive at times.

so i've found all the things i wanted to say, and yupps, thats all i guess.

2007-12-28T22:41:00.000+08:00

am i simply thinking too much? or have things have always been this way?

i feel oddly out. =/

2007-12-19T11:32:00.000+08:00

hello world.im finally BACK!!!!! =))

i forsee that this will be a rather LONG post, so be prepared!!

GAHHS. have been gone to america like FOREVER.(actualli its just 18 days)
missed eveything from the weather to church to the girlies to my bed to my korean series and the FOOD. been junking on fast food for practically most of my lunches. lets see, i guess i covered practically every fast food that exists. --the all time fave macs, kfc, bk, extinct A&W,PIZZA HUT...the list just goes on and on. and i bet my dearest shu ting will LOVE it there since there's ketchup EVERYWHERE. lil sian la huh there's no such thing as CHILLI SAUCE.lyk how is that even possible mans. = =" and so the journey to and fro is realli unearthly, actualli managed to watch lyk 13 movies on the plane? lols.

1.garfield comes alive
2.hairspray
3.high school musical 2
4.881
5.ratatouile
6.huang jin yi
7.accidental spy
8.no reservations
9.transformers
10.my houseguest
11.santa claus 3
12.superbad
13.star dust

actually i watched more den 13 i guess, but in between i think i fell alseep lyk dunno how many times. =x

new york > washington >philadelphia > boston > chicago > florida >orlando > vancouver > seoul. yupps thats an overview of all the places i went to. =) for more elaboration, pls approach me!

so actually the place i ejoyed most was florida, whr DISNEYLAND was. totally awesome mans. hahahahahahas. it has been gazillion yrs since i last went to a theme park with kewl enough rides to take my breath away. =) to me epcot was the best, but the truly madness rides were all found in animal kingdom. must be v rusty cos i took quite a while to get accustomed to all the banging, nv-ending queues, and yups the screaming.

weather-wise, i guess its the flip of singapore. super duper uper to the max cold. the coldest was -12. yupps its a whopping -12. even with 5 layers i was still shivering. all my photos were blur thnx to my shaking hands =x the sunshine at florida was a truly good change. =) im in love w the sun. oh yahs. stayed at lyk 7 diff hotels.it was super irritating to have to lug our luggage lyk almost everi morning.

i'll do the photos another day.till then.

2007-11-26T14:36:00.000+08:00

finally finally i settled my blogskin.
finaaly the A's have ended like 5 days ago.
finally i get to go back to projection.
finally i can sleep without worries.

=)

but yahs days at home are super duper BORING. but after going out for an entire week, i guess i badly need the rest. thinking abt it, just a month ago, i was praying that time would slow down so i can have more time to recover frm all the studying. but time waits for no man yeahs? as soon as the a's came, voila, it has finally ended. I cant say for sure that i can go back to MJ next yr confident, all i can say is i have really done my best, and i seriously do not want to go through all the fear, stress and crappy feelings all over again.

but its through this one month of struggles that i saw what true friendship is all about. and i am so so grateful to all my friends esp the ones who patiently helped me w my revision. =) and for ur info, its no easy task teaching me stuff lyk physics and maths, considering that im a idiot in both areas. LOLS. =x i can picture hw pek cek ppl lyk alvin, vonn and yong huang go through mans! hahas. special thanks to my girly girls vonn, shu ting, hui ling, iris and layshen who were there throughout this entire journey, tears, smiles, going gaga, chatting we have done it all and things wouldn't be the same without them <3
of cos not forgetting meow, jie mei, kenneth, kopi, lucky,mew and all the ppl who became my 'ling shi' tutors.

we can all be ambassadors of macs and bk
=)

as i now look at the mountain of notes, econs txtbk, files, i am RELIEVED. i no longer have to put 3 fingers in the air, figuring which hand i need to use, knowing why there must be 5 chicken rice stalls in a shopping centre. it has come to an end.

life so far has been GREAT GREAT GREAT.
im now able to do the things i LOve, be ard the ppl who matters to me the most, spending quality time w them, and most importantly refill my tear bank which has been kinda used up thnx to the exams.

girls day out, cycling double w ly and tys, shopping, following my heart. =) (pics shall be uploaded another day when my beloved twin comes back frm HK - one more day)

went x mas shopping just ystd, and mans, i spent alot, new comp, new digi cam and lots of winter clothing.besides that, i din buy much this yr. wahahahas and so qiao can, in the most ulu part of orchard, i saw KRIS !!! =) yeahs, i guess singapore is REALLY SMALL.

in a few days time, i will be leaving already! niagra falls, disneyland and hours of domestic flights, HERE I COME =))))))))

gonna miss church, my leaders, the girls, my bed and stitch.

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last but nt least, i would like to give a big hug to my leaders, christine and shu, and my cell grp for all the love and encouragement that they have given. they have kept me strong to run this race. =) loves.

2007-11-24T23:38:00.000+08:00

heyys!!!

2007-11-14T23:48:00.000+08:00

hahs. dont be mistaken. its nt the end of A lvls yet.

but i just need to free up all that tenison, stress, numerous definitions, concepts, diagrams, and all the crap like wat are monopolies and things like that. im left w 2 . yes 2 mcq paper, and i have never felt better.

walking seems much less of a pain, i can type on the computer without feeling guilty, having nightmares whr i find myself fearing that i fail. lols. none of that for nw.

=) cheers.

2007-10-14T21:20:00.000+08:00

my breakthrough is here. HUPOSTASIS!!!!! =)

it may be difficult, with all the stress, lack of sleep, endless formulas, endless of everything. BUT. i will fight till the end. and make my 12 yrs of education a worthwhile one.

hang on and move on. it will be over SOON.

totally cant wait to go back to ministry, cant wait to break free frm all the stress im currently suffering nw. cant wait to smile at the end of each paper knowing i have done my best. =D

so excitin. im goin to be in a BRAND NEW cg nxt wk... introducing DEE - 8!!!!!!!! <3

lastly here's a early b'dae shout-out to the oct babies!

happy b'dae teo mew mew and kopi zheng!!! =)

i guess this will be the last post until after A's. yups. it will be.

2007-10-01T20:32:00.000+08:00

great times wont be as great without these jie-meis of mine. =)
just felt a lil inspired by yvonne for this v v v special post =)

yups. my two yrs in jc have been a fulfilling one, happy one (if u minus off all academics). and in my class i found a great bunch of girly girls , who were there to share EVERYTHING w me. we have gone thru the worst, the suckiest, the best, the happiest, the craziest time of our lives tgh. in words, we are inseparable. =D

so writing this post will b no problemo actually, so lets start!

iris - our dearest xiao mei, my v first fren in alhena, my beloved one who is 3 cm taller den me. yahhhs. its oni 3 cm ok! hahahas. yups. we actually take turns to be emo, so that we have always someone ard to comfort us! and our latest fave song is shou qian shou. =) so this girl here have been super sweet, a lil authoratative over my coffee intake, a funny girl and a girl who goes ki siao along w me. so most of the time when u see 2 zha bor getting crazy, its probably us. wahahahahahas. my adviser, fren, and partner in tryng to act old, huggs!!!

lay shen -- my oni oni oni living fren who stays on the east side, gossips lyk mad w me, crap alot, kan chiong alot tgh. prob the most hard-working out of all of us, she's definitely more than what u see. yupps. she is the no play play girl and yahhhhss. but shes reeli nice to the girls, dats us and everibodi who is nice to her. =) she can be super funny at times, man. sometimes more funny den me. and so yahs, my train rides, bus rides were made livelier w her nw!!!

hui ling -- tsk tsk. this girl arhs, has been in my life since sec 1. yahhhs. just that fate has forbidded us to b tgh since sec 1. but ahahahahas. finally somewhr in j1, i plopped into the same class as her! nw she's one EXCITING friend, just that she scares me badly when she starts screaming when i pick up a cup of coffee. and she just reeli enjoys watching advertisements of another genre. lyk me! =D shes currently happily attached, and spends less quality time w me. boos =( but im reeli happy for her!! she is quite wen rou, v caring, v shan liang and a ah bu to all of us.

shu ting -- my dearest da jie! first. she is wen rou. hahahaha. more often im the one bullying her, but we do take turns nw and then, including vonn. hahahahas. it doesn't work la huh. she is scared of practically anything that is humanly edible, while im scared of everything that can move, except humans. it runs in us! she LOVES fries, bk chicken and CATS. yahs cats. so 1/3 of her love goes to her cats, 1/3 to the rest of us and the remaining 1/3 is reserved for someone. hahahahs. im just jokin. =D and so she has been there for me, pei-ed me, nt pang seh me and im reeli sorry for always bullying her. its just part and parcel of our friendship!!! horhs?

yvonne -- known as the bigger version of me, but haha. definitely nt me. =) this cha bor arhs, was dragged ard me on her first day in sch in search of the latest news!! *winks* and yahs, she was my official sudoku partner for xyz mths. =) she is the most easily bullied, alongside shu ting, so yahs, u two must bao zhong arhs!! haha she always has a way to make me smile in all ways possible. and through the suckiest time and craziest hyper times, she was there! =D her cheeks are super good to pinch, but i will leave that job to hui ling yahs. =x LOVES taking photos, v v shy at times and my first viewer for hk shows which debutted when the fa zheng show was shown. =)

and so yahs, the above is just a general pic, the 5 of them definitely go beyond just a few simple sentences yahs. and its amazing how 6 of us, w different personalities, characters click so well. i love them for who they are and i know our friendship will always stay. =) our 6 girls session will take place after A's hopefully. hahahas.

and of cos, i would have to take another day to go on describing the rest of the bunch. a super long time. and that would have to wait i guess, when i have more inspiration. =) till then.

2007-09-30T21:09:00.000+08:00

a week has passed. which just means im so much closer to my A's.

i do not mean to feel stress or anything related to being scared. but u see, after u hav failed time and again, i begin to suspect my level of intelligence.

gahhhhhhhhhhhs. and i cant seem to find that concentration and determintation i used to have.

my friends seemed to have all moved fwd, at least most of them, and hah, that leaves me quite alone for nw. revisions are often interuppted ny headaches, toothaches, stomachaches, and alot of aches.i shld find a pill that can solve all these aches. =)

and yahs, gladly i have tried to forgot abt the wonderful fact that i have again done badly in my prelims, forgot abt the fact that im getting weaker physically. but lol. i tink wat i have nw is sufficient for me to get pass A's.

the day i collect my results and cry, it will be tears of happiness. yupp. im sure it will be. and this goes out to all my class peeps and my friends located in s'pore who are pia-ing for exams. IT WILL BE OVER PRETTY SOON. yups. im so excited!!!!

and hahahahhas. thnx for the ppl who helped cheered me up, esp those who felt the exact same way as i did, but hide it all away. reeli appreciated it, love u guys =)))))

and as i finish off this post, im goin to start on my mugging spree. whee!!!! here i come !!!

i know im always loved. <3

2007-09-25T20:25:00.000+08:00

im happy. how happy? nt exactly sure. but im happy.

thnx to being emo for a couple of mins for each day since ystd. im quite sure i can take any da ji now... =) at least i held out till my best todae.hahahahahahs.

i dun want to look back and contemplate on my choice of goin to jc instead of poly, cos no matter whr u go, as long as u are in singapore, u still have to MUG. yahhhs. thats the sad truth.

looking at my ridiculous mid yrs, prelims seems better. but i guess the disppointment was bigger. there goes my wish of passing everything. =( gahhhs. and i tot i was lyk so used to failing. seems not ehs, i nt totally numb yet. but heys, i nv cry lohs. the weather was just so terrible larhs. hmph.

i promise there will be no repeats in A's. PROMISE. gonna aim for the skies, even if i fall i will land safely??? LOL.

=) and hahahahahas. this is a early b'dae greeting.

happy b'dae jia jie!!! =)

2007-09-23T21:01:00.000+08:00

I WANNA GO SWEDEN.

reason #1 : NEW GENERATIONS sounds reeli excitin!!!
reason #2 : the ppl there have tea-breaks like 3 times a day. =D (grins)
reason #3 : they serve the BEST COFFEE in the world!!!!! =)))))))

on a random note. i wonder what my future husband will look like ....in a couple of year's time. LOL. ooo. im tinking too farrrrrr.. hahas.

totally randomness.

aniwaes. here's a LONG LIST of happy b'daes!!

happy b'dae lay shen
happy b'dae zhi qian
happy b'dae justin
happy b'dae benedict
happy b'dae joyce

=)))))))

celebration at HK cafe was good. first time there aniwaes. the food was super filling i guess. black pepper beef and baked rice. how filling it is arhs?? even ly can't finish it. so go figure out.

and the har gao was MmMmMm. V NICE CAN. lols. haven reeli eaten dim sum for the longest time. so yahsss.. reeli enjoyed the food. i would have ordered yuan yang if nt for the baka person sittin opposite me. LOL. so we took lots of photos, makan and ahahahas. i made my way back home... in between got some nt v delightful events of which it is best nt disclosed. =)

in all life after prelims...is rather interesting. =) till then.

2007-09-22T12:00:00.000+08:00

things may be over

but why do i always feel this way

i shld be happy.

2007-09-13T10:39:00.000+08:00

PRELIMS - ok. i THOUGHT things were going to be better, after all those consultations, all the mugging and all the sleeplessness that i have gone through. BUT i was proved so so wrong TODAY! =X

i knew how to do the qn, at least half of them, but somehow, my brain and hand coordination nt working todae. one malfunctions while the other is working. bleahs.

the day b4, heng-ness i did the correct qn, but ahahahas. it wun be typical yvonne if i dun make a stupid mistake in any examination. so as history repeats itself,i forgot to flip to the last pg, which wows, coincidentally have qns that i totally know how to do.

and hahas. i told myself i wun b careless for maths. I WUN. so for complex, i actually wrote down all the coordinates and wat nots. after all the careful planning, confident that i would be correct, i FORGOT to sketch the stupid loci. aint i clever? if ... if i would miss a grade by just 1 mark, i would know how to proceed frm there already.

how can i nt mention PHYSICS? surprisingly, it was ok. despite me nt doing several parts, forcing myself to do quantum just because i didnt study thermal,. =x the after paper feeling, i guess, will be the best after sitting for 3 papers.

looking at monday, whr we have to sit for 3 SHORT papers, i guess its going to take alot of me to nt repeat any of the brilliant mistakes as stated above. =)

i will move on.

2007-09-07T21:40:00.000+08:00

i need to vent some BIG FRUSTRATIONs

1. when i reeli desperately need to study, my hse all of a sudden becomes super noisy = unproductive for a few hrs. hence, i resort to my beloved channel 55 for refuge, followed by channel 56. =x

2. i sleep like a pig. sleeping at noon dun mean i sleep later at night. instead i sleep even earlier, which leads me to question the effectiveness of sleepin at all.

3. i must buy a pair of pliers, walk twds the cable set, grab the wire, cut it off once and for all. that will save me frm watchin elmo at 1 am and the nv-ending hk shows followed by taiwan drama serials.

4. i have just realised how much i CANNOT stay at home to study. =)

5. I JUST HOPE THE PRELIMS WILL BREEZE BY. at least just this time round.

totally lost, unprepared, insecure and whatever feeling u will get when u know u must study, but dun and end up doing badly.

life is going to be better after this post. jia you everibody!! =D

2007-09-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY B'DAE TO MY DEAREST TWIN YVONNE LOW!!!!! =D

hope that the lil over-cooked brownie, bao bao and the company made this yr celebration a lil special!!! lols. wo me shi ai ni de worsss!!!! <3

2007-08-31T20:02:00.000+08:00

pfffft. there goes the first week of my study break. and there were certainly some revelations i had durin this one week.

i'll probably b sick either b4 or after prelims. i can feel that feeling i don't want to feel alreedi coming. LOL. =X

I DESPERATELY need to study. nt that i didn't study just that it feels insufficient.

i need to stop messing up my life with physics and econs concept.

i need to stop wasting time by taking the right buses, right train and getting off at the right stops.

chop off the wires of my cable tv.

so the week was ok larhs... apart frm the teacher's day celebration todae, with the super uper funny ORGANIC CHEM song which im sure everione adores. having my piglet in the hands of the evil. things are still the same.

so till then. after prelims. =)

2007-08-24T21:20:00.000+08:00

its a long long journey.....

hahas. dun get mistaken, im nt EMO-ing.

life's just started to get real fun and exciting. cos we have a STUDY BREAK. which aint exactly a study break since i will b goin back to sch rather often.

consultations after consultations, mugging mugging and more mugging. this is exactly why doctors make so much more money during this period of time. =x

and so, all i can say is time reeli do pass VERY FAST, and everione seems to be so so caught up in their work, inclusive of me larhs. and i reeli do xian mu the J1, still have time to have FUNFESTIQUE. the only fun we have is hanging out at the LT after the last lecture on friday, being entertained by the quartet made up of LEAYEE ALVIN FREDERICK AND TERENCE. lols.

its going to be a tough journey ahead, jia you EVERIBODY!!! =)

2007-08-19T20:51:00.000+08:00

i need a break.

the past wk has been... oh my goodnessly stressful.

yeah yeah with practically a time trial or test or watevernots,i tot ll would end by FRIDAY. but heys, life is ALWAYS unpredictable. and so we had to come for the pre prelim chem paper.

the best thing was much as i tried to study, i ended up sleepin. i simply did nt have the strength to continue.i feel horribly old nw. things weren't like that in the past.

and so the coming week will be the v last week, and i intend to see how much i can push myself, without coffee. LOL. i'll try to cut down.

photoshoot will b tml, and as usual the bunch of us went to search for props for the shoot, and i do hope ppl dun PON. like at least try to come for the last photo. =)

and ahahahahahas i got my itenarary for the yr end. it looks FANTASTIC. wahhahahahas. im happy.

the peeps were planning on a grad trip, but ehs, i hope if they reeli do go, my parents will allow too =D

for nw. im reeli reeli reeli goin to mug like nobody's business. at least for the sake of my prelims. and having to go through all the tears and disappointment again. yeahs.

till then.

2007-08-10T19:21:00.000+08:00

i think im over-balanced.

my mind's a lil haywire. LOL.

on a random note. ly is like damn funny can. only HE is capable of interpreting beef steak as BEEF ON A STICK. lollollols.

and yeahs, im probably nt goin to blog for a long time.have to STUDY.

and im excited -- channel 8 is showing XIAN JIAN QI XIA ZHUAN!!!
hahas. which reminds me that sheldon missed the LAST EPISODE a year ago. hahas. im sure he is happy nw. =)

for nw. im goin to sit a roller coaster, ride a car on a banked road, while figuring how much friction is needed b4 i fall off the car.

tatas.

2007-08-08T22:33:00.000+08:00

its finally A HOLIDAY. or at least just a break away frm all the hectic in school.

so celebration was ok, as usual with all the performances , being stuck in LT4 this time round was kinda ok i guess.

so yeahs after all the national day commotion it was time to head to IKEA to eat meatballs.LOL. =) the meatballs were ok i guess, hahas i guess im a bigger fan of meatball's friend- FISHBALL. haiyos mi and iris were super blur, we were happily buying our supposedly kids meal, which turned out to b a regular meal. = =" diaos. its just nt meant to be.

kia ard ikea for the LONGEST time, but haha i wanna revamp my room after A's. make it look like a pretty room =)

and so yeahs, we finally made our way to TM to watch movie, and tadah we chose RUSH HOUR 3 instead of secret. and i supposed i needed that laughter to just feel happier, get away frm all troubles out there.

and yeahs i met EUGENE YEO!!! at cs again. =) lols. and ahahahaha we were in the same cinema, watching the same movie. coolness. so qiao larh.

so yahs, i was getting v tired already , and da bao took 27 with me, and i got to sit while he stood like for a super long time. paiseh ehs!!

and so that marks the end of my day, and the start of a short 'holiday' WHICH by the way doesn't seem to exist as we still have econs lecture on fri. =(

i have been really thinking alot the past few days, i seem to b getting more and more tired, more and more prone to stoning, more and more unsure of what i can do or what i shld do. sometimes i just dun feel like im being myself, i seem to b trying too hard to cover up, trying to control myself frm being aniwhr near depressed.

but i guess im ok, at least fine to get by the next few mths.

2007-08-03T20:08:00.000+08:00

yay. i FINALLY passed my horrendous maths after 1.5 yrs in MJ. =) efforts do pay off don't they?

have been realli too busy to even touch my comp, though i figured out maybe it would be better , after all, there's reeli nth to blog abt. hahs.

my life revovlves round gp consultations whr i have to connect my bluetooth with iris, memorising the keys on my GC, eating lots of swiss rolls, endlessly working out second drafts for my econs and watever nots. i seem to have wat u define as 'NO LIFE'. but heys, at least im nt alone.

im tired, but i refuse to give up... i made a promise.

and just a random one, i dreamt abt my class guys pulling the v nice made hairs of my jie-meis who will b going to prom. and as usual, they screm in horror. oh my my, i tink i thinking too much. LOLS. maybe im confused like ly would define. =x

aniwaes, its sad, but i wun be able to make it to prom. i'll probably be in a boutique looking at pretty stuff i guess. =(

TML IS KAYAKING DAY! im nervous. 1. cos i know nuts abt swimming 2. i fear water.

total randomness.

2007-07-20T22:14:00.000+08:00

AND AHAHAHA. chansey is cute.really cute can.even my twin agrees!!!

and this is CATERPIE. =)

it is called BUTTERFREE. LOLS.
the spastic and retard.

pikachu and pichu. (total cute-ness)

charmander! (mi + shu ting fave; he so cute larhs.)

squirtle (iris is totally into him having no hair.lol)

bulbasaur.(Ly's fave)

pikachu and togepi!!! <3

POKEMON. =)

wows i went to sch as usual, but something exciting was happening in my classs... LOLS. and yeahs i was so so glad, they peeps were nt playing chess. = =" ahahahahas. they were into something called 'POKEMON'. yeahs, no joke, they were busy throwing pokeballs, catching caterpie and gaga-ing over pikachu! look at what the jc system has done to us. =)

but yeahs, its kinda fun to do something that we used to do, but don't do it nw. i used to LOVE pokemon, even till nw. hahas.

highlight of the day : met edmund chen. he smiled. and said good morning. lols. =)

2007-07-20T11:46:00.000+08:00

there's always a first as the saying goes. i have been to the GO for lyk dunno how many times pei-ing my twin to hand up chem, but somehow, as i stepped in todae i was super nervous.

my friends who saw me walking back to sch, were surprised. like seriously. And so yahs, after returning da bao phone to shu ting, i walked to the office with my mama, on the journey to sch, i was fearful, subsequently, it all disappeared. and can i say the VP is a v nice person.. hahas. she could see how nervous i was, and ahhahaha, the best part is she had all the answers my mum wanted.

i saw the worrisome expression on my mum's face, and i started having red red eyes, and nt so long after i cried. im sorry for making her worry, and i promise i will nt disappoint her the nxt time round. =) i <3 u mum.

and so, after the vp and my mum shard their life stories, it marked the end of the parents' session. and i hope there will nt b a nxt time.=)

huggs to the girls who were there for me, thnx xie xie arigato. i love all of u.

2007-07-16T20:06:00.000+08:00

first off, i almost fell while climbing the overhead bridge

next after doing physics i felt totally retarded

the blow came when my ct told me my parents, me, and the P will be having a friendly chat over a cup of coffee.

i knew my results were bad. i knew la. but i just din expect it to b so bad until i had to drink coffee with the P. i broke down cos i feared, and i was disappointed with myself. the 2 guys walking beside me was telling me 'dun worry'. i wish i wun have to worry, but i could almost picture the whole scene.

i couldn't eat though i was super hungry, food just taste plain bland.
ever since i came to MJ, i have broke manyof my personal records, in less than a yr. wows.

im goin to love physics like nv ever before, make connections with econs, bond my life with chemistry and formulate my life like maths.

oooo... seems exciting isn't it.

2007-07-14T15:11:00.000+08:00

friday 13th.

i have never believed in such things till ystd. a day of tears, a day of holding on, a day which i hope will never repeat itself.

lets stay strong and believe that things are going to be alright.

life's a gift, so lets just treasure it, treasure the things we have.

to my dears, its going to be ok, no matter what happens, u know we will always always be here for u!

and so harry potter was kinda ok, maybe dats cos i read like gazillion pages of the book which is now compressed to just a 2 hr plus show.

so i bought my kiap kiap, headed down to PS, and found out that our tickets were given away. rawwrr. heng-ness we managed to get seats at cathy.

so yeas, dats probably the best thing that happened ystd. =)

2007-07-11T19:42:00.000+08:00

all my results are in. i really feel like crying.

do u know how it feels like to really put all your hopes on a sub and totally flunk it? well, i have been through that kind of scenario too many times in my jc life.far too many times.

it was dumb thinking that i would have at least 1 pass. at least, and i tot it would be chem, i guess i was pretty wrong. the disappointment was slightly higher this time round for mid-years... so the tally is U U U U S.

well maybe almost the whole lot of ppl had almost similar grades to mine, but still that does not make me feel better. am i just dumb or slow? i can't figure that out yet. thnk goodness my tikamed essay for gp got a just nice 25 marks, or else i would really have just admitted that im stupid.

the number of ZERO on almost every sub is reeli too many to count manually, in fact its quite horrendous. i just din want to even count my marks, to check for errors on marking. it would have taken alot of errors for me to pass can.

but im nt going to give up. so nt like me. i have grown stronger, able to hold my tears back better, smile more even when i fail, hiding the depression well. maybe the doctor was right yeahs? i am suffering from depression.

i guess i have lots of time to spend with the pile of TYS-s and tutorials and yada yada. but stll have wat people called LIFE. nw, im sure i can do it. for nw, indulging in ferreros and coffee takes away all my troubles.... MmMmMM

2007-07-08T21:31:00.000+08:00

i would like to tell the whole world that im a v v v happy and blessed girl!! =)

that super cute and retarded panda notebook i have been eyeing since eons ago...i got it todae, frm my lovely leader shu yi!!! LOVE HER like anything . she remembered how much i was in love with the panda and tadah she bought it, went all the way to amk hub lehhs. I LOVE U SHU YI!! =)

and ahahahahahas. nw i have lumpy and stitch to play peek a boo tgh!!im sure they will b great friends.and wahaha. i have this v cool fan to keep mi COOL! and nt to mention the v pretty necklace fifi gave me!! =))))

i just thank my lovely leader, my lovely cg mates for making this b'dae so so memorable. have been feeling a lil down just the day b4, and they reeli turned my world ard. =) i love them.

so far, i know why i gained weight, i ate a total of 4 cakes just this week : strawberrie short cake, chocolate cake, black forest and mango cake! aint my life wonderful?

and so. i have a VISION. and im sure nth realli stands so tall in my way nw, im goin to speak to that BIG BIG mountain called Physics and the nt so big mountain called maths, make friends with them and talk to them lots!

everything is possible.

you're amazing
never changing
always with me
enthroned within my soul

2007-07-05T22:04:00.000+08:00

wee! im finally 18!!! =D

here's a big hugg to all the ppl who wished mi !!! of cos mr MONG was the first!!! LOLS. of cos the v nice b'dae song over the phone, the big big stich whom i can play peek-a-boo with, the teddy necklace, the so so many cakes, esp with the cream stuffed pikachu and v cute bear!!! =0

todae was a seemingly long day, with kinda depressing results announcements and all, i was starting to feel kinda depressed. i din feel exactly happy, or over the moon in a sense bahhs. BUT heys things started to b better after PE.lols. and so my height is yi bai wu shi er, without the dian wu, which is sad. and my weight increased lyk omgoshie. = =" i tink i reeli stop growing, reeli reeli confirm. hahahas. im in kayaking with the rest of my class peeps!!! wee~~ but i dunno how to swim, hope its gonna b fun!

and so, we stoned for a seemingly long time at the canteen b4 deciding to just go home, i was tired sort of. just dazed throughout the bus journey, slept when i reached home, felt life aint that v nice.

upon waking up, went out to celebrate, and hahahaha. things started to reeli make me feel better, warmer on the inside. AND. i received a personal b'dae card frm Pst Lia and Pst How!! i reeli felt loved,nth reeli seems to matter, nt even my results.LOL. =) I LOVE MY PASTORS.

on a last note, i would reeli want to thnk my pastors, leaders, friends who have been there for me unconditionally, reeli love u guys . <3

and to my jie- meis sorry for making u all mag at me everiday to nt drink coffee, nt drink cold milo, and b a more good girl. i will try de!! so yahhh.. no worries. this yr is gonna b great mans.

so here's some shedding of my life.

2007-07-04T21:33:00.000+08:00

wee~~~ this is my 100th post!! and ta-dahs its also a v special day tml!!!

first off i will like to say a BIG BIG HAPPY B'DAE to my fellow july babies shi yi and chun han!!! =) hahahahas. hope that the yr ahead for 3 of us will b wonderful!!! hohohohos.

yays.its finally the end of the exams, like FINALLY. 30 mins b4 the end of the exam, u feel as if it is a futile attempt to fill up every blank. lols. so yeahs i even ponned econs lecture =x but u see i reeli was nt in the mood to even write, so i figured out i will b happier nt being in the lecture.

of cos i have to thank my dears and the guys who pei-ed me the whole day todae!! though it isn't exactly my b'dae, but yeahs, the feelings there alreedi! hahas.thnx for the presents,the cake,the time and the laughter( erhems esp lim meow meow )todae! reeli enjoyed myself. hahas. the food was fantastic, haven eaten in pizza hut for the longest time, so yeahs, was v full at the end, had cream on my face and of cos, poor jun gang also had some. =D

movie was after that, yeahs, i grew up reading nancy drew books, so watching the movie is reeli like another alternative to fill up all those times i used to have.. but u see, nw im more involved in ad-as diagrams and atomic structure to have the time to read leisurely, suddenly i miss those times. the movie was great, and having stitch with me kinda helped, actualli, its oni his ears larhs.. lols, good for shelter at intervals, and to ly, it has a tail okaysss. LOLS.

so alvin just had to do something out of the box, though unintentional, i reeli couldn't tahan animore mans, its like so zheng dian can. super funny. thnx meow. =D

so we jalan-ed ard, din noe whr to go, hang out at spots, blocking traffic flow as usual b4 landing at toy'r'us to check out the stuff there. lols. for the first time, i dun tink we are exactly childish when a grp of older guys were running ard the whole place, with horses and swords pretending to b in a war. piang ehs, they like playing counter strike larhs. lols. and yeahs, time passed v fast and we decided to juz siam home.

i was in the mood todae, so decided to sit 3 with jun gang, mans, it took 1 hr, and i even sat till PUNGGOL PLAZA. i felt lost in there sia, like being in jurong that kind of feel.lols.but the v nice da bao pei mi wait for 83. so u see, i fulfilled my promise in pei-ing him go home. =)

so nw, at the end of the day, im a happy happy girl, with a big head,small body stich, a bear necklace, tired feet and a happy soul,physics and maths tutorial seem to have lost its place. tatas for nw!!! =))))

here's a last thnk u and a big hug to my 6 jie-meis, jun gang, tys, lim meow meow, kopi zheng, lucky ching, kenneth, nicholas and alan!!

2007-06-30T08:47:00.000+08:00

todae is a bad day.why is it so? cos i broke my own record of skipping my v first impt exam. RAWWWWWRRR.

i studied for the paper mans, and it was the ONLY PAPER that will hopefully pull up my grades. but tadah, my brain was nt functioning, my head hurts like ZzZz AND with all the giddyness and the want to vomit feeling, i missed my only paper 2 for maths. so i guess my maths is kinda like a goner. =( boos.

and so, i really shldn't think abt all the previous paper i had done, but one thing that makes mi slightly better is that i only left one blank for my physics paper, and i could do more mcq this time round! well, i see that as a lil improvement, though the rest is a lil crappy.

went to the doctors' todae to get my mc and lots of medicine, and the doctor v funny larhs.. he asked me lots of qn, and the funniest one was:' do u have DEPRESSION?' LOLS. i was stun tio lehhs. i din looked drpressed at all, i looked sick. hahahahahahas. and i saw this interesting poster which captions says : THE BEST TIME TO SAVE YOUR HAIR IS WHILE YOU STILL HAVE HAIR.

hahas. so maybe lea yee's approach was right, abt going to yunnan after NS, but lol la, that provided mi with some entertainment while waiting for my turn. for nw, i guess i have to treat myself first, b4 turning to my books. tata for nw

2007-06-23T20:45:00.000+08:00

yipee! class bbq is over~~ hahas. which meant my mid-years is like in 2 days time?? LOLS.

though we did nt have full attendance ystd, i guess almost everibody was there!
didn't join the guys at east coast, so yupp, i bought the cake and some other random stuff on their behalf and headed down to hong zhi's house on my own.being the me who is nt v good in erhems jay-walking, i made dear shu ting fetch mi!! and hz brother is reeli v cute!! =)

practically the ppl in the hse were busy bathing and of cos my jie-meis hug mi in their nt so glam state. LOL. settled down with mango tropicana and NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM. the monkey was cute.. and im sure my twin was v delighted in the midst of watching the monkey!! hahas.

the fire was started soon and blah blah blah. we did the usual stuff and cooked the food. i dun rmb eatin alot, but hahas thnx to the ppl who took/cooked food for me.and yvonne, the marshmellows were nice!! a big hug to u! and of cos meow meow and lucky who stuffed me with lots of jia pa lang food. =)

we spent lots of time taking lots of photos, but erhems cos a certain person haven been online, i can't post any for nw!! =x and i hope the small fishy in the 'ocean' haven died of fan poisoning... haha but then again, its nt reeli my fault larhs... the cat just couldn't leap and catch it!! tsk tsk.

so time reeli flied, and it was kinda late... hong zhi mama was busy keeping us full and all!! v v sweet of her. hong zhi himself was a good host too, forever entertaining us and of cos being our photographer and being in our photos!

we celebrated for the june babies, but there was one person missing though.. =( yupp and we continue eating after that... lallalalla... so soon it was time to head back and the v nice li xian offered to send mi and jun gang to kovan! thnx to her too, reeli saved lots of time on the journey.. i was dead tired and i tink jun gang was more tired den mi. he was barely awake when i was talking to him larh. =)

and so that marked the end of a v fantastic june holidays. i have done many many wonderful stuff, learnt many useful things, made new friends, met up wif my class peeps and just doin crappy stuff with them, and of cos studied! but dats like the least i did. the days ahead are goona b horrible with all the cramming of words, sentences, definitions and watnots into my puny brain, but i'll get through it. im sure i will. and here's wishing my whole class and friends out there who tink that their coming 2 weeks are going to b horrible, everything will b fine! don't give up ya. lets chiong tgh mans!!!!

2007-06-20T20:51:00.000+08:00

today is a v v v special day!!! ta-dah

a very HAPPY B'DAE SHU TING!!!!

this da jie of mine arhs.. lil blur, lil scatter-brain and a lil of here and there, but she's also a friend u can count on,look for anytime of the day!=D

shes fun to be with, v v nice to talk to and in simple, a friend u have to have! i love her mans! =)

hahas.so yups todae the bulk of us met at bedok to kia for our bbq stuff, and yupps i was the latest. paiseh ahhs for all the unresponded messages and missed call! =x
yupp we headed to HONG ZHI hse after dat. and OH MY MAMA, his house is humongous.reeli larhs, im nt exaggerating.and of cos mi and yvonne also a lil sua gu, woah here and woah there even b4 we reached his hse.LOL.

we din wan to lose so my twin and us toured his house, and took photos!!! hahahahhas. kenneth,terence marinated the chicken, and my twin was in charge of adding the pepper! =) tasted quite nice i guess.

after everything, we headed to CARTEL to mum mum and celebrate shu ting's b'dae!! din reeli eat alot, but i rmb eating lots and lots of roti. practically downin bread the entire process.LOL. couldn't drink frappucino, cos erhem erhems din allow mi =x
and its like todae i realised how niceeee my twin and shu ting are. so sweet of them lehhs...tsk tsk.

so ya we did nonsensical stuff at cartel and finally left... and so the rest of the day doesn't reeli need any elaboration. yupps.

so yahh. i tink i wun be bloggin so soon yet, thnx to MYE. yahhhs. i figured out i dun really have time and im usually slacking ard. i must jia you mans.

the last and only thing to look fwd to for class bonding is CLASS BBQ HAHA. its goin to b a reeli fun day, with no worries and all, and just spending time tgh. i look fwd to it.

2007-06-18T22:14:00.000+08:00

RED RAIN WAS A BLAST!!!!
though i only managed to attend the sunday session, it was fantabulous i tell u!!! rock's nt really my kind of genre, but there's something in the music that moves ppl's heart, stirs those domant feeling within.

the time was well-spent, and i dun regret it at all!! i love red rain mans!!
yupps, i had new friends and integrations all ard mi, so i was feelin reeli v fanatstic. hohoho. with music and friends, there's so much more to life at that moment.

so my sunday was fantastic, and excitin, but err... somehow the monday din turned out too well. din accomplish much studying todae, but i finally cleard my songs in my mp3! hopefully with a new variety of songs, i will study more!! hahas'

my head is spinning nw, and i banged my head on the stupid dryer todae! siannnn.. it was super painful can, who knows, maybe the dryer itself is spoiled! = ="

yupps, so i guess it home for mi tml, gotta feel myself recovering b4 i fall even sicklier. so yups. i guess dats all for nw! 2 more days!!! =D

here's my little gift for my dears!

2007-06-17T09:36:00.000+08:00

I NEED TO STUDY. LYK NOW.

1 pathetic week left, and yada-yada its lyk wat i experienced the week b4 block tests. i had 1 month,and nw 1 week to complete wat i have learnt for 2 years. the ratio aint exactly fair, but rawrrr!!! im goin to get through this entire mid-year.

goin to b a full-time mugger. at least for this coming week.

a joke cos i have 2 more events to get thru the week...ZzZz

I NEED A MIRACLE, A BIG BIG ONE. but i know when in need he's always there. so yupp, i'll stay strong for nw.

had loads of fun during my cousin's wedding todae, the tea ceremony was lyk super funny, my relatives were lyk queueing up to sip the tea, a hilarious sight. and my cousin is lyk super zai, though totally dressed up and all, mans, she is my idol can, walk in through the day loudly exclaiming she needs the toilet first. LOL. its unglam, but who reeli cares. LOL. here's wishing her a v splendid wedding.

this had me meeting like the whole world, and i dunno 3/4 of the ppl there. there were many uncles, aunties and of cos cute cousins!!! jevon is lyk the cutest thing, not knowing wat the commotion is all abt, eating his delightful crabstick. so cute !!!! awww.. i love him alreedi mans. too bad his mama and papa and his 2 other cute brothers are away or else they would make a cute threesome! =D

went home happy, reeli wanted to mugg...but then again, the wedding experience dun reeli blend with integration, so ya, i guess i would mug at night instead! hohoho.

i pray....

2007-06-14T13:51:00.000+08:00

here's one of the excitin days, one of the exciting ppl in 06s202!

HAPPY HAPPY B'DAE ALVIN LIM MEOW MEOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahas.we'll probably get u more cat food in the future, maybe WHISKAS? lols. hohohoho.

so yupp, happy 18th b'dae and may u have lesser flus, lesser of all the bad things!!! =D

2007-06-13T21:42:00.000+08:00

im currently on a vitasoy high.drinking too much makes my stomach queasy, macham i at the high seas. HOHOHOHO.

nt that im addicted to it, just found that after drinking, it kills your appetite. yups so i wun run ard the house searching for food lyk a person who have not been eating for the past 10 hrs.LOL.

yupps. there are so many special days coming up man. excitin.

on a sidenote, i finally linked the ppl i have been wanting to link for ages, tsk tsk anna cui mi to link de larhh.. lols. she's sad that her link is nt on, so i tot i will cheer her upp!! =D

heard some rather depressing news frm her. yeahs, i guess we are slowly being forgotten, or maybe we are nt even remembered in the first place. GAHHHHHS. the harsh realities of LIFE. sian diao yi ban. but then at least we have each other in this walk. things aint that depressing. so cheer up my dear!

and yay-ness i have finally geared up a lil on my revision, did so much more today, though the progress is a lil-- slow, but heyys. its a good start.

2007-06-12T21:44:00.000+08:00

whoever says studying is easy? who who who!

its nt in the least bit easy.after just staring at books, u feel lyk u are going to have a brain disorder or somesort v soon.

u feel like ur brain cells dun continue growing, they just seem to shrink ! hais.

so sorry im suffering frm the after-effects of STUDYING.

but i will still try v v hard to study. im still keeping by my promise! =D

all of my days!

2007-06-11T20:57:00.000+08:00

i will study hard after this post. i promise.

hahs. todae was ok i guess, except the not-so-long queue at the stupid ICA building. RAWRRRRR!!!!!!!! I WASTED like close to 3 hours of my time there. sian yi ban can.and there went all my plans to do stuff. = ="

woke up slightly earlier todae at 9? hahas. yupp, slacked ard for a while b4 deciding to collect my passport at lavender. gosh at least i made the right decision by meeting yvonne and shu ting and the rest in school first. Went lunching tgh, was super uper full and dragged myself to lavender.i shld have brought something to kill my time dere.i shld have. im so dumb.hahahahas.

and so my queue no.was 3128, and mans, the no when i went into the center was was 1000 plus only.*faints* i jalan here,there and everywhr. and the toilet is disguisting. LYK SERIOUSLY.even after touring the building, i was still so far away frm my turn. hais. the place was v noisy, little unbearable too. i msg my twin, and being the v nice her she suggested that i listened to my mp3. LOLS. ok la, i survived , but the mp3 filled my ears oni can.

when i finally got my passport, i just zoomed out of the place, just v happy that i finally wouldn't have to wait. sheesh. yups the wait just drained all of my energy, i fell asleep on the train, when i got home and that explains y i shld work hard after posting this post. YUPS. hohohoho. im goin to b a mugger. at least till the end of mid-years. =D

for nw, im rather busy, prep for this and that and hahahaas of cos for the 2 v special ppl. its gonna b an exciting june, and i tink they will find out soon!!! BEWARE!! the nxt BIG thing is REDRAIN! hahahahahahas.im excited.

for more details, check out their webbie at : http://redrain.sg =D
if u need any tickets, can feel free to contact me!

here are some random random pics.

for my dearest da jie (if shes reading)

nt forgetting that LOVE is what we need!we'll show u how to do it!

hahahas. randomness.

nt to forget.

HAPPY B'DAE NICHOLAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yupp. may u have a v blessed b'dae and smile more!

2007-06-09T20:16:00.000+08:00

woots.i finally finally met up with the buly of my classmates ystd! but eh ehs. iris is still MIA-ing! boos. i tot i will see her... =(

the first part of the day was practically spent in dreamland, with me having a dream which was realli funny..lols. i woke up shortly, and fell asleep soon. =x sat 3 long buses to reach katong to meet up with shu ting, my twin and their doggie, which needs no introduction! LOLS. yups, so we kia katong, disappointed that the bowling alley was closed, and im so sorry, cos i was in sch u, so yahhs.. the rest couldn't play pool. we contemplated just ktv-ing in the open air ktv material shop, singing some ancient song. Lols. that would be hilarious, but us being moderately mature decided against it. and hahs. the slightly kiddish kopi suggested the above! = =" aint he lame. and wows his mum has a shop at katong! LOLS.

shortly after that, the rest of the guys came, stood at the entrance indefinitely to decided on dinner as usual. hahas. by the time they have decided, it was time for mi to go le. yupps. of course i was v excited, cos it was the v first session of SCHOOLS' SEMINAR. it was an enlightment, met rebecca too! (i saw her AGAIN todae! it must b fate)yupp, i have learnt alot, of which i will definitely apply. =D pst joakin was great, the way he speaks makes the hearts of ppl stir, and its really amazing. its like u know nth is impossible.nothing.=D IM GOIN TO GO AGAINST THE FLOW!

and so, lets continue, when the seminar was over, i rushed over to parkway to meet up with my class peeps for awhile. and gosh, they went to JACK'S PLACE. lil unexpected i guess.hahas, i tink lil hard for them to talk and play w their food as they usually would..hahas, but still they were a lil retarded. = =" went home first after that, kenneth was v nice to let us tompang can w him!! hees.yupp i was dead beat when i reached home ZzZz.. I PLANNED on reading up a lil of phy b4 consultation...But I STILL fell asleep. hais.

nxt morning i woke up late, and of cos i was late for consultation. BUt mi and da jie reached same time!!! HOHOHOHO. which meant we left poor yvonne in sch alone. for some special reasons, she was super early todae..lols.physics consultation was a lil effective, with many mcq and a lil queries cleared, but still i feel insecure abt the subject. hahas. y? i have found the answer, and i promise i will work it out. =D
turned out that mr gohel was also at katong the day b4, tsk tsk, he claimed that he was alone eating, but who knows man.=x yupp, afetr consultation, went to tm to mum mum and kia kia a lil, trying to find our wallets.. went to wallet shop, but the selection was limited so ya.. ate at long johns' chit-chat w shuting over lunch and went home contented! =D its nice hanging out with them, cos they know wat u're thinkin and share the same topics! lols. went home a contented girl, slacked a while b4 completing my SR! =0

PROJECTION DUTY IS ON TML AND IM SO EXCITED! my v first duty @singpost and i cant wait. service is gonna b awesome man.

coming up nxt week is REDRAIN, ZONE EVENT. woootts. its gonna b amazing amazing amazing!!!! im excited alreedi. tickets are still available, feel free to contact mi, if u feel that ur life right nw is nth but studies!! wee~~~ here we go.

my exciting life!

2007-06-06T22:01:00.000+08:00

rawhhhhh.

my mind tells me to study,and my body tells me to just go sleep.and its so irritating.

as it is, i know i don't have time left and still my pace is slowwww...how how how?

but lucky thing is, i finally completed the fairytale series! hahas. that's lyk the most productive thing i've completed so far. bwahahahahas.here's a sneek preview!

HAHAS. this is ta=da d2's slide! yupp. if u wan to see the others, feel free to tell mi! =D

and so, i felt a tinge of erhem when i nv went out on tues with my class peeps. =( it has been a long time since i last saw them and yup. it seems lyk a reeli long time.but! i will b goin out with them SOON. hahas. the class bbq is going to b great, at least we will make it better den last time! =D manicure, lots of shopping (window) and lots of studying to come! BRING IT ON!

and i really think my class gys are a funny lot. here's why.i had a random conv with ly just the other day and he proclaims that he was fighting against HAIR LOSS. bt hey,there's nth wrong with that. the funny part was the grp of them are goin to YUNNAN after NS. see the contradiction?
the fact is they are facing nt hair loss, but having NO HAIR at all. LOL. aren't they funny?

yup. this is so random, but the days ahead are gonna b great, with red rain, ze AND SCHOOLS'SEMINAR, my life ain't boring.

2007-06-03T00:18:00.000+08:00

whoosh. wat an excitin week i have man. its so excitin.

this week is truely a week of 'first-times'. hahas.

hahas, attended my v FIRST emerge conference.EMERGE was great, though i missed out on some of the sessions, i still dun regret a single bit, gettin up early, sacrificing my mornings to receive more den i will ever have. =D and my goodness, the maths olypiad qns answered by ppl far younger den mi reeli put alot of us in shame. LOL. for a moment, i wondered why i was able to sit for an a lvl exam if i couldn't even figure out those maths qn. but thinking again, i was nv made for maths. lyk reeli. =x

after emerge, lets fast fwd to today!

my mama actualli dragged mi out of bed at a v early 5 30 am to make my passport, which was supposedly misplaced.and so, i was in the queue at 7 . lyk oh my goshie. and the queue was enough to form a human barrier ard the ICA buildin. SINGAPOREANS.haish. so i had to stand, was v v bored till 8 finally arrived. den the stupid person actualli say my photo cmi, quality no good. but HEYS. it was taken in sch lahs. so they are tryn to tell mi that our sch photos are cmi, and we are wasting money. bleahs. when we were finally done, i had to go home on my own. sian.

met pangker at the tamp station and woots, his gf was with him! gotta tell iris soon. =D yups so my morning was rather boring and mundane, rawwwr.i plopped straight into my bed when i reached home. and slept till abt 2 and off i went for service!

we had our v first service @SINGPOST. our home for the nxt 3 yrs! excitin.todae was pledge day, and i felt so strongly during the song.i took the first step and pledged my v FIRST amt for my FIRST building fund. LOLS.

the way back home was sian zi bua, since my leg was aching, and the bus was lyk taking forever to come, forever to reach seng kang and was v stuffy.maybe i shld juztake the train nxt time. i'll consider it.

for nw, i tinnk i reeli gotta start on my revision, go on the long-awaited manicure cum shopping trip wif my dearest 06s202 jie meis. i totalli totally missed them,inside out, outisde in, u get wat i mean lah. yups. feel lyk we haven been seein each other for mths. though its oni a few days. shu ting will b coming back real soon , so ya, i will wait.

the coming week is excitin. with fairytales, schools seminar and blahs. it just realli makes mi go beyond wat i can do. i will do it, i can do it. i will sacrifice for my friends, and HIM.i will. i love my friends!!! =D

2007-05-30T21:41:00.000+08:00

life is nt really a big joy nw. at least till todae.hahs.

the gp paper was ZzZzZ. the intelligent yvonne expected at least one puny qn to come out based on environment, and ta-da as usual, it doesn't. so wat can i do, but make do with a random qn, i have nv tried before, hoping that things will work out fine. so paper 1 was over and i hoped that the next paper would b better..and another zZz.. INSTEAD OF MAKING ME MORE FEEL a lil cleverer it made mi more hungry. Lols. the passage keep talkin abt nagasaki and hiroshima, and the tired and hungry yvonne immediately thought of SAKAE SUSHI! lols.its a lucky thing i nv wrote ani sushi related stuff in my aq and summary. =x

yup things after that was dry. ate tgh with my class peeps, went for the most boring econs lecture of the century(i mean it) and having to go home after everything since i realised its a lil out to go out with 4 guys alone. hahas. i figured out i will go mad even b4 reachin suntec, somehow, my gut feeling told mi to go home and sleep. i guess i did the right thing?

the nest day, i chose to stay at home and be a reeli good girl, since the remaining days of the week will be spent outside. LOLS. i do plan for the future la. tml, there's EMERGE, followed by a probable blading session(unconfirmed), next day will also be EMERGE, sat will b great and special since its a combined service, and sun is EMERGE AGAIN!!! wow. im gonna b busy.

for nw i juz hope my prayers will be answered mans. the pile of work is reeli humongous la. its inhumane at all costs. sians.

2007-05-27T20:47:00.000+08:00

my dumb computer chose a v bad time to go haywire, leavin mi totalli sianned out the past few days. = ="

many many things have happened, so lets re-wind back to thursday! hahs

thurs was the soccer finals, and we were lyk the first batch to go towards the national stadium.dots. it was so so boring there that me, yvonne, and shu ting went to get some food of our own.wahahahas. and man the walk to macs was a killer.the weather was irritating and totally draining la! was perspiring even before i walked out can. yups so we got the food was happy and headed back, back in the stadium, it feels the same, just lyk a few years back whr i always didn't get a chance to sit up but instead i was always on the walkway below. reely brought back lots of fond memories. =) and so. the soccer match, though it was the finals was kinda boring.the fact that im nt a soccer fan of any sorts juz makes it worse. hahas =x actually i think i spent more time looking at how kopi and lucky plays with each other, using the plastic thingeys to hit each other in all ways possible. hais. they nv do grow up i guess.hahahahas.

after the match, we had to chiong down to VCH for the choir concert. and i tell u. this concert is unlike any that i've ever been to. first off, mi, shu ting and kenneth went to Raffles to get pretty flowers for the choir peeps, alas when we have settled everything, ready to go into the concert, the v intelligent me realised my wallet, which contains my ticket is with yvonne. = =" so, i waited on my own for iris and yvonne who couldn't get the cab at all. we ended up sitting separate seats, looking rather pathetic. sian diao la. and the concert was good, and i tink tk choir reaali stood out of the crowd. a big hugg to hui ling and li xian too!! it has been a tough tough period for both of u and im so happi and glad that it is finally over! no more tears ya, juz big big smiles. =D

after the concert, went towards BK for dinner.but hahahahas. it was closed liao, so we ended up wif cup noodles, a drink by the river. it was my first time sitting by the river mum mum-ing. cool sia, esp when u do it with ur friends. woo hoos. i love them all. =) of cos havin yvonne dere means photos are a must. but since im lazy, shall upload another day i guess.

went home super late, cabbed back wif dear iris, yi ming and another girl. Lols. super randomness. i was tired and juz boom and i fell asleep .

fast fwd to today, SundAy!!! EXCITIN MAN. we are finally going over to a BIGGER, BETTER place... and ta-da, its none other than SING-POST!!!
wahhahaha. though its lyk super far-off frm sengkang, i guess God will have plans for mi, so lalalala. my 3 bus hourney, HERE I COME!! its somewhat lyk goin to tk in the morning whr i get to sit lyk ONLY 3 BUSES MA.no biggie. im excited.

till then.

2007-05-20T21:17:00.001+08:00

and so.

the weekends are finally over, i have finally decided to blog erhemm, nt cos im free but i have a greater plan to accomplish. wahahahas.

the thought that the june hols are fast zooming in, and the start of a wonderful holidae, besides the thought of muggin lyk siao for mid yrs, reeli tend to make me feel reeli happy and ready to conquer absolutely anything. (including the dumb chem test tml = =" ) yupps. and i noticed my blog has been words words words and more words. so ya, a few pics will make it a tad more interestin.

here goes nth.

yupp. i dun really have the other photos, so gotta wait.so for nw, i'll show u how excitin my june hols will be!

hahas. dats just a short preview mans. june is gonna b so so so excitin. and nt to forget the zone event! im excited.

yups on friday had a fun time at amk hub wif shu! wahaha. i lil sua gu lehs, open so long and i haven been there, its almost lyk a neighbourhood vivo, just that the shops cater more to the youngsters i guess. and this SUPER KEWL shop sellin really cute panda notebooks. i was in love with them, though its a lil ex, i guess when i really fulfilled my BF i will go get it! so wait for mi.... =D
we walked rounds and rounds and LOL the v first thing i saw was NEW YORK NEW YORK. im sure my twin will b excited aint she. hahas. there's reeli alot of kewl shops and MONDO too. hahs. and the cinema is goin to be opened real soon. so i guess i just have to wait. cos of this i din manage to watch pirates 1 n 2 with my class peeps, but heys. im sure they did nt miss mi too much. hahas.

on sat i went on a full fledged madness, suddenly had this thought of cleaning up my room. which i did. and oh man, it was really one big mess.i filed all my ws, and did some tutorials, followed by slacking with a cup of coffee. welcome to my life.

on sunday, which is todae, i experienced a one of a kind service and realli felt His presence, it was impactful and heys, nw im realli motivated to pledge my best!! go yvonne! had bm todae, walked ard the whole church to clear the bins. haha. i dun even do it in my own hse sia = =" but it was reaaly enlightening to encircle the whole chuch! =)

for tml. im gonna have a chem test. wows. i guess i can at least pass. *prays*

the week is gonna be a great one

2007-05-15T20:52:00.000+08:00

todae is excitin!! reeli, i mean it. though i was seriously fallin sleep durin maths and chem lecture, i thought my day was a goner. BUT hey GOd has much greater plans for mi! hahas. gp was darn borin, even without the cher ard. bahhs. she made us do a compre, AGAIN. and wah wah wah its difficult la.went to hide in the library wif my dearest hui ling, did complete some qns, with much smoking here and there. bleahs. and yah. i flung my maths test, flung my physics test which kinda lowered my morale to another lvl. =( when am i going to ever ever pass those 2 sub. when?

school work aside, todae was the fb exco elections. everyone was kinda filled with excitedness and anticipation,heard the speeches, votin was done and the ppl were chosen. a big congrats to the girls who got in, for those who didn't, its reeli ok yahs =)

after that, the v intelligent xy came over to tell us dat the girls needed to discuss with us abt the details of 'training'. LOL. they actually thought that we were so gullible ehs. so being nice seniors, we pretended we knew nth! hahahahahas.
outside the lt, they had a big cake prepared for us sittin on the table, and in their hands held crads for us. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

they are super sweet can. i was v v v touched, and joanna even cried. its nt reeli abt the cards, or the cake, but its the heart behind it all. though when we started teaching these grp of girls, we din reeli expect much in return, but at the end of the day, we got their respect, we got the biggest enjoyment of them all and also being able to play with them! when we receive the cards frm their hands ( mine was frm yi ling!) the feeling reeli cannot be described with words.all of us felt that the effort and time we put in was nt in vain and we were proud of them, for learning with a great heart, bonding with a great spirit and doin things with a passion. <3 all of them. took loads of photos with them, had a great laughter at several junctures and we sag a song for them!!! hahas . its rather malu-ness ya, but if they can do it, so can we!! =D

tml is like the last official trainin for them and also our official step down day, i have to admit its hard to let go now, but life still goes on i guess. I pray that all u girls will be great floorballers, keep your passion for fb strong and don't ever give up. Thank u darlings!!! <3

2007-05-12T21:53:00.000+08:00

phew i finally got the time to tell of my v great week. hahas. =) this week has been life-changing, mind-blowing, and totally excitin. at the start of the week i was seriously wondering howim goin to get past this week with all the things i had to do, SPA to get through with, the undone tutorials, sleeping through lectures,preparing for my duty and blah blah blah.. the list is nv-ending. BUT I DID and im v happy that my prayers were answered and my parents allowed me to attend both days of pst kong's seminar.huggs to them. =)

through the 2 days, i felt something stirring within me, i felt a surge to do things that i have always thought like doing, but nv reeli got down to doin. i felt something flowing out within me, it was so strong that i cried. i knew i had a life different frm others, and i planned on using this life to help ppl around me. i learnt to stand for what i believe in and pursue the worthy things in life. my life is not gonna be the same, ever since the day i opened my heart to him.

to my dearest friends who had just completed their syf, im so so proud of them. cos i know that their hard work and effort through these mths were nt wasted, they were tested and tried, but they have all overcome them all!! love them loads. <3

and of cos to both LEA YEE AND KENNETH (in advance),

hApPy b'dAe!!!!!!!!! of cos i ust mention that ly present is awesome. but he should refrain frm bringin it to sch. as for kenneth, hahahahas. yupps. may the two of u have a blessed yr ahead ya.

todae is a v v special day cos i got to celebrate mother's day and my mama's b'dae at the same time!!! wahahahas. we spent the entire evening together, sittin down tgh and oh man. i ate super alot of crabs todae can!! steam crab, black pepper crab and everi crab available on the menu. LOLS. took a walk along east coast beach, under the stars, and with the breeze, it reeli made my day and also my mum. it really has been a v long time that we can eat out tgh and nt worry abt anything. the feelin is nice. perfecto.

HAPPY B'DAE MAMA!!!!!!!!!!! =)

hahs. i wish my b'dae would come soon. it kinda soon, but nt reeli soon. hahahs. im in deep anticipation .

im left with revision for 2 tests and wows the teachers all say we must get above C or else it is unforgivable. LOLS LA. they are quite thoughtful la. use this kind of mtd to push us, i appreciate it but seriously i haven touch my books, which worries mi. and with all the pile of hw, i would b reeli lucky to have a sub-pass. =x

but im nt goin to let the above affect mi, im strong, my will is strong and everything is possible mans. EVERYTHING.

through the storms and raging seas
i will never be alone

though my hopes seems out of sight
i know u will shine your light

2007-05-06T21:14:00.000+08:00

an exciting day i hav. woo hoos. im all ready and started for another amazing week. =)

HAPPY B'DAE ANDREW RAJOJO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
have known this guy lyk since p sch. den somehow we ended in the same cca for 4 long years, den ahha. we also also ended in the same class for 3 yrs and still counting. hahas. im sure this is all part of His great plan ya. =) hope my buddy here will hav a great and blessed year ahead and probably really get down to what he wants to achieve in life! =))) lets take our sch tgh!! wahahahahas.

todae service was greater den usual, a vision popped up, a vision that i hav kept away for the longest of time, but ahha. its nv too late i guess. had pasta wif liane, cg and danielle! food was great. ppl were great . thinking abt it, the last time i ate at pasta was lyk durin x'mas dinner wif my 202 khakis. well that was lyk so so so so so long ago. u get my point rite?

hahas. the truth is that we hav indeed been spending less time tgh, less time sittin down to chit-chat, less time standing in one spot and start talkin as if we owned the whole area, less time makin a fool out of ourselves at toys r' us and less time eatin tgh. dat somes up to y so many of us are feelin tired, dreading the boring life we hav now. in an attempt to salvage the time we have left, the rubics cube and chinese chess decided to make a grand entrance. ahahahas. im nt sayin all these are boring, im juz nt the chinese chess type. in other words in tys language nt ching chong ching chong. LOLS. im sure 202 can do better den cc and a cube rite??? we gotta find back our identity soon b4 our books overwhelm us!!!!!!! =)

on a lighter note, i juz wanna wish the syf ppl and the a divs ppl a great BIG good luck and all the best ya!! yvonne, hui ling, lay shen, iris and shu ting!! my jie meis u all can do it ya!!! jia you jia you. <3

ok. i tink im a lil too high todae, my post is filled wif so mani exclamation marks. oh my gosh. but im happy, contented and can't wait for pst kong's seminar and MOTHER'S DAY!!! i juz pray that mama will let mi go for the 2 sessions.

for nw, im goin to plan my great weekend. wahahahahahas. till then

2007-05-05T18:10:00.001+08:00

hahs. e lesson sure was FUN. my goodness, i would seriously rather juz sit in durin lectures and do the chap on periodicity la. = =" lookin at the comp screen straight into the teacher's face is spastic and hilarious. im juz so not used to it. i decided to do the next best thing juz skim thru the slides. hahas. i did the right thing i suppose. or else i would b spending up to an hour plus lookin at the cher's face and hearing his voice. bahhs. e learning is stupid.

my initial plan was to wake up real early lyk at 9. but i guess i love my bed too much so i ended up wakin at 11. =x wasted alot of time in between jalan-ing in my room and living room. sians. BUT THNKFULLY. i managed to clear some of my tutorials and im felein contented nw. at least my day wasn't realli wasted. =)

tml will b the bestest day of the week and im lookin fwd. plus plus plus its rajojo b'dae. ahahahas. now he's reeli becomin old liao. =) for nw, im plannin nt to sleep and pia for my study rule. wish mi luckkk!!! =D

Love can never be taught for it is to be learned
love can never be bought for it is to be given
love can never be kept for it is to be free
love can never be old for it lives to last a lifetime

an amazing amazing day tml.

2007-05-05T12:27:00.000+08:00

ahhhh! wat a boring week. boring boring boring.

been sleepin late, goin to sch half-awake,driftin through lectures(esp for quantum and sampling. BAHHHHS) huggs to iris who had to wake mi up most of the time! =) tutorials were done, but most with blanks here, there and everiwhr. tell mi how am i goin to pass my mid-yrs. mans.

hahs. i have been sleepin/nappin alot recently, what was meant to b a nap of 30 mins, turned out at 3 hrs! wows. and i rmb not sleepin in sec sch. whr's my life man. the worst part is i wake up feelin more tired. hahas.that's precisely why im here bloggin cos i juz woke up nt long ago. hahas.

dats my week. boring. and yeahs i managed to scrape thru chem test. though i know im so gonna flop my maths test. much thnx to my stupidity. LOL.

lastly, i juz wanna say how much i kinda enjoy trainings nw, the j1's have been great, super enthu and all. doin crazy stuff here and there and being reeli initiative. the j2's are touched man. =D cheerios to them. in 2 weeks time , i will b able to officially step down frm fb, somehow, i can;t exactly say im happy neither am i reeli sad. wat a confusin issue this is... for nw, i shall enjoy my last 2 weeks and wait for things to happen...

i need a miracle, fast. lastly.... here's something for someone.

HAPPY HAPPY B'DAE MAO TIAN!!!!! =)))))
may u hav a reeli great yr ahead ! God bless u!! =) 06s202 rocks.

2007-05-02T07:46:00.000+08:00

ITS LABOUR DAY - yayness.

the goodness of this one day 'holiday' is bein able to wake up later, eatin a proper breakfast. dats prob all.

hahas. the rest is lyk crap. y u may ask. cos there's maths test tml, bountiful tutorials and anithing school-related and i have a stupid headache.

bahhs. but but but i still hav my handy mp3 which managed to revive mi. LOLS. at this stage i wouldn't reeli mind goin to sch.

for nw, im slacking, doing a lil reflection.. and loads of other stuff. ppl ard mi alwaes seem to have so many worries abt this abt that, abt everything under the sun. and im worried abt them most of the time.. cheer ups. everything big or small, serious or not serious, mind-shaking and worrying will go poof soon enough. reeli it will...

juz keep believin, fighting on. =) lalalalalala. wat a random post mans.

those three words..

2007-04-29T01:05:00.000+08:00

Hellos. i have been blogging too much... which means..im slackin more. this week ar..lets see, nt v fantastic with a few unhappy moments here and dere.

on thursday i rmb gettin flustered over wat seems like nothing. my temper nt v good dat day i suppose, it was crappy esp in the mornin, which is weird, cos im v much a morning person. BUt i suppose its due to tiredness, im tired, so v tired. im nt tired of my life, its just the ongoin lectures and 'dunno-how to do this and that' feeling dat makes me tired. i have been sleepin later and later, getting up earlier. bleahs..

luckily, my mood changed for the better after just 1 hr plus. yayness. so sorry to the ppl i argued with ya, reeli not purposely de. sorry! that was probably the worst thing that happened for this week i tink. i hate bein in a bad-mood, it is irritatin, u become so irrational, not thinking right and feeling super irritated, almost anything that dun go ur way will piss u off. im sure everibody agrees to that.so... i'll try to b in a good mood lo. LOL. hopefully.

on wednesday, after trainin i felt happy, happy for the j1, happy for ourselves and happy that we have done something that is of worth. the j1 were reeli fantabulous, they reeli enjoyed the trainin and all, in the midst of all the dribbling and funny indian dances they were united. they did their push-ups tgh and all and that touched us alot. i feel deprived all of a sudden. =x

and i must mention that i FINALLY saw my er-ma aka WENDY!!!!! LOL. has been the longest tme since i met her, and she's in TJ SOCCER!! nt bad ah.. even scored a goal. that's the wendy i know.. always on for any ball games. lala. unlike mi. =x i reeli missed the time just simply talkin, eatin fish-ball noodles wif lots of chilli in it in the canteen, talkin abt stupid stuff and sittin bus 12..which is lyk super long. talkin to her was still the same i guess, the feeling just flows back. i miss my non-biological family so much!!!

and since i had a great start to the week, somebody called lucky ching decided that i shld hav A excitin end too! of all days, of all timings, of all ppl he spoke chinese to mrs suresh. mans. thnx ar! my utmost gratitude and thnx to him. bleahs...

so dat is my week, wif chem spa over and done with, and physics to face + the two lecture tests comin up, i'm off to mug mug mug. hopefully the remainin g part of the wk will b great. =)

2007-04-24T20:18:00.000+08:00

TUESDAY. besides it bein the second day of the week, the day whr i hav 2 borin gp periods, but it is the most cursed day for mi and my twin!

believe it or not, for 3 consecutive week, something weird and extraordinary ALWAYS happen on the day itself. the first time, it made us wanna kill the birds in jurong, second time we started to suspect. and todae, we re-affirmed it. LOL LA. in the mornin my twin had a funny epi wif chun han. durin pe she pass mi frisbee and i fell cos my shoe came off. =x lol. wah then best in the canteen suddenly her legs got tangled up and she almost tripped. and bein me, i started laughin. not long, my legs got tangled too! can u believe it.

dat was nt the climax. thinkin dat everithing would b fine once i leave sch, i decided to buy pen refill at pop. and on the way up, something caught my eye. it was the signboard of the v v first neo print shop in WHITESANDS! LOL. i tink we were reeli too excited, too enthu and far too happi... and there goes our plan to reach home early and MUG! at the shop we found out another excitin thing..it oni cost 4 BUCKS. WAHAHAHAHAHAHA. that was wat reeli drove us to the max.

in the process of takin the shots, not knowin how to control the buttons, not knowin what the machines was speakin and not knowin whr to look at..it ended up..well.. in v funny photos. of which are for us to see. hahas. we had one each. fair and square.

havin laughed enough, lamed enough and lookin at our erhem v nice pics... we headed home!! hahas. todae is such an excitin day man. totally took mi out of boredom. thnx my twin!!!! i promise i wun laugh. =)

<3 yvonnes

2007-04-23T17:56:00.000+08:00

todae mornin was super hot. den it was super duper cold in the afternoon. bleahs. the weather not reeli friendly nowadays eh?

lols. i realised that mj infrastructure resembles that of a 20 yr old buildin. even when u tink u are sheltered, u are not. my goodness even walkin on the corridoors u can get wet can. lols. everiwhr ard the sch is leakin.

and ya ya ya. something creepy happened in the toilet. man. it managed to freak mi out a lil. and when i finally reached home, all the lights were off. much thnx to the thunderstorm. AND out of this entire rainy episode, do i realise i , yvonne ng hav a ONE OF A KIND maid!!!!!!!!!! lols. when she told mi wat she did durin the period of the thunderstorm, i swear that it was reeli the BIGGEST, LAMEST, NONSENSICAL thing i hav ever heard. lols. i was almoz rollin on the floor frm laughter mans. she reeli is special ya..so special until sometimes i reeli buay tahan. wait till i tell the girls abt it... oh man..

todae is such an excitin day!! and i forgot to blog abt this the other day... these few days, nehw ew era derob, ew troser ot niod hcus ffuts! dna ipok gnehz can nv figure it out. =)

2007-04-22T20:04:00.000+08:00

i tot todae was a reeli fine day, besides the mornin episode, it was a fruitful day at least. =) connect grp was great, service was enriching, and shoppin at hougang mall was kinda ok i guess.. spotted this pretty nike shoe..!! i wan to buy BUy BUy.*hints to my mama*

dat aside, i know there's still physics and maths tutorial pleadin futilely for mi to at least start on it.. =x im reeli sorry, but i reeli do find it easier to do chem rather then any of the 2 above.

unusual reactions. unusual feelings.

2007-04-22T07:24:00.000+08:00

phew, i survived the 'buyin floorball stick' process. LOLS.

as in i did not dread or regret pei-ing the j1's to buy their sticks, just that maybe there's a change in role as we end up waitin for them instead takin our time to choose sticks.it feels lyk juz ystd when we were gettin all so excited that we were able to own our v own sticks and all, buyin this and that, reeli blowin our purses away. dats how i got to know my fb friends altogether, those were the times i guess.

reeli had fun talkin to joanna abt almost everything. a superbly nice person to chat with! hahahas. im so sorry for ps-ing my class peeps at the soccer match.. din expect the girls to take up to 3 hrs to choose their sticks man. they took twice the time i used to take. hahahas. but there were close to 20 of them? so its nt their fault. they are just typical girls!!!!

so midway we were reeli bored, shagged and tired and nt to say HUNGRY. thnx to KFC for bein located so near to us, of cos we went there to replenish our empty stomachs.. haven eaten kfc for quite some time alreedi, and juz bein able to go there again brought back so so many memories. of cos i felt weird cos in my days i rarely saw mj ppl in kallang kfc. its weird man.=x

we ate our fill, went back..and ....alas..... THEY WERE STILL STILL NOT DONE. lols. i guessed it would b liddat alreedi.. and so we sat down and started chattin.. and oni did i realise how bad and irritatin some ppl in my se sch were. *rofl* of cos they can b related to mj lahh! the links were so obvious can.

after a long long wait, mi and joanna decided to leave first, as she had something on. and yeahs went over to boon keng to sit nel.. lets see i haven taken a train frm there since eons ago.again, i was so reminded.

i went to places which links mi back to the past..bringin back memories so sweet, memories that still are v much with mi...

sometimes i reeli wonder whether i fillowed my heart or juz my brains when i make my choices,...but thinkin abt it, there's prob juz dat one regret.... JUST one...hahas.

right nw, i can't seem to do my tutorials, which is lyk one super bug pile frm everi single sub. * pengs* its enough to take away my weekends lahhs. sigh. this is life man..pls pls let mi concentrate, im nt goin to think so much, goin to be dumb. yesh.

im so over it.

2007-04-20T12:09:00.000+08:00

wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. im goin to ny. its almost confirmed. yay-ness man!! but the catch is...i will b gone for 2 weeks!! *pengs* its super long can.. i will confirm chop chop miss everibodi in singapore! awww~~

we may b transittin to canada too.. hahas. its gettin so excitin. and it will b winter.... im happy cos i hav nv ever been to a ctry with winter..its always the big big sun. =) but i guess i will kinda miss it when im in ny?

wif that it would mean 2 weeks less time to spend wif my cg, church,class peeps, my friends and alot ppl. hahas. which kinda dampens everithing.

and i bet i will suffer frm wat is known as LAG TIME. as if im nt laggy enough... bleahs.

for todae, i lost my wallet, but even when i lost it i was still laughin. a big thnx to the j1 girl who brought it back to the go. i din noe it was so confusing to deacribe my wallet: ' panda, black white' ..hahas. i was laughin cos of dat la.. super funny. den the person at the counter tot i was crazy... LOL. i found it and im a happi girl... hahas.

todae durin compass did this ws thingey which let mi realise how i managed to get such vomit-inducin results. its true i slacked... and im goin to b a mugger..soon. hahas.

and i FINALLY passed my sit and reach.. thnx to ly and iris!!! my whole body aches can. wanna wish my twin good luck tml for her sbj!! jia you!! u can do it de. =)

this has been an excitin week besides havin oni 3 floorballs for trainin on mon i guess? LOLS its such a joke can. gonna go wif the j1 to get their sticks tml!!! reeli brings back fond memories..

why do ppl change? its scary a times but i hav faith... i muz b dumb

2007-04-17T19:59:00.000+08:00

todae is free ice-cream day at ben and jerry's!!!! wahahahaha. i got to eat chocolate brownie fudge!! yum yums. the queue was horrible though...super long.. but wif the rest's company, time did pass v v fast! managed to buy 2 pairs of earring wif vonn and iris!!!! bwahahaha. now im reeli happi!

todae had my 5 stations.. for the first time in my record... i oni did 5. YES 5 PATHETIC INCLINE PULL UPS. its sianned out and unbelievable, since i nv had a prob wif it. shuttle run was fairly ok, i managed to pass my jump and sit-up. alas when it came to sit and reach... i din pass. i oni had 31 cm. LOLS. its kinda expected la.. but after a lil cheatin here and dere, i tried again and got 40!! bwahahaa. aniwaes im still gonna re-sit on thurs to pei my twin!! u gotta pass kaes!!! JIA YOU!

its dumb la, ppl shldn't worry abt their 5 stations. it seems all so mediocre in our life, but in jc they make u go thru it AGAIN.

haha. and i must mention that i hav met quite a few dumb ppl in my life, one on monday, another is the one online nw. man. he is an idiot. he is none other den KOPI ZHENG . YES. there's no doubt he's dumb. =)

2007-04-16T12:50:00.000+08:00

todae on 15th april 2007 i experienced the second round of my discipleship. im nt upset, nt furious, but instead i felt peace, felt that i have learnt and dats prob enough to get me through.

thnx dawn for all that she has done todae and i reeli wanna sincerely apologise for makin her so worried todae. i did put in effort but i know its still not enough. im not gonna get depressed and emo over it ya. im v sure i gonna do so much better the nxt time round.at least im gonna make sure things are done, completed and flawless. dat i promise myself. thnx to wayne too.. he din even eat his lunch todae. =x i guess both of us learnt alot and it juz makes us grow more and more!

yay-ness i completed that study rule of mine with much last-minute work. i felt that i had duties in life to complete and i shldn't always give excuses or wat so ever to bluff through, dat i tink would b so cmi, so nt lyk wat i shld b.. so yup. nxt week is gonna be so much better! at least i'll try to exceed those study hours of mine.. cos...i intend to secure my ny trip. LOL.

todae was v beneficial cos pst touched on the topic of letting go.. in my life there are probably so many things that i cannot let go at the moment, im tryin to, learning how to, and maybe just one day all will b laid aside. i put all my worries, all my anxieties, and all my burdens to Him cos i know that he will take care of all those things in my life. probably seeing ppl departin taught mi how to treasure my life, no matter wat im facing nw.... things will get better! =)

and to my dearest friends... esp the girls... dun tink i will giv u all the chance to alwaes beat mi ya!! wo hui hao de la. lols. no worries!

and last but nt least.....

I WANT TO PASS MY SIT-AND REACH!!!!!! *prays*

2007-04-14T13:18:00.000+08:00

im in a good mood todae, despite a lil bad news and hiccups here and dere.

firstly i hav to say that pw results were satisfactory, and wat makes it better is that the rest of my grp members, eddie, sheldon and fred all got A as well!!

just a year ago, we were all afriad that we would nv make it. Having to travel to chinatown to get interviews, tryin reeli hard to appreciate CHINESE, going ard and understandin the pain of not havin ppl respond to your pleas to take your surveys, getting rejected over and over again in sheldon's case. *hints* few mths later we were runnin here, dere and everiwhr tryin to complete our written rpt which somehow gone haywire after marking by the pw comm. not to forget OP which was the last component. bUT i'm glad to say that all 4 of us survived, and thru these mths of camping out at sheldon's house, admiring his lobsters and gettin frustrated over wat to write and say, WE ARE FINALLY FREE!!! LOL. those few months will probably b sumthing i will rmb and sumthing i can bring on in life. juz wanna say a big thank you to the 3 guys in my grp for nt pang-sehing mi most of the time and for bearing with my crappiness!!! =) u guys rock!

i also lyk to congratulate the rest of my class peeps who also did well, regardless of the grades, i tink its the process that reeli counts ya. cheers to one and all!

pw aside, i finally managed to get a slide done by myself. not wanting to alwaes depend on trusted noel animore i guessed it was time i did something. =) it may not look v fantastic, but i reeli did put in effort and all, juz hope that in future will b able to come up wif much more nicer slides!! yay-ness.

and my mama juz told mi i can go NEW YORK with her most prob at the end of the year! just the 2 of us, no-one else. SWEET!. im rather excited, nt at the thought of shoppin, but rather at the fact that i hav NEVER gone to america b4, and i guess it would b fun! wee~~ my twin is gonna b excited.

for nw, i guess i shld at least mug and complete the study rule of mine and prob read up on psalms! =) till then.

juz wanna tell u that i will always b dere for u, hang on and don't give up kaes...

2007-04-12T17:48:00.000+08:00

hellos. my dearest da jie lai shu ting is back!!!!
3 days wifout her ard was somehow different, quieter, less crappy and all. u get the gist. we 6 must b tgh!! LOLs. its a weird theory but sumhow it exists in our lives at least. =) so happi and glad that she's back wif us, back to her norm and all. al least there's someone to eat toast wif yvonne!

this week has been awesomely tirin, somehow i get tired so easily, sleepin doesn't reeli help and im tryin real hard to survive a school day. within i noe im dyin out soon. hav been gettin those pain attacks every now and den. but bein the yvonne ng dat i am , its almost absolute that i juz shrug it off. i will b fine i guess. i hav a great God with mi, nth else reeli matters now.

i totally hav no mood for tutorials and i hav yet to complete my study rule. todae juz got back my result slip.. and its probably the first time in my life that i am scared of passin it to my mama to sign. its reeli kinda horrendous, horrible, everything bad mixed tgh. i tot mash potato and cookies would make mi feel better or at least more consoled, but it didn't.

well, it nt lyk mi to wallow in despair waitin for someone to help mi up. i used to need that, but not nw! i will reeli work hard, be a full time mugger cum on-fire christian . i can do it man! life is gonna b excitin!

i realised that my mood for bloggin is dwindling. there's no time, no feel and probably nth to blog abt i guess. everyday's abt the same. sian rite. dat is precisely why im so so glad that i at least lead a diff kind of life =)

ok. enough slackin. gotta settle lyrics and stuff nw. tatas

2007-04-09T21:54:00.000+08:00

life is pretty strange huh.

besides its ups and downs

flips and flops

happy moments and sad moments

coming and leaving

hellos and goodbyes

tears of joy and tears of sadness

what makes it whole is that when u come, u know one day it will b time to let go and leave.
in my life i saw ppl come and go. imprints left within. by no means easy but its just life many say.

take care my friend. we will alwaes be ur support and comfort.

2007-04-09T08:17:00.000+08:00

ITS AN AWESOME EASTER!!!!!!!!!!!

when i used to b young, easter to me was reeli abt receiving eggs, both real and fake. dats probably all added on to the fact that Jesus died for us. yupp.

todae i had a whole new revelation and todae i found myself touched by something within, its reeli amazin how it came and go. leavin mi v certain that He exists and he has alwaes been there for me. I no longer doubt, no longer refuse to believe.

was finalli able to hav a proper cg dinner wif daniel, shu, vera, soo, liane,jerome and noel!! and till todae did i realise that i look funny when i eat fishballs. LOLS. i am a fishball lover and prob for 17 yrs of my life i din noe i look weird at least while eatin it. gosh. =X

just last night i was confused, din noe wat to think and wat nt to think. while i was reeli tryin to help ppl out wif their v big confusions, i din noe how to help myself. fret nt. cos i hav a v powerful God!! lols. he gave mi my answer this mornin . so yupp. im fine nw.

tml is monday, a school day, another great day wif tutorials , another day whereby i pray that i wun sleep durin lectures , and hopefully another day of acceleration... im reeli excited! hahas. im mad.

Cos i found you and you're everything to me

2007-04-07T20:53:00.000+08:00

it was oni the day after the movie marathon at our v own college dat i realise how lousy i am at sleepin late, or mebbe nt even sleepin. =x

after juz 2 movies, it took its toll, and dere i was sleepin beside my twin! not to say i was coverin my eyes throughtout the second part of the horror movie and of cos watching how my freshies climbed the school gate? it reeli is funny lookin at them man! they take such a long time unlike kopi zheng who juz miraculously jumped over! well i guess mebbe he is trained in dat aspect? LOL i better nt say, lest he come bash mi. =x

in the end, vincent climbed over, gerold got hur and all of them were tired. as for mi and iris, we had a great laugh. =) ohs. i wanna thank gerold for his bag of chocolates! but i probably wun be able to eat it until im well. =)

hahas. did i mention how funny the movie marathon was? of cos im nt referrin to the movies, but the ppl ard mi... lols. mi and iris were doin a report analysis as usual and yup, the info is confidential. LOLs.

sometimes, i do find myself driftin into my own thoughts, goin into the stoning mode and gettin super emo. well, i've found my answer and probably the solution as well. Negative thoughts more den often get to me especially when im tired and dun feel lyk movin along wif wat the world has.. but my heart tells mi not to.. bahs. and it is irritatin in a sense i can't do anithing effective, can't do anithing without losin patience and i hate it. i oni manage to snap out of that imaginary world when i start to realise its all too good to be true. diaos rite.

but for nw, God, my cg and my leaders and friends hav made those occurences lesser and shorter.. which is definitely something good. one day i may even stop all those wasteful stoning sessions !!

many question wat life is reeli all abt, wat they hav been workin hard for, wat they live for and alot of others... ya u get my drift. and all i wanna say is u can find all the answers this weelend!!! =)

last but nt least... i hav to exclaim...

WHY IS EVERIONE GETTIN EMO!!!! lolS

dats all for nw. tatas. easter is gonna b great!!!

2007-04-05T12:51:00.000+08:00

todae is a great day!

dats besides the fact that lectures were reeli awesomely boring. i managed to dozed off quite a few times, easily observable by iris who was beside mi. hahs. she dozed off a lil too bahs. =)

fb meetin was a breeze, with all the plannin and talkin done wif food! hahahas. its juz nice bein able to not worry abt playin fantastically well, being healthy enough for each trainin and all. though i hav forgone something i once worked hard for, i guess its all pre-arranged, so yups im gonna b contented and happy wif things now and juz do my best! =)

on my way to church say my classmates! obviously they were surprised that my cca ended so so early, well, i oni had a meetin, how long would dat take? hahs. and yups my twin and derrick had yummy doughnuts to eat. im gonna get one of those these days man. =)and did i mention that i finally gave up on my non-antenna phone officially. its sad la. and dumb of its owner. hahahas.

movie marathon is TML! gosh i haven told my mama abt it at all, and now she's nt at home, im kinda scared she wouldn't allow mi to go. i hope she will. i will b a good girl for a week. =) tml is gonna b another great day, i know it.

the oni thing i wanna do now is PASS sit and reach. im a failure at this man, the nitemare has come back after such a long wait. hahs.

easter is lyk a few days away and im so excited!!! goin to boil those eggs nw!! tatas. would u lyk to join mi on this adventure?

2007-04-02T18:38:00.000+08:00

a new week, new day and a new start. yupps. dats wat i told myself, oni to b awakened by my v nt up to standard results. everything was ok, gp was quite a pleasant surprise, econs was the norm and then the ultimate came. PHYSICS. the paper i knew i will fail for sure, but still the marks was reeli too much of a coincidence.ta-dah it was the exact same marks as my MATHS. i went stunned for a while at the coincidence and somehow it made mi sadded lyk big time.

failin is no big deal at least for block test. i hav now officially gotten over it and will move on in life. Yup. i will lead a wonderful life frm now onwards. to ppl out there, do not fret or worry excessively cos things will work out fine eventually ya?!! jia you everibodi!

this week is lyk packed wif stuff-- frm follow up, training, og outing, MoVIE mArAtHOn. and of cos EASTER!!!!!!! this is week is excitin, would u lyk to join mi on this jorney then??? =)

2007-03-31T20:41:00.000+08:00

i felt so much better during upper room especially after fifi spoke to mi. i realised wat she mentioned was true, v true, somehow she managed to know wat had been on my mind all these while, managed to walk through all my thoughts.. and i thank her for all that she has done ! =) it opened doors of many cos i know that i want to do so much more, and give so much more. i can do it!!!

had bm duty and got to know ppl lyk xiao yu!! its my second duty and i plan to do more and more!! wee =) relived a bit of my childhood while cleaning the toys. lols. after which i had to go over to a place. sians. wasted my time there lah. = ="

had lots of sleep to make mi fele better and now im all ready for tml! wif projection, ring bearer ceremony and proj trainin, i know tml is gonna b amazing!!! guess wat im on duty wif noel!! on april fool's day. dat make it more interesting huh?!

i wanna give a big hug to iris.. and girl no need to worry de.. im fine!!! yay-ness no need miss mi too much too. LOL. while i was half asleep, my twin's mama called mi. first reaction : blur second reaction : more blur. until after abt 10 sec did i reeli awakened and understood wat she was sayin. pengs. i was v surprised dat she will call. yvonne low chew fang, can u pls pick up ur phone more often!!!! hahas. got mi worried sia. =)

ok for nw, i goin to crack my brains over my tutorials and of cos easter. i hav a amazing life wif all u ppl inside of mi!!! i <3 my leaders!!!